In the darkness

If I just don't speak
don't do
don't touch.
If I dare not to dream
then the sparkle can never be stolen
because you can't loose what you never had
don't mourn what was never alive.
And I may have been many things, but I've never been alive.
I stayed forever dead in your arms.
The tears you never cried baptising me.
Drowning me with mock sorrow
Forever is lost
and now is slipping away
falling into the darkness that's ever growning
spreading as I speak not
trying to make a better world for you to live in
and for me to watch