Pain strangles my heart 
As I sit here thinking of you 
Thinking of me 
Thinking of our situation 
And what happend 
You say there is so much love 
But I don't see it 
I know I've done wrong & feel it
 
It's torcher for me eachday 
I breath and you are not with me 
So soon you've moved on 
And you say that he's just a friend
Like you said "friends don't do 
what I want to do with you"
But you do it w/a total stranger 
Why is that 

Painful memories of the fun we've had 
Sad memories of the bad I've done 
Crime you asshole what have you done now
Why can't you never get nothing straight 
But hey I guess that's just the way life is 
You must live & learn 
So I sit here with my heart barely able to breath 

Strangled in a choke hold 
Trying to find compassion but can't 
Trying to understand love but can't 
How long must this go on 
How many good one's will I let go 
And will let go of me 
Because neither them or I understand me
I guess I must live in missery

Loving someone who no longer belongs to me 
In silence I mourn these feelings 
Vowing never to let them escape 
As this pain strangles my heart 
It hurts to be apart from you 
So close you are but yet do far away 
Just when I thought I saw the light and saw an open door
The light was turned off and and the door closed 

The grand finally case closed
     The end