Hopefully this will be a fun night. What am I talking about? I always have fun when I go out to clubs and tonight will be no different. I turn to look at Pam as she taps me on the shoulder,
"Ok, so what's with you and Nick Carter?" That's right, I forgot to tell her about that. I'm surprised she was able to hold out as long as she could before finally asking me. I smiled and shook my head,
"Nothing much. After some awards thing or party, he came back to my place and we hung out." There was silence and I looked over at her. I knew what she was thinking and I can't say I really blamed her but there was something about Nick. He seemed so wide-eyed and sweet, I didn't want to have sex with him. It just wasn't there, he was a kid,
"Hung out, just hung out that's all." Pam was still unsure of my answer and I shook my head,
"What? You don't believe me? If I did, I would tell you." She seemed to think about that for a moment and nodded her head,
"True. So, how did you guys hook up or whatever?" How did we hook up? I'm sure it was from my altered state of mind,
"Not sure, I invited him back to my place and he said yes." She frowned,
"Why would you do that?" Why not? Why do I do a lot of the things I do? Sometimes I wonder, not often but sometimes. I'm not one to dwell too much on why I say, do and react certain ways. If people don't like it they can bite me.
"I don't know." I wasn't going to bother to tell her that fucking Nick had crossed my mind when I saw him with those girls, that I wanted to get back at Steven. I had every intention of sleeping with him that night when I walked over to him but Steven changed that, funny since he was the reason I wanted to sleep with him in the first place. The way he tried to comfort me in the car made me look at him a little differently. I know he has seen just as much as me in this crazy world of celebrity that we live in but he still seemed to be less jaded than me. My attitude and responses seemed to surprise him, even get to him at times. Personally, I'm shocked if someone is nice in our little world. Anyone else would have just taken advantage of the situation and fucked me.
"So, does Nick have a girlfriend?" Pam would know these things,
"No, he's single. Just a lot of friends, if you know what I mean." I smiled and nodded, I knew exactly what she meant, he was rich, famous and decent looking,
"What kind of girls does he like?" She shrugged,
"The breathing kind." I frowned,
"Not all that particular huh?" She shook her head,
"I think he dates regular girls, fans and girls he meets in clubs or around you know. He's not into supermodels." I looked over at her and she began to stutter,
"Not that you are interested in him, or want him to be into you. I mean, he doesn't really hang with other celebrities on a regular basis like other celebrities." I nodded my head and smiled,
"Cool." I looked out the window just as the car came to a stop,
"We're here. Let's go party." I stepped out the car and looked straight ahead as I heard whistles and words of approval and the usual bitching about me being allowed to walk right in as others had to stand and wait.
The vibe of the club is unbelievable, I come here everytime I'm in Paris. There are three floors and each one is crazier than the next. VIP, where we were of course, was on the top level and we looked down at everyone. Alex pulled me into him and my eyes closed briefly as his tongue ran over my skin. Alex and I met about an hour ago, we hit it off immediately. Hit it off as in I think he's hot and he thinks I'm hot, I know this because he has told me time and time again. Pam tapped me on the shoulder just as Alex was about to kiss me,
"What?" She pointed towards the door,
"That chick over there, that's his girlfriend." I looked over and saw a thin brunette screaming as she tried to make her way over to us. Jealous girlfriends, oh well, her fucked up relationship not mine,
"Too bad for her. He's mine tonight." I made sure she was watching then held his face in my hands and pulled him in as I kissed him. It was a long kiss and a deep one as his hands began to roam my body. His tongue was so warm, so wet and it was so intense as I slid into his lap to give his girlfriend a better show. There was a commotion that could be heard over the music and I opened my eyes to see her standing near the table being held back by two club employees. Pam touched my arm and whispered in my ear,
"She looks pissed Brehan, maybe-" I shook my head,
"Maybe, she should satisfy her man and he wouldn't come to me." I could tell Pam was upset and I felt bad for what I had just said, well a little anyway. Her last boyfriend cheated on her and I know that's what she is thinking about right now. It's how I feel, if you keep your man happy in bed he won't cheat on you, I've experienced it enough to know there is truth to that. Chad cheated on me because I was young and I couldn't and wouldn't do the things it took to make him happy. Steven's wife didn't make him happy so he came to me and Steven has been faithful to me since we've been together because I do whatever it takes. Alex groaned,
"Let me go talk to her." I shook my head, there was no way I'm going to let someone leave me to go talk another woman,
"No, you can do that tomorrow. I'm leaving. Are you coming or not?" I stood up and the club employees pulled her back as she tried to swing at me,
"Well? You only get one shot baby." It didn't take long for him to jump up and join me, leaving his girlfriend in a rage. I love my life and I love me. As I walked off she managed to scratch me and I turned and slapped her across the face before leaning in,
"I'm going to fuck your boyfriend real good tonight sweetie." I walked off with him and Pam trailing me, feeling better than ever. Damn, I love myself.
His hands were underneath my skirt as we kissed in the backseat, I didn't care who could see, this guy was hot and I wanted him. His black hair ran through my fingers like silk and his hard body pressed against me. His fingers slid inside me and I gasped as I broke our kiss and lay my head against the window,
"You are so beautiful." Those words are cute and all but I didn't need them. Besides, I would rather someone call me hot or sexy. I looked on the other side of him and could see Pam looking out the other window, I'm sure she was wishing she was anywhere but here at this moment. Maybe it was rude but I was too turned on to stop or frankly to care. I lifted my leg slightly and he worked me even more as I pulled him towards me and stuck my tongue back into his mouth. It had been almost a week since I've had sex but it almost seems like a lifetime. Sex has been apart of my life almost as much as modeling. Some would think my sexuality was a bad thing, not me. When my parents allowed me to live in Paris they pretty much sealed my fate. Away from home, without a guardian at fourteen, at least a true one who thought about my best interests, living the world of a model. I was being pushed into being a whore whether I wanted to or not. Well, I never saw myself as that, I was just a girl who liked something and did it alot. Nothing bad about that in my eyes, besides how could something so enjoyable be wrong.
"We'll be at the hotel very soon, it's right up the street." I probed Alex's mouth one more time with my tongue before pushing him back,
"Get ready for some fun."
Chapter 31
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