07 Sep 99
Mean
I could be mean
but I won't
because it will make me feel good now
but bad when you're gone
and I need to feel
I have done right by you
even if by me you don't
I could be mean
so you go
but then I would never know
if the love we had
suffered from the natural decay
that often comes - despite our hopes
Mean
I guess I was
for lack of self control
for you did not let your love show
and when my displays met with little affection
I felt my frustration grow.
CALDER WOLFE