By: Pasha

"i want...

-- To be loved, Master. Unconditionally."

There is much to talk about here, girl. I do not love slaves unconditionally, or many people either. I reserve this type of love for my father, and my children to come (should I have any that is). However, the love I have for a slave is deep and unabiding, when she reaches that level with me. It never does stop, as my love, once given is never taken away. In fact, I may hate a person that I once loved, and fool myself into believing this is the totality of my emotional involvement with that person. However it is, I have found, always a lie. I have a saying which goes like this -

The deepest hatreds may only arise out of the deepest loves

I have yet to find this statement untrue in my life.

Back on track. I will not love a slave as I would a wife or a girlfriend. If I wanted a wife, I would marry one, if I wanted a girlfriend, I would have one. I set the terms for my relationships, and am brutally up front about them. People can either fit themselves into the mold which I allow for, or find themselves another way to fulfill themselves.

I said it rather succinctly in a post I made once and will copy it here for you again -

"In my view, slaves are toys, things, wonderful devices of feminine beauty. Things to be treasured, owned, nurtured, in their way respected, and in my way, loved."

Is this enough for you? You need to consider this question very carefully. If it isn't, perhaps you are more suited to a one on one relationship with a man. That is not me, will most likely never be me, and that's all there is to it.

You want soft and tender? You want to be coddled? I am sometimes this way, when the mood strikes me, or when I perceive a real need for it. However, this is not at a slaves whim. It is not a promise of "soft and coddling" by me often. It is a promise that I will be this way WHEN it suits me, or when I perceive the need to be great in the slave.

You wish to know your submission is regarded as something sacred? You will find men who feel this way in the D/s rooms, and many other places. I am uncompromising. I take a girls submission and perceive that it is *I* who am giving the gift in taking it, not the other way around. If you give your submission to me, then you must give it to me with the understanding that your return will be nurturing the furtherance of your need to please me, to become that perfect slave in my eyes.

You have much to think about, much to consider. Remember, I will accept nothing but your complete submission. ALL of you for the portion of myself that I choose to give. You may trust that this portion that I choose to give is enough, or not. The choice is yours.

- Master

Post Script - Note, if I should end up loving you, as I said, this will never stop. However, this does not mean you wouldn't be released if I found you displeasing. Being owned, and being loved are two different things in my book, and will always be so.

- Pasha
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