rainbow

Finding someone is important too. I find my self every now and again in the agony of wanting a boyfriend.
God it's never ending. Then I say to myself..."God! No don't date anyone durring high school, it just doesn't work out."
It's not like I need anyone right now, I gsuppose...
I just want to be in love and have it returned. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I want have a love that one writes songs about.
It's been a year since I've kissed a guy. It's not good for my self esteem I can tell you.
I'm so twisted in my own problems right now it's hard to get out there. I wish I could find I guy who can understand my anguish.

*   Love is one thing I believe in quite strongly. Love is like passion. In this sense I love my cello, and I love to paint. Art is a wonderful way of dealing with your emotions.

*   Here is a questoin I have asked my self, If you love something, are you in love with it? I say yes. Not really in the romantic way, but in many ways. I would say that from friendship I am in love with my friends, my dog, and my family. It is plutonic...yea.

*Then I'd say there is Romantic love. Where you are in love with someone you are attracted to (for one reason or another).
Yes, wouldn't that be nice   :)
Connecting to another human being like that...mmm