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| Baby Keilab, mama misses you dearly... it all seems like a dream... my pregnancy, your birth and your death... but there is an empty place in my heart that only you can fill, that reminds me that this is all very real... i enjoyed the 9 months that you grew inside of me... my most enjoyable moments were when i held you in my arms, ecspecailly the times you would smile at me... what i would give to see you smile again... my arms ache for you and it is hard because i can not hold you... i was blessed because i got to hold you in my arms alive... there are some mothers that don't get to do that... i know i will hold you again one day... i went through every emotion after you left this earth... most of all i felt cheated... not able to do those things i thought i was gonna get to do with you... the main thing i want to be sure of is that you knew/know how much mama loves you and always will... i enjoyed making these pages for you... although i wish i did not have to I LOVE YOU! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN |
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| me holding my borrowed angel his first day home 19 jan 02 |
| In my dreams I'll always see your soul Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be chorus from "There you'll Be" by Faith Hill and music being played |
| THE CORD We are connected, my child and I by an invisible cord no seen by the eye It's no like the cord that joins us til birth this cord can't be seen by an eye on earth This cord does its work right from the start it binds us together attached to the heart I know that it's there though no one can see the invisible cord from my child to me .The strength of this cord is hard to describe it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied It's stronger than any cord man could create it withstands any test, can hold any weight And though you are gone, though you're not here with me the cord is still there, but no one can see It pulls on my heart: I am bruised, I am sore but this cord is my lifeline, as never before I am thankful that God connects us this way A mother and child, death can't take it away |
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| email me at lyonsden719@earthllink.net |
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