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Note: I wrote this a few months ago. I'm since over Alexis. I very rarely speak to him. I no longer care about him, nor do I love him anymore. | ||||||||||||||||||
Meet Satan | ||||||||||||||||||
(about my first true heartbreak(er)) | ||||||||||||||||||
On February 24, 2003, I was asked out by who I thought (at the time) was the greatest guy on Earth named Alex. A week after we were together I found out that he had another girlfriend (Kim). He told me he thought I wanted an open realtionship. I told him that I wanted him all to myself. He said he'd break up with Kim and be with me. The story goes on ect; ect; And on March 8, 2003, I spend the night over his apartment. Shit happened (not going into grave detail) and I went home the next afternoon. That evening I got contacted by Kim. She was explainging to me how she had still been with him. I thought she was lying so I'd get mad at Alex and break up with him. So she 3-way'd him. And we caught him in a lie. He told her that I had not been there the previous night. Then we busted him. He said the reason why he was still going out with both of us is because he couldn't choose between "two awesome girls". But, his friend made him choose between the both of us on the phone. Which, of course, he chose her. From then on I went with so much anger and hatred in my heart for the both of them. I refused to ever have contact with him ever again. He called me once and I saw him at the mall once or twice. But it wasn't until two days ago (June 2, 2003). That I actually had a conversation with him. We both apologized to each other, Him for hurting me so bad and I for being such a fridgid bitch. We are now friends again. And of course, I still love him, I always will. But I realized in the time after we broke up, I don't want realtionships. I'm too young for it. I'll worry about it when I'm getting ready to settle down. And that's why Alex is my Satan. He's evil, but I still have a love for him. |
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You ripped my heart out. | ||||||||||||||||||
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Lexis Arunto Reviro Thomas aka: Sid (Dark Vagabond) |
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