*i always said that i was gonna make it.
now it's plain for everyone to see.
but this game i'm in don't take no prisoners.
just casualties.
i know that everything is gonna change.
even the friends i knew before me go.
but this dream is the life i've been searching for.
started believing that i was the greatest.
my life was never gonna be the same.
cause with the money came a different status.
that's when things change.
now i'm too concerned with all the things i own.
blinded by all the pretty girls i see.
i'm beginning to lose my integrity.
sometimes in life you feel the fight is over.
and it seems as though the writing's on the wall.
superstar, you finally made it.
but once your picture becomes
it's what they call.
the rise and fall.
i never used to be a troublemaker.
now i don't even wanna please the fans.
no autographs. no interviews. no pictures.
and less demands.
given advice that was clearly wrong.
the type that seems to make me feel so right.
but some things you may find can take over your life.
burnt all my bridges now i've run out of places.
and there's nowhere lest for me to turn.
been caught in compromising situations.
i shoudl ahve learnt.
from all those times i didn't walk away.
when i knew that it was best to go.
is it too late to show you the shape of my heart.
*site is officially shut down. i'm now managing a blog, easier to maintain and stuffs. anyways. dont cry yeahs. hahs.
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