I cannot remember
a time when my Mom was NOT sick.
She has always
been in and out of the hospital.
Since I was
the oldest I always felt responsible to
take care of
I had to be
the brave one for them...or so I thought.
I kept all
my fear for my Mom inside and I tried
not to let
My Mom told
me that it was NOT a good thing to
keep my fears
She said I
should share them with someone.
And it DOES
I learned to share my fears
He is always with me, even when Mom
is at the hospital.
When my Mom
had to go into the hospital for
I was so afraid!
she be bitter and angry when it was over?"
I be afraid to see her?"