Sung by Selena.
Songfic by Hilde Maxwell
This is in Hilde's point of view. Hope you like it. This is my first piece of writing that I like. I don't really know why I wrote this, so don't ask.
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/ I could lose my heart tonight if you don't turn and walk away./
Now once again he had to leave; had to go and fight in another war. He didn't even tell me that he was going till the last minute. Probably to keep me here where I am 'safe'. I had no idea where he was off to 'cause he never told me. He just didn't want me getting in his way, like I had last time.
I stood there in the doorway of the guestroom. Well, it didn't seem like the guestroom any longer, more like Duo's room. It had his stuff everywhere, even under the bed, and had somehow acquired the smell of his cologne. I watched as he packed his bag, trying hard to hold back my tears. I don't think he noticed the few that did rolled down my check.
/'Cause the way I feel I might loose control and let you stay./
There was something about him I couldn't quite explain. I wiped my face dry and took a deep breath....
"Ya know Duo, you can stay here. I mean you can come back." I said as I glanced at his suitcase. Duo looked too. It was pretty obvious he couldn't squeeze all his newly acquired stuff into it.
"You can give the rest to good will." he said as he slammed the case shut.
/'Cause I could take you in my arms and never let you go./
I didn't want him to leave, me. He made it seem like he was never coming back. Maybe he wasn't, maybe he was planning to die in the war, or maybe he had already found his true love. He picked up the suitcase and stormed past me into the hall.
/I could fall in love with you. I could fall in love with you./
A few more tears rolled down my check.
/I could only wonder how telling* you would make me feel./
Duo put his suite case in the storage compartment of his gundam. I noticed that he left his coat on the rack.
"Duo!'' I ran after him. ''You forgot this.''
''Thanks'' He took it gently from me. Then he turned to get in Deathscythe.
''Wait!'' I called after him.
/But if I take that chance right now, tomorrow will you want me still?/
''Yeah?'' He said. I choked on my tears.
/So I should keep this to myself and never let you know./
I couldn't tell him. ''Good luck.'' I stuttered. he looked back at me and smiled.
/I could fall in love with you. I could fall in love with you. And I know it's not right and I guess I should try to do what I should do, /
I stood there watching him fly off, with tears pouring out of my eyes as though they were waterfalls. I whisper to myself, ''Good bye Duo, I'll love you always.''
/But I could fall in love with you. I could fall in love with you. So I should keep this to my self and never let you know./
A few days later I lay on his bed, thinking. Thinking of him. I heard the rain pounding on the window. Suddenly something wet hit my forehead. I opened my eyes and looked up. Water was dripping from the ceiling. *Moans* I get up and scan the room for something to put under the leak. I saw the plastic trashcan next to the desk. I noticed something at the bottom. I picked it up and my eyes watered. It was part of a picture, a picture of me. A heart shaped hole was cut out of the center where my face was.
/Chorus/
END
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* I changed that word, it really is 'touching'.
Here is a question for you...Do you think songfics can have sequels? Just a thought.
Please tell me what you think about this. Thank you. : )
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