♥ HEART of KAOS ♥

my reason

I only started to write my feelings down recently. I have the habit of keeping things to myself & bottling things up, which isn't healthy. But through talking to a friend of mine, they inspired me to try writing things down. I have seen them do the same before & I see the benifit from it, so i gave it a go.

At first i was scared to show anyone, until i showed that same friend. They gave me the confidence to show others. So here i am displaying them on their very own site... and i hope they can help others feel less alone.


my inspiration

Like most people my inspiration comes from love. Admittedly the majority relate back to the same guy, who broke my heart pretty badly, but he shall remain nameless.

Many more are about someone special who has touched my life in a way no one else has. They mean the world to me. They shall also remain nameless.

Others may be about my friends, other guys in my life... or just generally things in my life that have provoked a reaction or my emotions.


my poems

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my inspiration
♥NEW♥ reveal ♥
words ♥
cocooned ♥
strong ♥
guiding star ♥
give me shelter ♥
disorientated ♥
true lies ♥
who ♥
line is dead ♥
perfect bliss ♥
my angel ♥


my soul
♥NEW♥ Thank You ♥
♥NEW♥ Change ♥
like a locket ♥
line of vision ♥
love at first sight ♥
you don't... everytime ♥
final goodbye ♥
damaged ♥
fool again ♥
fear ♥
questions ♥
loser ♥
drive me crazy ♥
bittersweet ♥
the dance ♥
waiting ♥


through your eyes
poems through the eyes of others I know.

♥NEW♥ outside ♥
Stand Tall ♥
weakness ♥



my pain
depression ♥
karma ♥
ignored ♥
the darkness ♥
broken ♥


my happiness
no-one else ♥
I wish ♥
loneliness ♥
one simple word ♥


my memories
miss you ♥
sleeping beauty ♥
lies ♥
love is blind ♥


my voice
♥NEW♥ tell me why ♥
jealousy ♥
green eyes ♥
9/11 ♥
tell me ♥


all poems (c) heartofkaos 2006.