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| My Writings from the Soul |
| Well I decided that I can handle sharing some of my minute pieces of work with the world so here is a sampling of my writing |
| can this life be real anymore? can the world we live in still exist? are we lost in an obis of time? will we ever find our way home again? i feel like i'll never see home agian? i feel like i'm a million miles away from the ones i love? how can life go on with out them? i need stability in my life i find no ground with which is stable under my feet can life truly exist? am i truly here? am i truely living? or is my life just a figmant of my imagination? |
| Untiteled Sept 8, 2001 |
| Old Friend Sept 9, 2001 |
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| hello old friend of mine how have you been? i've not seen you like this in a long time where have you been hiding? i feel the twitch of old coming forth i see the old in me renewed i feel you again when you come around i'm a different person i'm a stranger to myself except the stranger isn't a stranger it is another part of me i live a lie to everyone including myself i feel the twitch of old coming forth i see the old in me renewed i feel you again i can't make you go away even though i try you haunt me you change me you bring out the darkest part of me i feel the twitch of old coming forth i see the old in me renewed i feel you again i hate when i'm like this i just can't find the strength to fight anymore you have won old friend you have control over my mind again |
| This pic is from one of my favorite kid oriented movies The Nightmare Before Christmas |
| the hate I feel inside eats away at my soul i feel the urge to kill the life i know i feel tempted to cut it all away i can see the blood so clearly i can feel it on my skin so warm it is a red color nothing can compare too the color of human blood it's so beautiful i desire to see the color once again trickling from my soul i'm so tempted to torment the body my soul lives in old thoughts, old friends, old ways why can't it just all end? |
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