| February 2002 Lovely take me take my life mold me shape me dull my knife the love and attachment that i feel this emotion for you is so unreal so what is wrong this song i sing a morbid wish? a suffered dream? when i fail you my guilt overwhelms i torture myself in a hellish rhealm so Ana when i hear you voice my love for you is my only choice. |
| February 2002 You aren't there for her she's there by herself She needs you more than anyone else The girl has been your very best friend She will always be there everyday til the end So why do you leave and take her for granted You left her for your love enchanted But when you're alone by yourself crying She's there with you and with you, dying She loves you more than you could know Cause you're not there for her to show |
| February 2002 What is this crazy obsession It makes the pain inside me rise No one sees it the way I do Everyone sees the way I cry Won't the problems disappear And make this nightmare go away The destruction that it causes my life Every second of every day My concentration doesn't exist My quivering body and shaking hands I can't explain the pain it causes Or the happiness it demands |
| January 2002 When will the pain stop Isn't it real Am I imagining it Why do I feel The life I once knew The love that I lost It took my trust But at no cost I am here Dying inside Hurt, emotionless Killing my pride Is it all fake This voice hanging on The sun's setting sorrow Breaking at dawn Will it leave And make me see That it was all Make believe So if it is me And if it's not real Why do I hear The pain that I feel |