Pain
I slice my skin
Letting blood come up from within
It's red and soothing to the eyes
It comforts me in times of needs
When I have no friends it speaks to me
When I'm lost it helps me find my way
It causes me pain
But in the end I can't feel a thing
It feels so right
I dare not try to fight
I cut and slice my arms
Which tell a story
Of my past that I left behind
It relieves me of my everyday worries
One day it will release me
From this hell I'm trapped in and can't escape
I'll take the knife
End my life
Then I'll be free
Pleasure
She wants to bleed
To feel one thing
The pleasure that the knife brings
It soothes her tortured soul
It helps put her mind to rest
Without the sensation of the blade
She'd be lost in this world of hate
People stare
She’s tired of all the glares
They think they can help
But they really don’t know how she felt
They think she’s in danger
But they are just trying to change her
She likes the way the scars look
Each tells a chapter in her book
She lives for one thing
That’s the pleasure the knife brings

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