added 9.42 december 21. 2001.


dunno-wad-day, 14 feb 17jan
one Day to finish moral project & bm essay. 1 an a half weeks to learn 3 beat roll. few days to practise piano. 1 day to band. 2 days to badminton. and a partridge in a pear tree. :)

15jAN
Blady hell .. im the vice captain afternoon session? or smth of cempaka house. meaning i have to join at least one event. meaning ill be spending mornings at civic center wasting energy. meaning that all my homework will be rushed. shiaT btw. i tHInk/ its 800m. nice. no heats :)) hehhehheh. at least i HOPE no heats.

note to self: practice piano . do homework on time. scream ARgH.
band sectional tomolo..... gotaa learn up marching peices or else im dead. im f2.. im supposed to be TeachINg them. but i'll be learning cuz i half forget.
band seniors :ignore the above, please



kk for this year. band, badminton and web team. and maybe ill kacau a bit in tennis or basketball but dun join . not sure lar.....





friday. 28 dec.
updating gonna be done soonewr or larter. bye

sunday. december 23rd. 2 days to xmas.
SIGh. I just get it. i cant get over the fact that other ppl just haf ...... okay. that was weird. actually... forget i wrote that, i was fake. :)
5 pieces of chix. 1 orange+sprite. 1 Zapple+sprite. coleslaw. salad. potatoes. cream. cake. HEARtz chicken today. it was one of my frens bday. fresh cream cake. cept that everyone was so damned full... ah well... the coach start it by asking us to 'dot' the bday's girl face with cream. well.... i'll leave the rest to your imagination.
my legs are stil aching. so's my shoulders. argh. all becuz of saturday. sigh.
tomolo got ranking.. im betting ill be the 3rd. out of 5 players. I HOPE. :)


friday. dec 21. 4days to xmas. its 9.20smth
i can believe how WHINY i haf been in my last few updates.
which doesnt mean this entry is gonna be much different. cuz im like that. and its better to whine here then go whine at sumone like daphne. who has been more tolerant than the average person about my whines.
so... no piano today. im getting to miss it. *gasp* oh my goodness im missing piano!*bangs head against wall*
so. today i reformatted , repartitioned and resetup windows 95 on sumone else's computer. installed driver as well. *yawn* and most of it i 'forgot' how to do. so in the end 70% of the work was not done by me. heh.


tuesday , decmber 18.
damn i forgot to save the last entry. SiGH
my legs feels like they wanna break. and we din even do anything 'hard'. if u din know by now, i just went for badmionton. in the morning. 8.30 to be exact. on the day after the day after hari raya. ARGH


friday ... december 7. 5.58 pm.
oh My GOOdNeess.. piano.. was wad piano usually is when i dun bother to practice. but this time its was worse. even tho i din really get scoleded. the teacher din say much.. but ... stiLl.... it was bad. i din practice the week b4 either.,.. so i supposed it was deserved. . . that was practical piano. in the morn.
afternoon was supposed to be sightreading.... but instead we got aural. it was okay.
HOLIDAy TomlO.!


MoNdaY dec. 3. 8.09. (skip badminton,.. im feelingn a lil sick.)
skipped band on saturday. went to badminton instead. SIgh. aural class today, learning about baroque and classical. sigh. ah-choo.. im sick . greaT... JUST great. :(


friday, november 30th 2.54 pm comp. clock. im getting slack at updating
okay. tmnet has problems. .... hrm.. i wonder y i agreed to work for free at this computer place anyways.... but its still 'fun'. kinda. but got free net-time. usually with fast modems tooo :) and a IsDn line to boot... heh. and a lot of free snacks. but i am doing stuff. im actually working. really.

SkiPpinG band.... lalalalalallaaaaa ... skipping band tomolo. yes.
i do haf an excuse :P

and theres this nuewpaper article about this 5 brave teens not even TOUCHING a computer for two weeks . and they haf to keep a journal bout it. toture lar... :) lol



sunday. november 25. 3.17pm computer clock :)
well... ..im feeling kinda siaw. as usual
im the only person i know that doesnt use frontpage. i haf seemed to developed a phobia for frontpage-generated pages. i wonder why. it just that the 1st time i used it i freaked since it put a font tag on every line.
ny dad's looking over my shoulder.. :) heh. he wnats to know wad im doing.. hehehehe
*giggle* i also haf a phobia for java. eek. and jaring's gwtting worse. i think. or issit just that im so used to net time being uninteruppted that i think jaring sucks.
im babling here.... :)))?

from the neorotic eveteo who hates frontpage :))



fridaY. Nov 23. 9.03 pm. computer clock as usual
okay. its been almost a week since i last updated. thats.... weird. thsts like to short to be one of my looong unupdates laspes. and to long for my everyday-must-update-fever. hrmmmm... okay. scratch the above. im crapping

and this is bucuming a diary sorta thing... commentts anyone?

everyones making websites these days... :)
and i bectha half of them will be gone this day next year. :)

chiaoz


sunday, november 18. 12.39 pm computer clock.
not sure wad have happened to me. now i answer almost a private chats from ppl i dunno with. STUPID INVITER ! GET LOST! .. hrm... issit just me?
this is short. cuz my mum wants to use the comp. so till then



thurs. nov 15. 12.31 a.m
no regrets, ... they dun work.... no regrets now... they only hurt.....
crap.
i cant sleep.
badminton suxed.
bands gonna sux more.
piano's gonna sux worse.
Any questions?


Tues.nov 13
I LURV MARCHING... alalalalalah!!!
esp pumpings... since i dunhafta do properly anyway but since only kenak 5 nia everytime might as well do properly bah.. unless of cuz they ask me to do becuz they wanna see how ' nice' my pushups are.. then i simply do lar... dun care... cuz theres sooooo many kinds of pumpings to choose from .
U get like 20 ppl in our band to do pushups.. and just watch.. i betcha u can see at least 10 different kinds of pushups... :)

damn din practice piano
die
die
die


sat. nov 10.
okay. wanna know how screwed up band was on thursday? yes? no? wadever.. heres the story.. i told to leo. and heres the LOG FILE.. the short version is that all the f3s and f4s got extremly pissed off at each other. go figure it out.. i cant. :) friday.,... i got bombed by my piano teacher. not that i dint practice.. i did.. but during the lesson i din concentrate.. so ... it was bad. and i got scolded. again. as usual. sigh

saturday... was actually ok. cant understand mr. tan's lecture during band.. so i just din listen.. tuned him out and started playing with a lannyard. heheh NO BADMINTON TODAY! YAY!
thanks krstal for the lunch.. and the ride back :))


OKay... u probably know me well enuff to igone the stuff i say bout not updating. :) so...
tues nov 6 : yesterday we had marching 8 till 12. cept that we had a 1/2 hour break on top of quite a few 10 minutes 10 minutes break
and i got the most pumping cus i was giggling like hell.. but only like 20 i think.. din even do properly.
last friday got piano.. it suxed . bad. my fault. i din practice. damn. today piano. okaylar. not so bad...cuz i actually practiced for once.
and cus got piano i skip marching
which is fine... cept I LIKE MARCHING ahahahahaha

and tomolo marching cancelled :(( so sad.... but got on thursday lar.. thank goodness. im going crazy sitting around at home.
proof im going crazy: im printing out drum solos/rudiments that i wont play anyway and wasting paper. im actually practicing piano.. and i LonG for marching. jeez.


u know ar... ive decided to let this page go to hell ar...
so u dun hafta come here anymore arr.. since im not updating anymore arrr..

im gonna tell u ppl smth VERY obvious...u realize.. that in skool ur AlWAys looking 4ward to holidays.. but then after 2 weeks of holidays ur looking forward to skool cuz ur so damn bored.?

hrm.... prize giving SUXED..
well... sum parts was kinda fun.. i tried out trombone and squeaked carolyn's clarinet :))
and then there was lilian's mum's group who was saying that st3 is lousy.. damn them..
they gave me a wrong trophy....alalalaaa... crap.
and the band performance was HORRIBLE... i got lost in 3 pieces(i cant b heard anyway ) and ibu pertiwiku.. these ppl din come in toeghter.. sum fast sum slow..

u know.. since carolyn finished pmr... Ive been getting tons of fowards..

for some reason my mum was in a horrible mood when she came home today..dunnolar her..


cristine wong aka ketua pengawas 2002 chased me around the class screaming cuz i read smth im not even supposed to see or know about.. i snatched it from her when she was writing on it... lalaa.. she could be heard from the skool toilet.. ahh... eve's hyperactivity in class when teachers arent around :)))


And writing speeches is fun... when u get to annoy 2 already very annoyed ppl while u're at it..

its about time i updated this... so...

Ost 28.. 9.06 pm

GawD.. IM USELESS>> TOTALLY USELESS>>> I CANT DO A THING CORRECTLY

Is this better than the Extreemmmmlllyyy LOOONNNNGGGG page..... i used to have??
EXAMS OVER LIAw~~~~~~~!!!! and i feel extremly tired and drained on a saturday nite.... sigh

Problem 1: Exams...

problem 2: I hafta go for that stupiak thing in kl and not on the band trip. frankly ... i think the band trip would be more fun. DAMN
AND I HAFTa wear a BLAzeR for goodness sake .. I HATE BLAZERS!!!!!!!


I am going to fail.
I am going to fail.
I am going to fail.my exams
OHNO.... THE DREADED EXAMS ARE HERE!!!!!
PANIC... NOW!!!!!!!!!
AARGHHGHGHGHGHhhhh

whooooohooo!!1
im psycho...
i think
but then.. i cant be sure
im only sure im tokking crap
but then again... it may not be crap

WAH... CSS is sO DaMN COOL!!! w o w



I was at Matang today with salvation army kids... and i can honestly say that i behave worse than them.. dun blif go ask daphne..
and it rained after we were there for only 2 hours.... and... i got a lot of compliants.. but lazy to type..
and the moral is :interact kinda sucks. to me. cuz of me.



Warning.... do not go for tennis from 8 till 9.30 and then go 2 badminton from 2 till 4.45 on the same day... especially if u hafta jog for 45 minutes during badminton .........



we played a prank in class today :) nice reaction from our 'victims'



u know some ppl say that u'll remember exactly wad u were doing when the word came thru bout the wtc attacks??? i was just coming back from badminton....

Boy... life really does sucks... sumtimes... but others.... well.... there's that few rare moments where u actually enjoy it... wow...

hrm... me and my frens tokked bout ghost stories...
do u belif in ghosts???
anyways... today at skool... the maths and science techers din come and bm teacher dint teach :))))
nice

sigh



NEW !!!

sept 23... 9.52 pm

I REALLY HAF TO START STUDYING AND PrACTISinig PiaNO!!!!!!!!!

btw, do u know a song thats has the line... when u're all alone...... ? if u do... pls mail me

i just read sumthing that gives me totally no excuse to complain about my life... but i dun need an excuse to complain anyways... so ill keep on complaining.....

And i DunwAnT thw Worlddd to seee muh... CUz .... i dun... :)

Sumwhere over the raInbow...... huh? i dun gwet myself.... IM a PhaTatic person... really

Looks like this will be the main place ill be whining.. heheeeee.. lalalaa

Looks like this is gonna be an EXTREEMMMllyy LLooonnggg and kinda BUSY hols.. things i wanna do

even newer useless stuff

sept 21, 7.00pm

LINEDANCING DURING MERDEKA ASSEMBLY IS FUN!!! especially if u manage to rope in 2 flag bearers and 8 other ppl.....

DARNIT!!!!

u know,,... it took me 2 months to find out the startx command for linux..

i probably haf like tons of homework to do.. but i dunno wad homework i haf...

I JUST promised a certain person il be doing choral speaking next year.. ARGH.. next year u ppl will see 2a1 being humiliated ..... SIGH....<-- note to daphne.. huh? i dun get wat u wrote in the guestbook,,... and since when i made that kinda promise to you?.. unless im the one that doesnt know wads going on.. which i probably am...

I dun like ****

FaIRly new Useless stuff...

arrived on the september 8, 5.50 pm.....

WarNING: If U HAf NO IDEA wad LINUX Is B4 U install the thing..(like me) Dun install it...
Cus it takes a lot of time...
And its kinda addictive

Tanggal dia punya baju... bulan lapan... ... See... im SOO patriotic... HAhehehehehehee

MerdeKA!! MErDEka!! Bluek...... life suxz. i wonder y everyone took all the trouble to be independent anyway... cuz... u know.... makes sejarah more boring... sighhh

Greaattt... juusssttt gggrrreeeaattt...
I HAF NO pOSITITION AT ALL FER THE WHOLE YEAR...
But then...
I dun know lar... sigh... i feell so outta place larh... everyone comparing purata or wadever n im juat sitting there looking like an... Idiot... I am a idiot.. But still

u know wad? IM thinking of quitting band... and badminton.. and while im at it.. piano as well... but i haf no guts.. damn

sigh.... i now noe how it feels to be screamed at by a certain person ............. if only....

I stILL DUNNO HOW TO TIE MY HAIR..... ARGHHH!!!!

anyone got ribbon?
Next year.. I AM DEFINATELY NOOOTTT JOINING CHORAL>>> I DUN CARE...

ITS SOO EMBARASSING<-- u probably know wad.. if u dun.. dun ask.. :)

I and this site suck so much that only one person sees it in 3 months... and that person is me...
Its nice to haf a place to rant tho ... but still....

OKaY.... i really doubt that 2a1 next year will be up to standard...... :)
go figure it out urself

USELESS STUFF!!



tralalalalaaaa... btw, u want 2 knoe how i play my scales?? Very badly. 1st, i play 3 notes.. then i hunt 4 the 4th note. then i start again... play 4 notes, hunt for the 5th and 6th notes.. then i start again... now i reach 1 octave, and then slip.. so i start yet again, reach the 4 octaves im supposed to, the stop n try to figure out how to descend.. n i start again.

TODAYs NEW crAP:- NtH to Addlar.. o.. damn.. piano sux but then ilike it.. lalaaa

YES YES YES!!! EXAMS OVER@!!!! even tho i got horrible results.. but WHO CARES???? YAY .. Celebraatttteeeeeee.... whoohoooo!!!!! tralalalalaaaaaaaa


IM pUtting off studying for exams.. i dunno y ,,... i just ... hate exams i cant study im useless in bm i hate karangan i hate sejarah.. ARghhhHHH Exams so near waddeheck am i doing here??? i dunno either . so sien. life these days kinda lousy. <--- PROOF THAT I NEVA DELETE OLD STUFF!!

OH My goodness oh my goodnessohmygoodness... Exam results are out.. i did really badly.. so.. i maY NOT be able to update fer a while ...

alalalalaaaaa i kenak pumping in bm lesson in class today.. lucky only 5 i dint do homework.. n i simply do without going down... so lazy ...

rEmaRk To thiS site: it gives me a headache!

Quote: War happens when one side or the other wants something more than s/he wants peace

ur probably laffing at the patheticness of this site. go ahead. laugh. make my day.

Government acquired MAS to stop foreign control: Daim Move was not to rescue Tajudin Ramli, Naluri(nst headline)(HrMM.... now I wonder.... seems that.. oh nevermind)

GO Back Up. To see ThE rEsT oF mY sITe

I just found out im not special at all.... im completely average n noone notices me anyway. im just to wrapped up in my own trivial problems and cant seem to care about anyone or anything else. Not sure bout the rest of yea.. but that's that.
beautiful issnt it? Im just another number on the records, another name in the namelist, a name without a face... and having no good influence wadsoever on anything else. they can do fine without me, actually they can to better. so obviously im a waste of time, a waste of space. and noone trusts me, which is how i like it. still, would be nice if i can actually *do* smth without screwing up for once.. Well.. i gues thats how u learn. but i dun hafta like it, do i?(MAy 9)

Have anyone ever noticed that in all the news reports about the violence in Indonesia.. the one between tha Dayaks and Madurese... noone seems to know wat tribe of dayaks it is.. So sad arr.. these ppl killing each other fer almost no reason..

A note : MiR has crashed into the earth 's atmospere.. this 15 year old space craft has finally died

oH yea.. dont ask y i suddenly put pelik pelik pictures here... its becuz... i dont know either..

I MIgHt as Well really really ClosE Down THiS site... damn i really reallyyy hope that none of u go tell all ur frens about this site... doNt! Or i'll make it even HARDER for yew to get in.. if you even bother to

As Yew Can See.. I very VEry SeldOm dEleTe olD n OUt-Dated Stuff... soooooOooOOOO there's a VEry Good Chance that u"ll haf a hard tIme ActuallY FINDInG smth new here.... AHahehehahahehehihihi... :) dun complain! im very lazing at deleting ...n at most Other stuff 2.. unless of cuz hapeen to like it... SiGh... so im lazy.. so whud?

GO Back Up. To see ThE rEsT oF mY sITe

weLl, a Very little bit about me.. im a 13 year old kid messing around wid very BasiC htMl n Javascript.. n u already know my name or else how did u get here?? n i live in Cat ciTy aka kuching, Sarawak, mAlaysia, S.E. asia, asia, Earth, our solar system...... heheheee... And... i haf been told that TiS site is GiFinG ppl HeadacHEs.. ForM Ur Own OpinIOns.. ok? yea. tis site Do causes Headaches... esp to me.. :-) i gO to skOol in da Afternoon session so I stAy up LAte... for more abt me.... CliCk HeRe.

I think im jinxed. really. im not kidding. im jinxed.. i cant keep my big mouth shut.i seem to haf a knack of saying the wrong things at exactly the wrong time. i cant stop annoying ppl. i cant not let other ppl down, i cant keep secrets, And i cant mind my own business. so u see y i totally sux. (5 may 2001 and wad am i doing here???)

sigh.... im stuck n i cant get outta it...
so long lar.. this page online ..i quit liaw... dunwan update anymore.... ahahaAHAaha/... but ill leave it here for ppl to see....
Soory, im already hooked on this page.. so I'll still be fiddling widit from time to time...

YuM.. Me Hungry LIawz...ok so you're still stuck here... hmmmmmm..

sumthings juussstt not rite... ...
are u reaaallyy readin this thru just to find new stuf??? oh yea.. I HATE SHOPPING!!!!

Why Arlyne says i bully her?
I make her beg me sometimes esp when im bored! But the thing is... She is 2 years older (actually 1but she skipped primary 4...)than me n should not staRT begging in the 1st place! but once she does....

MESSAGE to DaPHne. aiyor.. y put my name up soo many times on YOUr siTe???? death sentence?*gUlP* okok ive taken it off my site........ then again.. mebbe not :P nevermind..... well.. 10x for signing my guestbook 6 times... !

msg to LILiAn... wad the heck is the ting wid u and arlyne argueing over me??? sigh

Number 1. I haTE pushups.. Really HAtE em.. reaLLy reaLLy hate them.. AND I DON'T KNOW WAD THE HELL I AM DOING IN THE swak CLUB's UnDER16 ALL-bOYS-EXCEPT-mE COMPETITION!!!!!!! argh dAMMit... im gonna be trashed..
Number 2. tomolo i'll haf a free SatUrday MorNINg.. But... after morniing im kinda full... damn damndamn...
ignore above. Under16 is MORe fun then u14 even tho i get trashed.. Hhahahahaaa but it is STiLL fUn to beaT boys 1 year older than me when they dun expect it.. heheheee imagine a BOY losing to a GiRL .. 1 year younger than them... hahahaaaa

1st of all... i hate skool... n i hate my whole freaking useless life which seems to have n meaning.. but then.. whoi ever said that life had any meaning in the 1st placE? maybe we're all just a really big freak of nature. i wont knoe.. all i knoe that my life is going down... argh

heh heh heh... my piano exams OVER!!!!!1 YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY!!!

i hate squash raquets......i hate squash raquets...... i hate squash raquets...... i hate squash raquets......

STUFF 2!



oh yea....... sumtimes i laff for seemingly no reason.. so..... i may be slightly mad..
I meManG LiketaT one... no need to ask why(16/3/2001)
example... tis morning ... i kept on laffing n laffing during band... heheheee.. they go ask us marching n then so cacated ar... esp when we turn around.. so laff lor.. n then yvone say dont laff n so i stop n start in 3 secs.. or smth liketat.. heheheheee... (17/3/2001)

u know wad? i managed to piss off 5 ppl yesterday.

i dun understand ppl who do stuff just to 'get markah' i mean.. they dun enjoy it, and they dun learn anything useful... so why bother??? sheesh... emjoy life a lil, u guys... dun be so ddamn worried... ahaha

hahahahahahhahahaaaaa
I REpEAT.. MUh PerSONAl d-tails , My Favorite Stuff N Wad PPL Say abOut ME haf beeen Here OK? so.. Hurry up! clicK on Da Link... puHleazzzeeee... im begging yew..

So BORED ar... I woNDer y u still bother to read this.. its so full of junk.. ah so..

damn im tired... really. really. tired. sigh. i. hate. saturdays. even tho. today. is. not. as. busy. as. my. usual. saturdays. so. i. dont. see. why. am. i. suddenly. so. damn. damn. tired. today. sigh life sux. especially my life. im not living.. im only going thru the same things day. after. day. after. day. after. day. Argh.(28 april 2001)

damn . exams soooo close. damn. im not even suppoesed to be online, i should be studying. riggghhhttttt im supposed to be studying right now. but. but. i cant stand studying.. im making excuses not to study.... n now i need sumwhere i can just forget about everything.. relax n let go of my petty insignificant worries.... tough. no place like tat as far as i know.. SIGHHHhhh
and now i wish my parents would force me to study,.. to stop me delaying n delaying... boy.. i must be crazy.. sigh.. n i need bm tuition. but. i dunwan to go. which is fine wid my parents.... but not good for my marks... ARgH.. i just wanna get away from it all... (1 may 2001) i Hate school!

REasOns to be thankful: i only can think of one.. ur still alive .. for now.. make the most of it.

luving each day...