The next time you imagine that you need something, ask yourself, �Why do I think I need this?� This is a very liberating question. It is Freedom in Seven Words. Therefore, list items you currently or recently felt you had need for:

1. What I think I need: Like kind/minded companions to share with through our Earth bodies

Why do I think I need this? I thought it would be fun and mutual support to the World we imagine.

2. What I think I need: A world to live in that is not so life threatening

3. What I think I need: Others who can appreciate the time I spend thrilling to the universe/enjoying

Exercise 2:

Using the Illusion that you need your body, decide what you are going to do to care for it, protect it and make sure it is not abused.

Exercise 3:

Using the illusion that you need a relationship, whether it be a personal or an intimate relationship, decide what you are going to do to protect that relationship, care for it and to make sure it is not abused.

Exercise 1:

List so-called failures you have experience in your life. Note positive out comes from these failures.

1. Failure Positive out come Father wanted me to get an abortion. I blew him
off and got married and had 2 babies (planned)
anyway = positive outcome: I dreamed them & named
them before they were conceived from age 5 to
15. They were meant to be here with me and they
ARE!

2. Failure Positive out come Got a divorce after 2 years and 2 babies, father
disowned me = positive outcome: My Dad needed to
be on his own & so did I. It was a good clean
break. I knew I'd be OK & I got to experience
that successfully.

Exercise 2

Conduct a little funeral for the above failures (successes), for what has passed, and then you can turn around and create the future, realizing that there IS a future, that there is MORE LIFE.

Exercise 3

List the first two Illusions:

1. Illusion 1 - Need exists

2. Illusion 2 - Failure exists

Exercise 1:

List the first three Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is Need exists

2. The Second Illusion is Failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is Disunity exists

Exercise 2:

The next time you see another who appear separate from you, look at them deeply. Look into them. Do this for a long moment and see if you can capture their Essence.

Exercise 3:

Take a walk in your local park or in another setting where there is nature present or where there is another aspect of life that appears separate from you. Look at them deeply, look into them for a long moment and see if you can capture their Essence.

Record you feelings here: Trees rustling in the breeze
say, "Hello! We are dancing with you."
I say, "From living sun to the roots of
trees, same source but different goes.
So why not? Bask and be eternal NOW
awake to see? The all of all we're
meant to be! Lo' what we make of our
own reality is key. When stopped are
the battles in our own creativity!
Then 'WE CAN' step back and BE the all
revealed as harmony. YES LIFE! YES
LIFE has ITS song.... so long....
attended."

Exercise 1:

List the first four Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is Need exists

2. The Second Illusion is Failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is Disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is Insufficiency exists

Exercise 2:

Look around you this week and the weeks ahead as you work on this course and if you:

See people who are hungry, feed them

Record your experience here: First let me say that I have not been very good
at this. I did have the feeling that people were
taking to much from me or that if I gave to them
they would then begin trying to 'take advantage'
of me or that they would end up hating me if they
became dependant upon me.

I have, however, NO proplem doing just this for
any animal that I come upon or who comes to me.

Exercise 3:

Look around you this week and the weeks ahead as you work on this course and if you:

See people who need clothing, cloth them

Record your experience here:

Exercise 4:

Look around you this week and the weeks ahead as you work on this course and if you:

See people who need shelter, give them shelter.

Record your experience here: Well, if I am to do this then I will have to
invite a family of 5 to come live in 'my house' &
I do not choose to do that. They are the epitomy
of the kind of 'losers' that I do not think
should have multiplied in the first place. They
were irresponsible all the way! Why should I
have to cover their ass?

Exercise 5:

See people who need company, give them you time. Visit a nursing home and provide company and comfort to a patient.

Record your experience here: Whew. I hate nursing homes.

Exercise 1:

List the first five Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is NEED exists

2. The Second Illusion is FAILURE exists

3. The Third Illusion is Disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is Insufficiency exists

5. The Fifth Illusion Requirement exists

Exercise 2:

At this point in time is your state of beingness:

Yes or No If, no what are you going to do about it?

1. Happy yes

2. Loving yes @ 75%

3. Gracious yes @ could improve

4. Kind yes @100%

5. Caring yes @ 100%

6. Compassionate yes except when I am affraid

7. Passionate yes but not about sex

8. Generous yes @ 100% except when I'm brok or fatigued

9. Sharing yes @ same as generous

Exercise 3:

List requirements of others you are currently following and then describe what you will do to that will enhance your soul. Don�t be afraid! Listen to your heart!

Requirement: we have to pay income taxes

My commitment to change: no clue

Requirement: I have to work to make money

My commitment to change: not a clue

Requirement: I have to drive the speed limit or I get a ticket

My commitment to change: don't speed

Requirement: When in Rome be as the Romans or they don't like you

My commitment to change: be my self even if being so seems to upset others
somehow... Back to re-doing the first grade
lessons/socializations. LOL

Exercise 1:

List the first six Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is need exists

2. The Second Illusion is failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is insufficiency exists

5. The Fifth Illusion is requirements exist

6. The Sixth Illusion is judgement exists

Exercise 2:

Recall a time when you were judgmental of another

� Record that judgment I determined that the neighbors were
the best examples of loosers I'd ever
encountered

� Record your understanding of that judgment now God does NOT judge anyone and I should
respect that they are how they are
given their model of the world and
appreciated how they are as they are
when I think of them.

Exercise 3:

Recall a time when someone judged you

Record that judgment Rock judged that I was up to no good
when I used my angel words and what I
said did not make sense to her.

Record your understanding of that judgment now She interpreted me based on her
experience of the world as it
interacted with her and somehow my
baring and language use triggered an
alarm in her memory bank.

Exercise 1:

List the eight Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is need exists

2. The Second Illusion is failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is insufficiency exists

5. The Fifth Illusion is requirement exists

6. The Sixth Illusion is judgement

7. The Seventh Illusion is condemnation exists

Exercise 2:

Re-visit a situation in your life where you have been condemned by a person or circumstance that you feel damaged you in some way. Then recognizing the truth you have learned from this lesson, bless the situation or person who you feel damaged you. Your forgiveness will allow you to heal virtually any psychological, emotional, spiritual, and sometimes even physical, wounds that you imagine have been inflicted upon you. For you can literally forgive your way to health and/or happiness.

1. Your situation: 8,000 years ago Quan Yin devotee gang raped by 8
barbarian Mongols sent by their mothers & their
women to rape pillage & plunder the elite of that
time which I was one of..."How dare they Live!"

Complete the following:

a. I am choosing to forgive I forgive the soul of Mike McCann who was leader of that pack 8,000 years ago, or maybe he was just first in line. for being the lead raper & killer I want to forgive them because I want to forgive all 8 of them now because I just realized that I ONLY HELD THE LEADER responsible for all their acts.

b. Express your feelings about the suffering you have been caused: Well that was then and this is now 'Baby I have
come a long W A Y!' I just want to say that I
now consider it a miracle that I have gotten the
full and complete lesson of my last 8,000 year of
genocidal combat doing both sides of retrobution
for the above acts of tresspass upon my divine
being here in Earth. Now it makes sense. The
lesson itself has been born at last!! Born at
last!

c. Acknowledge, verbally if appropriate, that even though you felt at the time you were not getting what you wanted, the meaning of this situation is the meaning you give it, and you co-created this situation with The meaning of the above rape & pillage is many fold: 1st it taught me NOT to 'worship' anything or any one ever again because it did NOT protect you. After all was that NOT the purpose of ones religious practice? (<' 2nd it taught me my own versions of chronic retrobution/genocidal tactics. 3rd it kept me from dieing of old age and or diseases which would have been VERY BORING for an advent-urer like me! LOL! 3rd. it rendered me totally bored with killing and being killed so I could actually 'move on' and not be distracted by any more re-do's of THAT cause & effect/KARMA. I co-created that above rape & pillage experience to bring our actual eteral beingness to light in MY self here & now. So you see killing anyone for anything is totally futile. It does NOT WORK to bring about whatever one's illusionary pet effect was desired. 4th I co-created this with Mike McCann because I believed in this lifetime 'he owed me' and I came to collect. die laughing. I have collected. we are complete. we are free to be and to deside who we are now and what we want the rest of this lifetime to become! YEE HAW! so you could re-create yourself anew in the grandest version of the grandest vision you ever held about who you are.

e. Now, express the verbally the three statements of ultimate truth:

1. Nothing in my world is real.

2. The meaning of everything is the meaning I give it.

3. I am who I say I am, and my experience is what I say it is.

f. In the days and weeks ahead return to this exercise and record any events that may occur from this exercise.

Note 1: The black starlings who used to make an
irritating quacking sound en-mass in my trees are
now singing in a higher pitched gurgeling 'Close
Encounters of the 3rd kind' tune that sounds like
angel music to my ears. I have never hear this
sound while here on Earth before ~ except a
deeper electronic version of it and in slow
motion sound during the movie Close Encounters of
the 3rd Kind.

Note 2: I feel as light as air itself. I have had no
trouble what so ever in NOT doing my usual
retalliation responses to my sense of being
disrespected or slighted in some way ((as usual))
by my current life partner, Michael James McCann.

Note 3: I feel I have completed a full circle starting in
the first memory I have of 'killing another' as a
tribal matriarchal 'provider=leader'/elite one in
a time when we were a group mind and to make a
clear cut decision @ 100% instantly became the
decision, the feeling, and the motivation of the
whole tribe. In that time free-loaders were not
allowed to multiply and since we did NOT KNOW
that we could have castrated male free-loaders we
simply cut their throats so that their genetic
contribution would not jeprodize the survival of
the tribe throughout our future. We were the
first causasians. We were tall, lean, smart,
efficient,blond & blue eyed.

2. Your situation:

Complete the following:

a. I am choosing to forgive for I want to forgive them because

b. Express your feelings about the suffering you have been caused:

c. Acknowledge, verbally if appropriate, that even though you felt at the time you were not getting what you wanted, the meaning of this situation is the meaning you give it, and you co-created this situation with so you could re-create yourself anew in the grandest version of the grandest vision you ever held about who you are.

e. Now, express the verbally the three statements of ultimate truth:

4. Nothing in my world is real.

5. The meaning of everything is the meaning I give it.

6. I am who I say I am, and my experience is what I say it is.

f. In the days and weeks ahead return to this exercise and record any events that may occur from this exercise.

Note 1:

Note 2:

Note 3:

3. Your situation:

Complete the following:

a. I am choosing to forgive for I want to forgive them because

b. Express your feelings about the suffering you have been caused:

c. Acknowledge, verbally if appropriate, that even though you felt at the time you were not getting what you wanted, the meaning of this situation is the meaning you give it, and you co-created this situation with so you could re-create yourself anew in the grandest version of the grandest vision you ever held about who you are.

e. Now, express the verbally the three statements of ultimate truth:

7. Nothing in my world is real.

8. The meaning of everything is the meaning I give it.

9. I am who I say I am, and my experience is what I say it is.

f. In the days and weeks ahead return to this exercise and record any events that may occur from this exercise.

Note 1:

Note 2:

Note 3:

Exercise 1:

List the ten Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is need exists

2. The Second Illusion is failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is insufficiency exists

5. The Fifth Illusion is requirement exists

6. The Sixth Illusion is judgement exists

7. The Seventh Illusion is condemnation exists

8. The Eighth Illusion is conditionality exists

Exercise 2:

Imagine conditions in your life, good and bad, below. These could include: you job, you wealth, lack of wealth, handicap, your relationship(s) or lack thereof, etc..

Condition 1: My seeming lack of indipendant/usable financial income volume

Condition 2: My inability to create a goods or service that the world wants now so I can produce an abundant amount of net profits now.

Condition 3: Other than the above I have created everything I need at the base of life here and now for my self, me children, and all my animals - one day at a time.

Condition 4: My greatest character asset: the ability to keep on keeping on - even if it is wrong - to burn through to what it is I most importnatly WANT - ot to where I am going, in this case to actual wisdom use = MASTERY in my here and now as part of this collective critical-mass!

Condition 5: My ability to focus @ 100%

Condition 6: My ability to receive instruction now, and the change that it causes in my ever evolving illusions/contributions to the collective critical mass here in and of Earth's consciousness!

Now make a statement about each condition: (refer to text in lesson for ideas)

Condition 1: What I have gleaned from my temporary apparent lack of Net Financial Independant Abundance is: 1. I asked for WISDOM USE MASTERY 30 years ago and it is my primary directive superceeding any of the financial fluff.

Condition 2: I really could not accept that I have lost the ability to create a joyful abundant cash flow from which I can keep 20% or more.

Condition 3: I am very thankful that I did set it up to have this point in the time of my life here and now as 'cared for' or, 'professional dependant' as I call it ~ but I grow wiery of this version and I AM DUE for a major UPDATE!

Condition 4: Well it is true that I did NOT start with #4's asset in this life. I was very fearful and had to learn to walk through it - but this is better now since learning the condemnation illusion and how to use it! MUCH BETTER NOW!

Condition 5: Yep. I was born with this. Since Day ONE here and now. Thanks God who I really am and thanks to all the other lives in which I have developed this skill of attending/attention on one thing/one choice at a time!

Condition 6: Now this is a new one for me. If it is the 'right for me' instruction I see that I have no problem 'receiving it @ 100%' and this CwG course is much like agreeing with GOD as I go along. I LOVE THIS!

Now detail how you will use each of the conditions above to re-create yourself anew, in the next grandest version of the greatest vision of who you are.

Condition 1: I will put this down at the bottom of my above priorities list. And I will hide and watch what transpires as I proceed in this course and continue to re-do all my preferred illusions!

Condition 2: I can't resist receiving this #2 right now. It is on my plate. I can see it hear it taste it. It is WHO I am + a foreman to run things for me and a full time bookkeeper to keep track. I am off the hook because there is no condition I 'have to be'!

Condition 3: First thing I will do with #3 is disolve it. It will probably be replaced with this growing expanding joy that I keep on feeling now!

Condition 4: This I will KEEP coupled with my angel guidance so that I will ceace & desist from 'barking up the wrong trees/directions/illusions!'

Condition 5: This I will keep with no adjustments to date. It is not a problem.

Condition 6: This too I will keep[ as is for now.

Exercise 1:

List the first nine Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is

2. The Second Illusion is

3. The Third Illusion is

4. The Fourth Illusion is

5. The Fifth Illusion is

6. The Sixth Illusion is

7. The Seventh Illusion is

8. The Eighth Illusion is

9. The Ninth Illusion is

Exercise 1:

List the ten Illusions:

1. The First Illusion is need exists

2. The Second Illusion is failure exists

3. The Third Illusion is disunity exists

4. The Fourth Illusion is insufficiency exists

5. The Fifth Illusion is requirement exists

6. The Sixth Illusion is judgement exists

7. The Seventh Illusion is condemnation exists

8. The Eighth Illusion is conditionality exists

9. The Ninth Illusion is superiority exists

10. The Tenth Illusion is ignorance exists

Exercise 2:

List the 10 Truths

1. God needs nothing

2. God cannot fail and neither can I

3. Nothing is separate fro anything else.

4. There is enough

5. There is nothing I have to do

6. I will never be judged

7. I will never be condemned

8. LOVE knows NO CONDITION

9. A thing cannot be superior to ITSELF.

Control of the Body

Exercise 1. Do you exercise daily? If the answer is no, indicate what steps you will take to exercise daily. Steps I will take: Yes! I have an appitite for stretching and no impact exercise but just lately I have added 16" step ups with 4lb weights in each hand to strengthen my upper body. It really paid off because for a month of winter now I have been carring feed to 20 heifer calves and 6 horses in different pastures each day. my chores take be about 1 mile/day usually without weights. LOL I am thrilled to be more mobile now than ever have been since puberty!

Exercise 2. Do you eat properly? If the answer is no, indicate what steps you will take to correct this. Steps I will take: I could eat better. I must be changing because less and less of the kinds of foods I have on hand are appealing to me now. I am really hungry for a different quality of food. STEP 1. Find the quality that I my body is hungry for!

Exercise 3. When is the last time you had a physical examination by a physician? Answer Late summer 2002 Is it time for another examine? If yes, indicate when you will call to make an appointment summer 2003

Control of your Emotions

Exercise 1: Set aside some time and examine your emotional responses to current and prior exterior circumstances of your physical life. Decide how you will respond to these circumstances in the future realizing that emotions are experiences that are chosen not experienced.

Circumstance Prior emotional response Future emotional response

1. I was 'run-under' by a close associate for a contract job I was working a bid up on | Before CwG course I would have raised hell and left no prisoners! As it was I felt terribly let down but chose not to do the damage in retalliation | In the future I may not even choose to be let down because because...Oh yea. "I don't believe in competition any more!' Die laughing!!! I really had to w o r k to pull that one out of the hat. God this is fun!

2. Felling worried that I don't at this moment have 'enough' $ in my checking account to cover the bills I know are coming at the 15th of the month. | sick to my stomach, shallow breathing, fear, saddness, de-motion!! Oh yea probably feel unsuccessful with this thought too. | Hell, nothing I see is real. I get to use the illusion of NOT ENOUGH to experience - well let me go check my notes right now: I EWILL remember that I AM the stuff of LIFE! And I can remember to step outside the insufficiency and then FILL the insufficiency. I realize that I have not yet done this. I can do this! It is much easier than suffering from old illusion that i don't want as my experience any more!

3. Do number 2a. - 2b & 2c again | Every time I feel 'worry about lack of $ in my checking account now' because of how I want a $2,000 coushion...each month I | WILL feel joyous. Yes Joyous because it is my QUE to work the illusion of insufficiency. God! I feel better already! I predict that i am actually going to feel glad that I had insufficiency going so I could learn this!

4. Hmmmm. a prior circumstance that de-motion was active. OK. When I fist saw the RV park that my husband purchased in Clarkston, WA. It looked like it was inhabited by loosers. It's unkempt appearance was seconded by my de-motion energy upon it. | definate de-motion energy | I could see things like that as differing life styles based on the resident's world view. Mine is not better it is just my preferance based on the world view that I choose to BE HAVE & DO.

5. I see my husband 3 times a week and it seems like he is always frowning and acting angry "AT" me. I am always asking him why he is angry and that usually makes him even more angry! | I feel hurt and attacked by his energy. It is a downer and I resent him for BEING THAT WAY & I wonder WHY AT ME??? | OK - this is fun - I CAN decide ahead of time how I will respond to the above 'circumstance'. First of all just knowing that is a relief! I am not subject to his de-motional energy. Simple as that. I choose to love toward him and appreciate him and OK I will choose to not need any good attention from him. OK I choose to NOT NEED HIM AT ALL. that's it isn't it: The illusion of need. but you see I think he needs me too much. JOKE HERE. I am angry at him for being angry at me because he needs me too much.

6. I can decide to LOVE toward all other humans unconditionally ~ but when I am not feeling love for them I feel I am 'failing'. What I am doing is 'trying' to generate love toward all others but don't really feel it. This is insufficiency again. | I run out of energy and feel 'they' take too much. interesting. I am frightened of too many needy people. I have an instinct to 'ward them off' to insure me and mine's survival. | I choose to decide to BE LOVE knowing our REAL existance here and work the illusion #4 insufficiency exists, again and again. I can choose to BE the triad process knowing there is NOT FAILURE!

Exercise 1: List a number of things that have happened to you in the last 3-6 months that you felt were of some significance to you.

1. Happening The neighbors now having any money for food, heat, & rent.

a. At the time why did you think this happened to you? Because I am the rent manager responsible for collecting their rent payments

b. Now choose or decide why this happened to you and record your decision here: It was a 2 or 3 fold exercise/opportunity to experience my painfully intense degree of compassion, my degree of patience, and my seeming lack of unconditional love toware 'all' human beings. Also got to experience my fear of uncontrolled emotions in others close around me.

2. Happening I felt a total call to action in some form of leadership

a. At the time why did you think this happened to you? I had come to the end of chasing dreams and goals and longed deep within for real guidance in a correct for my soul's destiny direction!

b. Now choose or decide why this happened to you and record your decision here: I was being moved toward all these new contacts with Humanity's Team and the Art of Spiritual Peace Making online course!

3. Happening I am being left alone 5 days out of 7 each week as my husband is working out of town.

a. At the time why did you think this happened to you? I thought it was so I would meet my self coming and going with no one else to blame for anything. And a chance to totally 'rest' so that i can dream for guidance and focus on what is important to my soul's mission on Earth

b. Now choose or decide why this happened to you and record your decision here: (<' I needed all this undistracted time to do these books and work the online courses and get totally steeped in each step necessary for my Tru`Self to B~E Here & Now!

Exercise 2: List the three statements of ultimate truth

1. There is not one way only, but many ways Home. There are a thousand paths to God, and every one will get you there. Indeed, all paths lead to God. This is because there is no other place to go.

2. There is no one else in the room. There is only ONE of US.

3. There is no such thing as Superiority. I have made it all up!

Exercise 3: List the Triad Process

1. Recognise the illusion for what it is/causes me to feel

2. decide what it means to me ~ How I am defining myself

3. re-create my self anew

Exercise 4: Having come to the end of the Communion with God course review the questions and answers for exercises 2 through 6 in the Prelude Journal section that you answered at the beginning of this course. Decide where you are at and how you will move forward on your road to Mastery. What is your purpose now? What do you say? Record your commitments to this process below.