13 Oct 99
The Dawn of your Sexual Extant
Remember the time it began
your mind and body
responding to new ideas
with a hardness that left a tent
a bulge in the front of your pants
Remember how randy you felt
that you couldn't stop from taking yourself
in your hand
until you were spent
do you remember the guilt?
of association
through which you went
for wanting - what I had to give
and what it meant
can you imagine?
how one must feel
to be thought of as a monster
to know that most believe
my love is at expense
CALDER WOLFE