More Interesting Info About Me I was born in Escondido, California and my family moved us to Texas when I was 11. I have grown up in the Mid Cities area but now have a house in Fort Worth. I have only been out for 3 years and recently divorced as well. I have 3 children from my 10 yr marriage. I can't say it was a good 10 yrs or a bad one at that. It was more of a confused and denial state. I spent most of those years trying to hide who I was and deny that I was feeling the things I felt. I found myself creating walls between me and anyone coming into my path including my wife. I became very involved in my church and believed God to show me the answers to ending my thoughts. What I later found out was that he was trying to show me since I was 13, I just never wanted to open my eyes. I struggled with my sexuality for years but it wasn't until 8 yrs into my marriage that I finally started to awaken. I began asking myself questions and searching out for answers. I finally opened that closet door and my eyes were in amazement. I then began to struggle with my religous believes and what this meant for me. If I make this step...am I making an eternal mistake? It seemed that again God was not talking to me and giving me MY answers. I say my answers because it was just that...my answers. I was not listening for his answers! I wish I could say that one day I got my answers but it seemed to happen over a small period of time. But, I found my path with my life and my Lord. I have learned to listen to him and his answers rather than trying to put mans answers in. My coming out has been a blessed one and my ex-wife and I are actually good friends to this day. My kids accept me and my family and friends do as well. I have had a positive experience in my life and someday hope to assist others in their journey to their walk in life. |
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