When I first got a pen and wrote your name across my heart I never dreamed it would be perminant.
I know I said I'd sing you a sad song
but the words have escaped my mouth
Speaking out would be way too easy
now that i know that they care
questioning myself and my talent will never stop will it
do you really think I'll be able to act
or have you failed me too
confused and lost with a lack of proper punctuation
wonder when I'll grow up
big bad girl
too afraid to breath properly
after having lifted the lies of
no one understands me
and
no one cares
wondering why i still stay locked away with only sorrow for my friend
is just living ever enough
is just loving ever to make them love you too
can I hold on for days or weeks or years when my soul begs for rest