Lying there, feeling numb.
Curled up, looking dumb.
Eyes shot, bloody tear
Non-breath, painful sear.

Sharp razor, open wrist.
Guilty pleasure, nothing missed.
Cut vein, stained blood.
Warm touch, cold flood.

Blurred sight, lights dim.
Tub full, dead limb.
Candles surround, burning bright.
Life goes on. Mine, not quite.