My state of finding my matching puzzle piece

The show is where
I went for the time

Good times and reason
For what happens

Me and you
I can't forget

First time I layed eyes on you
I stared

6th grade
was the beggining of the relationship

we are the best of friends
for a long time

I blew my chance
I waited too long

I hung with you
then a wall block came along

thoughts and dreams of suicide and death
taunted and haunted me

I wept
to the death of survival

crawling up
the ledge is near

The wall has crumbled
my time of recoverness

I made my moves
my ways in

I cant wait to talk to you
the time of looking forward too

I am in the house
I dont wanna leave

I could stay here
forever

I need to ask
but am I shy or afraid of the rejection?

I need this to complete my existence




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