| ”Mommy,” Mary yelled and ran to the front door, but soon stopped when she saw her dad’s face. Liz got down on her knees beside Mary and looked her in the eyes and asked; ”Mary, why don’t you come with me?” ”No, I want daddy and mommy,” Mary cried out sad, she knew something was wrong but not what. She could feel an emptiness inside. ”Please sweety,” Liz begged on the verge of crying. She knew what had went down, she saw it in Michael’s eyes as he walked in. ”DADDY…please…..” Mary begged as she threw herself at her father. Michael looked down at her and the picked her up in his arms and hugged her sadly. He smelled her hair, the same smell Maria had. Tears ran down Michaels face as he hugged her with all his might. He took a breath and then asked; ”Why don’t we go upstairs and sleep for a while?” ”Daddy, I want mommy,” Mary begged into her fathers shoulder. ”I know, but she isn’t coming back,”Michael said through his tears as he rocked Mary in his arms. ”I want mommy,” with that said everybody in the room was crying, they knew the answer and that was the worst feeling in the world. Michael looked around the room, seeing his friends, his families eyes and then walked straight up to his bedroom with Mary in his arms. He laid her down on his bed and took out an old shirt of his and dressed her in it and then he laid down next to her. He watched and comforted his daughter that was in so much pain, the same pain he himself felt. The loss of a friend, a lover, and a mother was almost to much to bear. Michael soon fell asleep next to his daughter. **The dream** Michael was standing in a white mist, almost like heaven, the most beautiful place in the world apeared in front of him. Green grass with a field of flowers and with a waterfall in the background, and there was Maria, in a with dress, looking like an angel, smiling back at him. He slowly walked up to her, he was afraid of touching her, like she was going to disapear. ”Hi.” ”Hi, you look like you seen a ghost,” Maria said back, with a big smile on her face. She had this glint in her eyes, that showed that she was finally happy and at peace. ”Well, aren’t I?” Michael asked almost whispering. ”Technically you are.” ”Why Maria,” Michael asked sad. ”Why what?” Maria asked as she sat down on the grass, Mchael soon followed. ”Why did you give up?” Michael wondered. How could she, he didn’t understand. ”I had nothing left to live for,” Maria said as she looked at the flock of horses that had appeard right infront of them on the feild. ”Yes you have, you have Mary, you have ME,” Michael said angry, how could she not know that she had them, that he was always gonna be there for her. ”Sometimes that isn’t enough,” Maria stated, like it was the obvious. Michaels head fell down, he felt the tears coming, he didn’t want to show them. ”It should have been,” he said. Maria then took ahold of his chin and lifted it to look into his eyes. Michael closed his eyes, trying to memorize her touch, her smell and feeling. Then he opend them and saw the love in Maria’s eyes as she said; ”I know, but things don’t always end up the way you want them to be.” Michael felt the tears running down his face now, how could life be so unfair? He lost her once, how can he screw it up again. ”What do I do now?” he asked. ”You’ll take care of our daughter and help her through life,” Maria said as she took ahold of Michael’s hand and played with the ring on his finger. Michael couldn’t hold it anymore, he took her into his arms and held her tight, he never wanted to let go of her. ”I can’t without you.” ”Yes, Michael you will,” Maria whispered in his ear. ”I want you,” Michael begged, tears were flowing down his face and over onto Maria’s. ”you got me, a part of me will always be with you, in Mary,” Maria said and Michael finally understood what she meant and soon Maria started to disapear in his arms. ”I love you,” He said and kissed her lips. ”I love you to,” Maria said and was soon gone. **End of dream** Michael woke up and saw his daughter in his arms. I wake up next to you I stroke you hair from you cheek I am so happy your mine Your so bautiful when your sleeping You have something that no one else have You are so wonderful And I see in your eyes That you feel the same I want to share my life with you You create wormth within me We will care everyday We love eachother so Like no one else can understand For always just you and me There are no doubt Never regretted one second I’ve loved you from the first second I want you to feel safe That you can rest here with me Cuz I will never let you go And I see in your eyes (see in your eyes) That you feel the same I want to share my life with you You create wormth within me We will care everyday We love eachother so Like no one else can understand For always just you and me And I see in your eyes That you feel the same I want to share my life with you You create wormth within me We will care everyday We love eachother so Like no one else can understand For always just you and me (always just you and me) I wake up next to you I stroke you hair from you cheek I am so happy your mine There was no question, he was going to make it, he had his Maria laying next to him right then and there, in Mary. 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