Monday 7th April

Yay went into town today, yet again.  Went in to get Cat's hair dye so to dye and braid her hair the next day when we were gonna go to her house.  I have a feeling it's gonna be a busy week somehow,  Well I bought loads of stuff.  I got 2 tops (animal and  punkyfish), necklace, food (course), a poster and erm....I can't remember what else.  Oh well....it'd been a good day anyways.  Well that is all that was interesting today......the rest of the day was pretty much like same old, same old.....quite boring.  Tomorrow we dye and braid Cat's hair.  Oh my god I'm sure a certain someone will mess it up.  Oh well....thank god it's not my hair.

I really want Linkin Park's new album.....Meteora.  I liked Faint....one of the songs in that album.  Heard it on CD:UK.  That's one of the problems of Nu-Metal bands.  If they get into the charts...its just not attractive cos it seems like everyone likes them now...mosher/skater or not.  Everyones gotten into the skater look, which is quite scary.  It's no longer unique.  You see all these kids tryin to do an ollie or whatever the fuck it is on the skateboard.  Little kids going down to the skatepark or any easy/hard slopes they may try to do tricks on.  For ones who's been like that for quite a bit then thats alright.  Its not a good look if someone is going into that look cos everyone else is but they don't like it themselves.  I know that sounds quite confusing but it makes perfect sense to me.  I hate them for this.  I see these little neds going about with Linkin Park hoodies with trackies on.  I just feel so sick...they have ruined it all.  What freaks man.  Little teeny-boppers and that...eeeeeeekkkkkk!!! 

*Sighs* I don't know whats up in people's heads these days.   It makes me reflect on my own life and try to compare if it's as bad as somebody elses.  I know this now.....there is always someone in a more worse situation than you would be, no matter how bad your own situation.  I've learned this now because I could not think with tension surrounding me like flies flying around shit.  I have my own thoughts on the meaning of life and so has everyone else.  Some even might not know what the meaning of life is.  It's so difficult to interpret but if everything was that simple then why bother living at all.  In each and every one of ours there is bound to be some kinda of obstacle we have to go through, may it be a relationship, depression, stress or something like that.   Nothing was ever as simple as 1, 2, 3, although most of us wish it were.  I'm not trying to be all "wise" because I know I'm not and I know for certain that a lot of people will be thinking, "Holy shit, what is she on about?" or, "Geez, this is so boring and she does not know what the fuck she's on about." Well, I guess their both near enough the same but yeah I'm just trying to get my point across.  People have questioned this many times but there's no definate answer.....It's how you interpret life.  May it be good or bad. 
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