People think that I’ve got it all together
with the show and my sweet sweet smile
But do they know if I’ve been happy ever,
Pull up a chair, cuz this may take a while
ok, so here’s the thing
I’ve got my bad days,
some are even worse
I can be a blessing,
and you know I can be a curse
I tremble at rejection,
I’m scared to be alone
Sometimes I may be selfish,
But I always make in home
this is the real me,
am I the girl that you want me to be
this is the real me,
with thoughts and fears of intimacy
can you face it,
can you feel it,
can you take it,
can you deal with the real me?
so now you see that I’m far from perfect
I will fall and I will make mistakes
But I am here and this has taken courage
will you abandon me or will you stay?
Please stay
I know that Im demanding
and sometimes insecure
I think I’ve got the answers,
but then I’m not so sure
I sometimes need attention,
A little more than I should
But there is a part of me that
would give the whole world if I could
now that I’ve gone and let you in
and I no longer will pretend,
will you still be my friend?