ok here it is, the end to all rumors. i've sumbitted an article to realjuggahos.com about my personal experince with psychopathic. i know alot of people say i'm doing it for the attention. but theyre right, and all i really want is everyone to know the truth out there. ICP & Psychopathic Records, this is how we are in connection with each other, most of you, have never met them, and really it is, better off that way. i hear juggalos say everyday how icp changed their life for the good. and i could say the same thing. almost. i've learned to not hold so much faith into somthing like ICP, it's really not healthy. Finding out your favorite band isnt what they really claim to be isn't a bowl of cherries. i take alot of the blame, i shouldn't of invloved myself with them, but what did i know at 15 & 16? ... you hate to admit it, but u dont know it all, and i still don't. do i regret what has happend? yes and no. i've became friends with alot of people from reslut to icp. these are non psychopathic employees might i add. do i hate icp? thats a hard question. and i really can't say that i do. other wise i wouldn't goto their shows anymore or associate myself with anything to do with them. i hate what they've become, or maybe they were always like that. and i just never saw it in the begining. if anyone has been in the "scene" for a few years you know how it is. lies lies lies. i don't know if the demand for new cds is soo high that they don't care about the quailty of the music. or they are just trying to make more money. they say so much, and then turn around and do the most oppisite thing. you all know what i'm talking about. (MTV & and various other things) would i agree that i was a groupie? haha. no. but i guess now i can take that into concideration. i asked for all of this, and whats the big deal anyways. i'm sure you'd all fuck a famous movie star in a minute. so that makes you groupies too. i don't point the finger at anyone. the damage is done, and i look fowards to just having fun. which is quite hard to do, when so many people hate you. so bascially, you can say, i'm a juggaho, because of what i've done and said. but. i dissagree, because i belive it takes a very strong person to keep up with it all even though so much has happend. i like the idea of everybody being united, no hating each other, but hating the biggots, rednecks, and bascially just bad people. i like the idea of Juggalos but we all have to relize thats not what it is. and most likly it will NEVER be like that. but i sill stick around, for the fans (not my fans...lol) don't take that wrong, i like going to shows standing in line, getting beat up in mosh pits, and just listening to their music because it is a relief. if you can belive that. then ..SUPER! lol. i have no reason to lie about it. and i still get that " ewwww... you like icp"...from strangers that dont know a damn thing. and. i laugh. because if they only knew the half of it. am i making a big deal? maybe. it was a big deal to me. and maybe if you were a juggalo and had the same experince, maybe my story will help you understand. your not the only one that went threw somthing not so plesent. juggalo support hotline. lol i love each and everyone one of my friends just like they were my family ...my juggalo family..does that sound made up to you? i meann if you read my article on realjuggahos how many 4 yr olds can take pics geez. thats made up huh? now to read the submission go here: http://www.realjuggahos.com/kween.html