3luvs

From the day I was born I was surrounded by wonderful people that loved me. My mom, my sisters my brothers, aunts uncles cousins. Everywhere I went there was someone that loved me. I was never really sure why but I often theorized that is was because I was usually so helpful and respectful. I was content, thatw as untill my birthday came around and I had to choose who would get the first slice of cake.The first slice of cake usually signifies who your first love was. Like most children I gave it to whomever brought me the most gifts. Sad to say even today most people I know think the same way, today. Whoever does the most for them the love more or want to be with more. What so many fail to realize is that the worth of gift doe not come from the size or the value of the gift but rather from the size of the heart that was giving to you. For a sacrafice no matter how small, is worth far more than any gift given out of leisure and because you are able . That is how and why I fell in love with my first love because this person, gave the best that they had for me.

The first time I found out about my first love, I was young and there was a huge age gap. Many would probaly say that it was nothing but puppy love. Me just having a crush because this person treated me so well, Well it was not, it was genuine love and up to now I am still in love with this person and he love me. It mazaes me that he would send his only son to die for my sins, the he would forgive no matter how many times i lied to him and that he was always watching over me. By now you know who this person is, he is the most high Jehovah Jirah, Jehovah Ramamma, Jehovah Shamma. He is my Lord my and savior, Jesus Christ.. We have been together as far back as I can remember and he has always been there for me. I tell him everything and you know what, he still loves me. Most people that I know love based on conditions that they set up and if fail one or two, they don't love me as much. But not with him, I have been bad and done wrong and broken quite a few of his commands and promises. But yet his love is so amazing that he always forgives me and keeps on loving me, how can I help but love him. He is the king of my heart and the ruler of my life. He has shown me what it means to love and i try to show that love to those who are in my life. But for a long time I had no one in my life, no special someone to give my love to.

Well I found her, her name, pebbles. Anyone that has been around me for a period of time has herad on more than one occasion talk about pebbles. She is my nice but I often call her my baby. It is very tough for being away from her while I am at school. No matter how angry or hurt or disapponinted I am, she can always meake me laugh and always make me smile. It makes me happy to just see her.