02 FEB 98
OVER
I need someone to hold me
whose presence eradicates fear
a lover not a mother
but who thinks of me just as dear.
I feel I am at a precipice
of drowning in a million tears
sinking like a stone
into the river of despair.
Have I lost the one? You
who could’ve been all things
have I destroyed a man
for the brief pleasure it would bring.
CALDER WOLFE