Thursday, 1st August 2002

Heh.. lil Kyo made me scared this morning at 7.30 a.m. I still slept that time ^^ And my grandma opened my room and yelled at me lil Kyo is disapearred!!!! .... Waksss... I jumped from the bed and went to look for him. Just a minute I got into the front door, he ran to me..... @#$%^&* where have u beennnnn ??!!!! I continued my sleep again XD. I haven't mentioned that lil Kyo lost his voice... maybe becoz of the fever last time he got TvT He can't miaow miaow again *sigh* Poor him... but luckily, he gains his fat tummy again XD Anyway, this is the last entry for this page, I'm going to archive per 20 entries.

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 11.40 am


Friday, 2nd August 2002

Just got from campus, hooo... me relief, my scanner was right and accepted. Now I still pray... I hope my subjects will be accepted all. I don't want the same thing happens just like the previous semester.. where I just got less subjects TvT And I don't want my class will be changed... *prays*

As I remember, Dir en Grey is supposed to release their new single and mini album hmm... they always torture us, don't they know that purchasing their CD isn't easy and cheap ??

Talking about online shopping, I can't do this again, since my mom's credit card has been closed by my father not long time ago *cries* Waaoongg... but what can I do?? I've been stopping purchasing on CD Japan from last year.

Well, my father got HSBC credit card for my mother instead the previous one... I wonder if I can borrow it for purchasing on CD Japan *naughty* But then again, I don't think I'll ask for it, I don't want to be grilled pig u know ^^;;;

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 2.10 pm


Testing..... new page for the new entries XD I've made some changes here, the smilies... uhmm... the link too ^^ And I've added some scripts here, dunno if it works or not, I hope yes ^^ I'm experimenting with this scripts, coz I'll use it on my next layout... yeah, new layout, I've designed, need to finish some elements, esp the drawings... wagh~ I haven't made any sketch ^^~

Anyway, lemme know if the the scripts work correctly and without error ^^ Thank u *bows down*

One thing, u can access my archives above, just visit the link ^^

Slasher : Hya ulat, gomen gomen, the main reason is as I've stated above... me really sorry, and I'm trying my best to procceess ur order, hon. I promise I'll never run from my responsibility... so u'll definitely get ur Kisou

And I'm glad u're okay now *hugs* I hope u'll recover soon ^^V... One thing again, u still don't find the pics... huehh.. maybe there's some probs, hmm... perhaps better send it to u via e-mail, so u can view it asap XD

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 8.37 pm

Saturday, 3rd August 2002

Gahhh~~~ JavaScript and DHTML language makes my head dizzy @___@ It's so difficult to learn *sigh*

*goes off to MLs*Ahhhh.. lookie what I found, it's Kaoru's piccies.. wahhh XD It's been a long time I haven't heard his news... the band news too. I just know that they just released the new single and mini-album.. just that.. hmm, any news ?? If u happen to know any news pls share with me *looks at Slasher*

And I found this too, mwahahaha.. lookie, after I told her, she directly edit her personal page. Yes, it's Calista's page, pls take a visit. She has her blog too hohoho... yes, my infection was successful XD

Slasher : Yo, have u heard anything new about Dir ?? Pls share with me, hon ^.^

Angie : Just visited ur page and ur blog, hehe.. nice, the colour is nice. But there's an error, pls re-check ur frame again, the next frame can't be viewed, I think u haven't uploaded the file ^^ About the skin... waahhh *o* Kaoru's winamp skin.. gyagyagya, I want... but then again, if I change to Kaoru's... I wonder what my brother reaction will be ^^;;; Thankie for the info *hugs*

Milo-chan : Thank u so much for telling me about Kao's pics XD *chu* And hmm.. u can send me the Kao's B-Day's file to my brother addie, here. Thank u

Shirl : Yo yo, I haven't thanked u for ur great idea, hon... thank u *big hugs*

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 4.30 pm


Just watched Resident Evil again... and again, I feel cold and trembling ^^;;; Haha.. maybe my heart is too weak *hides*

My friend took the X TV series vcds that he lended me yesterday, hoo.. I finished the 4 cds within one night, yeah yea.. he's kind for he lends me the cds, but ... I had to finish it within one day is meanie ^^;;;

To my surprise, Kotori in here isn't as bitch as in the manga. Well, she's pretty nice, and like the other girls, one thing that makes me a bit like to her chara, is... she looks tough. Not a crying-baby and a super-duper weak girl (yuck, I hate this kind of type, suck to be u bitch> ^^

For the music, unfortunately X Japan isn't the one who compose and perform the song, tho I want it *sigh* But, still the music is great, suits to the atmosphere XD

*yawn* gotta sleep, and someone who is attracted by Milla Jovovich is wanting to use the comp ^^

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 2.25 am

Sunday, 4th August 2002

Lookie what Yahoo has done ??!!! I've just finished typing a reply e-mail for Shirl, when I wanted to attach a file, the connection was reset... and all of my type was gone O____O~~~ Geeezzz... that really REALLY annoys me. Well, I'm so sleepy, that's why I get bad-tempered, me lack of sleep ~ ~

Just got from my cousin's house, he's a father now ^o^ Seeing his wife taking care the baby... makes me think, become a wife isn't so easy. Argh~ I don't think I wanna have a baby ^^;;;

Shirl : Gomen, I'll write the reply tomorrow, huehh.. me so angry... yet so sleepy ^^;;;

Slasher : Just got ur e-mail, hon, waiii thank u so much for the info XD Aiyaa.. I wanna have the cds too, will u pay it for me *blinkblink* *innocence face*??? Anyway, if u have, pls make a copy for me XD

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 9.50 pm

Monday, 5th August 2002

My new semester has begun, the first lesson I get was computer, and it's already a task to be done, gee.. what a crap~ But thanks to God, I've been allowed to enter the class XD Well, actually, it's not my class, mine is tomorrow. But I wanna have a day off, at least, so I try to enter the Monday class. I hope I'll be included there for one semester ^^

What a surprise to me, I can have my pig bag back, also the handbag too XD waahhh me so happy. The board is locked as usual, but when my friend try to unlock it, it opened, tho it's not the real key ^^

It seems my happiness had to be cut, I've received my subjects card... it made me really sad. How can't I ??? 5 subjects are declined... can u imagine that ?? It's the worst shock I ever had *cries* I just get 8 points from the total of my points (22 points) I registered, that's totally absurd. To my greatest horror, the main subject is declined too... argh~ well, that was my fault, coz I didn't fill in the second priority on the first registration *sigh* But if I don't enter the class... that means my graduation will be 1 year longer. I don't want that... I really don't want that.

See... this semester is the worst, I mean.. last semester I got 17 points... and now, I just got 8... I'll definitely try the second registration and I hope... this one will be successful *prays*

In one side, I was happy coz I could get my pig back and also my identity cards (including my college ID card last time I thought it was lost.. actually my friend kept it for me as it was left at the studio when the final exams was over)... on other side, I was depressed coz of the subject cards I got.... should I be happy or sad ??? I lost my mood ~~~

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 3.20 pm


Just finished packing some of my stuffs on the room, the room will be renovated.. it'll be made higher, so the water won't come in again like last year *sigh of relief* ^^

I just realized that I have so many comics.. well not too many, maybe ^^ It's my sister who bought all of it, mostly her, but when she got a lil bored, it's my turn who bought the comics ^^ When I asked my mom if the amounts reach over 500, my mom replied yes. It's 500+ Never expected it ^^;;;

And I realized that I have less originial cds *sigh*

Uhhh... I feel so cold, I don't feel well. Hope I can watch Yami no Matsuei this night on AXN. I've been waiting for this... esp for Muraki XD~~

Slasher : The pic I sent u is beautiful, right ??? Hohoho.. lucky u didn't vomit or fall from ur chair when u saw that ^^V And that's right, that's the main reason why Dir en Grey can't have a live recently XD

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 7.44 pm

Tuesday, 6th August 2002

Good grief, the teacher I was looking for wasn't at the office. I wanted to ask some things about my subjects to him, but he.. he wasn't there... just as usual, he always difficult to find *sigh* I got home with an empty hands... worst I don't feel well, my head aches.... crap~

Actually this is my day off, I've joined the class yesterday, so I don't need to go to the campus again, wheee~ me happy, at last I can have a day off XD I hope I'll be accepted on that Monday class ^^

As expected, I was drooling over Muraki.. waahhh.. man, in God's name, how come he's soooo gorgeous ??? *drools* His voice, his complexion... his lips... everything about him is so perfect. But there's one thing... he's the antagonist ^^;;; Well, he's the bad guy... that doesn't make me hate him. On the contrary, I like him more being the bad person. Waahhh... is there any man like him in this world ?? I'm willing to be his marionette hahaha.. crazy ^^

I think I should put Muraki on the 1st chart for being so gorgeous, no 2 is Genjo Sanzo, he's the coolest and the craziest monk I've ever seen.. droolable too XD His voice is sexy too... waahh I can't stand those kind of deep voices, except Kaoru's voice... I'll pass ^^;;

Shirl : Once again, thanks for ur suggestions *hugs* Have I told u that the pearls taste good ?? It's not hard, it's so smooth, even u keep it for a night, it's still taste good ^^

Angie : Well, u're better than me, at least, none of ur subjects were declined, right ?? While mine... almost all are declined. That makes me sad TvT Anyway, thanks for ur cheering XD And.. do u find any info about the bad u're looking for ??

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 11.35 am

Wednesday, 7th August 2002

Oh my God, I was extremely happy this afternoon. Was nervous too before that. I was afraid to enter my class, coz I'm not registered there yet ^^;; I asked the people on the office, they suggested me to enter the A class. Ok, I followed their words.

This is the first time I'm being separated from my other friends ^^;; Then again, it's not the main problem. The thing I worried about was if I'd be accepted on that class or not.

Thank God, the teacher was sooo kind that he let me sign the absent and let me join the class. Next, was the groups.

What a surprise to me, my name was on it, I'm on the same group with my friend ... waaahhh... is this true or not ?? I couldn't believe it... I was so happy that I could eat my lunch well

Not just only that, this subject is so interesting.. hehe.. maybe I could leave the studio soon.. that's why I enjoyed this subject XD

This day is wonderful... I love it XD... ok, now time to get into the tasks.. there's some I must done~

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 8.00 pm

Friday, 9th August 2002

Aiyaa.. it's been a long time I don't update my entries ^^;; I can't get online since I got some tasks... I've to finish my computer paper argh~ Besides that, it seems that I'm too exhausted that I can't sleep late... now my head aches -__-""

Just got the book from my cousin... whoaa, the book is really thick.. and I've to read it fast and copy certain pages. I need it for my paper.. huihh.. quiet hard, but it's not that hard tho.. ehe, coz I use the OCR ^^V

Waiii the renovation was done, and my mother has moved all of my stuffs back to the room. Now the room is higher... ehe.. I like the floor, the color is pale orange, sweet XD

Me hungry now.. *goes off to eat*

Kartje : Just visited ur blog.. ehe.. I'm confused where should I reply ur comments ^^;; Well, hope u read this one ^^ *English mode off* Ya ya.. monggo pertahankan terus tuh layout yang canteekk XD Ada yang hardcore nggak ??? XD~~~

Slasher : Aiyaya la.. I haven't made the aricle yet... gomennasai, I'll try my best this Saturday... too many stuffs that has to be done, just after I entered my new semester *sigh*

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 7.50 pm

Saturday, 10th August 2002

Gosh... I never feel so depressed like this... it's so hurt... esp in my heart.. I feel so sad that I couldn't hold my tears. I don't know what should I do... I don't know what's happening to me... it seems that I lost my happiness, it seems that this week is full of sadness *sigh* luckily I still have my sister as my truly best friend. And also my best friend, Slasher. If weren't becoz of their supports, maybe I can't go through these days.

What do u feel when u're being forgotten ??

Slasher : Thank u so much, hon, u're really my best friend *big hugs* Have a chat with that fool smilies again *grin*?? I wish that I were in the same place as yours~

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 7.15 pm

Sunday, 11th August 2002

Finallyyyy........... fuuhhh I've done my paper, yosh ^^V I feel so relief... so happy too

Just got from Radisson Hotel to watch ningyo (Japanese doll). Waahh.. the dolls are so amazing, the women look so beautiful, and the men look great with his armor ^^ I noticed the marriage doll, wohoho.. the bride wears 7 clothes oO;; Whoaa.. that must be heavy ne ^^ There's Kabuki doll too *laughs* Too bad the space isn't so wide, but it's ok. The dolls are great XD

Well, gotta sleep, me so tired ^^

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 9.05 pm

Monday, 12th August 2002

This night I can sleep tight... I'm sure of it ^^ Coz I've done my paper, and I've submitted it... feels like something heavy was gone from ur shoulder and to top of that, me'll have dayoff tomorrow YAY! ^^V

Lookie what I got, it's my friend's drawing, Valen. She's so bloody wonderful on colouring and drawing *_____* Don't believe it ?? Then take a look at her drawing, see this Pls gimme any comments ^^V

I want to use it as my new layout haha.. I haven't made any drawings for my new layout.. so I just use this one XD Luckily she allowed me to use it mwahahaha... The next day I'll borrow more of her drawings and scan it *bouncey*

After watching her drawing, I feel like burned ^^;;; I really want to colour as good as her.. I mean, her colour looks so colourful, not like mine *sigh* Well, need more practise ... yosh, GANBARIMASU ^^V

According to her, she used an expensive and (of course) good paper to draw and colour this. Well, her older sister who bought the paper to her. Waahhh.. what a kind of sister XD I wonder when my sister will buy me the Derwent's sketch book, watercolour and brushes *laughs* If she really buys me that, I'll use it carefully, coz those are expensive stuffs ^^

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 8.40 pm

Thursday, 15th August 2002

Hooo... look at the gap ^^;; From 12th Aug to 15th Aug... I haven't been posted for long ne *laughs* There's nothing special tho. I just had my lesson... and gladly it went smoothly. I'm getting used being alone.. I mean, I enjoy and don't depend on to my friends again... and I found it's interesting too ^^

I almost lost my tempered when I met my friend who made me sad last day... but then again.. I thought it was so fool. I called her and I apologized for my rude behaviour. I tried to forget it.. and accept it.

I've finished some drawings.. haha.. just like I said, I feel burned ne after seeing Valen's works.. so I decided to practise more... but haven't put any colour yet ^^;;;;

Have I mentioned this is the greatest day ?? Yeah it is. Every time I finished my task, I'd feel so relief.

Hmm.... it should be the time for a new layout.. but haven't been ready ^^ Let's see if I can make it this Saturday~

faites un tour au village de Delphinium @ 9.00 pm