| Forties Flick The shadow of the Venetian blind on the painted wall, Shadows of the snake-plant and cacti, the plaster animals, Focus the tragic melancholy of the bright stare Into nowhere, a hole like the black holes in space. In bra and panties she sidles to the window: Zip! Up with the blind. A fragile street scene offers itself, With wafer-thin pedestrians who know where they are going. The blind comes down slowly, the slats are slowly tilted up. Why must it always end this way? A dais with woman reading, with the ruckus of her hair And all that is unsaid about her pulling us back to her, with her Into the silence that night alone can't explain. Silence of the library, of the telephone with its pad, But we didn't have to reinvent these either: They had gone away into the plot of a story, The "art" part--knowing what important details to leave out And the way character is developed. Things too real To be of much concern, hence artificial, yet now all over the page, The indoors with the outside becoming part of you As you find you had never left off laughing at death, The background, dark vine at the edge of the porch. Foreboding A breeze off the lake--petal-shaped Luna-park effects avoid the teasing outline Of where we would be if we were here. Bombed out of our minds, I think The way here is too close, too packed With surges of feeling. It can't be. The wipeout occurs first at the center, Now around the edges. A big ugly one With braces kicking the shit out of a smaller one Who reaches for a platinum axe stamped excalibur: Just jungles really. The daytime bars are Packed but night has more meaning In the pockets and side vents. I feel as though Somebody had just brough me an equation. I say, "I can't answer this--I know That it's true, please believe me, I can see the proof, lofty, invisible In the sky far above the striped awnings. I just see That I want it to go on, without Anybody's getting hurt, and for the shuffling To resume between me and my side of night." River It thinks itself too good for These generalizations and is Moved on by them. The opposite side Is plunged in shade, this one In self-esteem. But the center Keeps collapsing and re-forming. The couple at a picnic table (but It's too early in the season for picnics) Are traipsed across by the river's Unknowing knowledge of its workings To avoid possible boredom and the stain Of too much intuition the whole scene Is walled behind glass. "Too early," She says, "in the season." A hawk drifts by. "Send everybody back to the city." |
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| john ashbery's Self Portrait in a Convex Mirror "No one now writing in the English language is liklier than Ashbery to survive the severe judgments of time." --Harold Bloom |