Funny Today I found out: Life is funny. I awoke and I could feel the life in me I thought maybe today was the day Maybe I could get over myself and forget about you Maybe I would start to see in colour Stop dreaming in black and white For so long you’ve stolen my feelings You gave me so much pain I couldn’t feel any more I thought of you and couldn’t breathe You make me choke I died a thousand deaths Only to be reborn today You must have known. No way you couldn’t You took the knife off me The one I cradled and cut myself with So carefully You lunged it into the place my heart should be Must be someone laughing so hard at me You spat in my face Tears mixing with spit mixing with blood I thought it was all over Thought I was free But now the pain just comes back harder and faster Pushing me down so I’ll never see the sun What did I do to make you hate me so much? Punish me like a dog Ignore my screams and pleads This morning nothing was wrong Now nothing is right Now there is nothing Blackness closing in on my solitary tear For I can never tell No one else understands Quite how funny life is.