15 NOV 00

FANTASY LOVER

I awoke to my love

Pressed tight beside me

And then i became

more aware

it was me, just me

and the last few

seconds my mind

had been occupied in

he was not there

and he never again

will be

not physically

the only moments

we will have again

are the lies

my thoughts

tell to me

perhaps

he always was

like now

a fantasy

By

Calder Wolfe