3 April 2005

Woah..i haven't blogged for a real long time.19 december...haiz..have been too busy lately.back in jc now..haha..kershia..u finally find out huh...haha..jc has been very fun..but as with everything..there is a price to pay...having to wake up early..haha..i haven't been doing that for a year already just for your information...life has been very interesting..i really miss my first 3 month class...1T35...just so fun..i love you all...sheeni being so loud and all..haha...i have never felt so welcomed before..i was afraid of coming back to jc as i was afraid how ppl would react..but all of u treated me so much love...sometimes i wish i could just cry...they say that the first 3 months are the greatest time of your jc life..but i think its an understatement..i feel its one of the greatest time of my life...i have realised how much i have missed out...i'm so glad for everything i have now.. i will never forget all of u guys...esp those who have left cjc...so many of you are ack in cjc..and in my class!!!haha...great times will go on forever...but my current class is very fun too...not as fun as 1T35 but i believe that it will become more fun in the near future with my whackonest..haha..ok ok..i know that not a word...haha..but till someone teaches me a better word..it shall remain..haha..listening to josh groban..keeps reminding me of shizhen..another friend that i miss just so dearly..all those days of teaching him to sing..i really want those times again...spending time together for chma...he is just so funny..... ''oh shizhen...you're so funny....you are my tissue when my nose is runny..''..haha..he looks so funny in photos...in a girls vocab..that would be cute..hee hee...i chanced upon this minus one i made for him..*sob sob*..i hope he's fine...well..choir is still so fun..improving..syf is just round the corner..we're improving..i wonder how is aj doing..well..mark should be able to make things well..haha..i'm so excited abt it..haha..wonder wad will happen to cj choir... the studio is done....training ppl now...as most of u who read the newpaper would already have found out..haha..i still can't get myself back into the writing mood..maybe i'm too much into the technical/producing mood now...haiz...i really want to get back into the mood again...did one of my most amazing minus ones for cheryl the other day..haha..too a long long time..but it was worth it..haha..i'll keep it for life..she had a performance last nite..hear it went well...joey..how's your leg now..i know you dun like talking to me much...but if anyone knows..ppls tell me..thanks...anyway...i think i better go now..settle my breakie before i go to mass..haha...see ya peepz...will blog soon...and oh yar..i haven't been receiving christmas prezzies..hee hee...

19 December 2004

ahhh!!!! i feel so stressed out...i have so many things undone...the christmas album...christmas shopping...packing my room...christmas cards...ahhhh!!! i feel i am abt to die....wad should i do...and i still have that pressurising question of should i go back to jc or not....haiz....so many things falling on me at once....hope i can find a way to do late nights in the studio so i can at least get something done for the christmas album...i have done some recording for shaoxian and ecnerret but nothing for me...this sucks....wad is happening to me..i dun think that i have a life anymore....everything is tearing me apart....why can't i just cry it all out..wad is it with me....???i want to go back to jc but i can't convince myself totally...should i try and do that or should i just make the jump...jc seems more logical to me now...although there is much to be sacrificed...i wish i have someone i could really talk to abt this...i used to have one last year....well..........
On a happier[hopefully] note....i have thought abt what i want for christmas already...the cheaper stuff of course...i have always wanted one of those nike bottles...the white/transparent ones....and i like that sony mdr-ex71sl earphones....love it...white please...hee hee....another one is the secret garden cd...the pink one..haha..mark let me hear it at Tower Records and i loved it instantly...i still want the Josh Groban in concert DVD and there now theres another Josh Groban: live at the Greek DVD too...hee hee...
SOmething funny happened to me least week...on my second week of sch..on mon...i received a cert from my sch director Victor Valbuena which says Best Performance in Audio Technology & Production...haha...however...i came late when he gave it out..haha...silly me..it was like so funny...everyone was clapping cus i was the first name to be called out...but then no one walked up to receive it..haha..funny now everyone knows my name..haha..cus of the stupid incident..haha..well..gtg now..think i'll play some pokemon before i go to church...need to get some sanity back first..haha....

~hecty~
is life really fair?

1 December 2004

here i am..in my room blogging while mikey, joey and mark are out in the living room watching raw..yes..its 11:37 now...they are staying over..how fun..haha...hopefully i finish this post before midnight..hee hee...packed my room yesterday and now there are more soft toys around my room..can't wait to take over the room..hee hee...listening to O Magnum Mysterium.. its fantastic..haha...Robert Shaw seems like a genius..haha.. however... i still feel that the person singing amazing grace sounds like rocky from singapore idol and i can hear some wood resonance in his voice... really!!!! can someone believe me for once..haha..still want to go back to jc... but i can't seem to convince my father...now i seem to doubt myself too...getting more and more unsure...if i go back to jc..i will most probably become more hardworking and less forgetful...however..the thought that i would be a junior to my age is quite sad...i feel broken inside..so broken that i could cry..it must be the music... if i stay in poly...i will rot...and not have a very bright future...i have no confirmed idea of wad am i going to be...i feel like studying music...haha..and form my own symphony orchestra in the future..like john williams...fantastic....i can hear the grunt of mikey in the living room...wwe raw really shows the other side of him..haha....what to do...any help would be greatly appreciated.. i love u all..i just felt like saying that...haven't told alot of peepz abt this blog..haha...taufik won singapore idol...at least he's better than sly....haha...but he's not the greatest though...i dread seeing him at world idol...haha... but his last song me and mrs jones was pretty gd...i like it...

~hecty~
what should i do with my life...?

13 November 2004

haha...jus came back from meeting the guys..joey, jasper, yaocheng, and shizhen... was so fun... went crazy in long john's... esp with yaocheng's 6230...camera..haha...dad is coming to pick me up for dinner soon...haha..went or sailing in the morning..haven't gone in a while already..miss them so much..hee hee..just went to check my flying schedule too... i got a huge shock.. i'm only at my 3rd sortie..but there is this guy in my class at the 10th... its because he transferred from Singapore Flying Club.. so he can skip ground sch and just keep on flying... guess he'll definately get his license..and fast..haha...poor me...bought my andrea bocelli cd yesterday..its great..his voice is just amazing... looking for my book now... The Sound Studio by Alec Nisbett... can't seem to find it anywhere...not even at kinokuniya...might have to import...haiz..poor me...going to cost a bomb...need to see if my dad can get his contacts to help..haha...*grins*..want to go back to cjc so much...but my chances of getting intoo yr 2 straight is definately out already... my dad take so long to decide... if he let me go back earlier.. i might have a chance...haiz...*sob sob*...no paul poh to teach me...and all my first 3 months classmates...i miss u guys so much...was looking at books at mph just now.. so tempted to start reading books again...haha..haven't read a 'book' in awhile..haha..too stuck up in my audio stuffy...must get some distractions...if not i'll go mad and become an old man... where has the youth in me gone? look at my old blog...i used to write songs and poems... but now i can't even start writing at all... not even reading....what has happened to me....this is bad... can't wait for michael to come back....then can start the endless chatter again...i also got my poly results already... quite alright la...nothing impressive...anw...better end it here..tk carez...

~hecty~
i miss jc so much...*sob sob*

7 November 2004

haha..i'm so tired..my cousin's bdae yesterday night and i had to do video for it...before that..i ended up carry all the stuff and my hands were aching already..not to mention all the exercise that i have been doing..doesn't really help..now it feels like i broke something...worse thing is that when i was filming using the camera..my hands were shaking..tired and hungry..wad do you expect..haha..looks like the life of a video guy is really bad..haha...but the rewards are just so rewarding..hee hee...lets just see if i have the motivation to do this all of my life..i doubt so...
anw..i went back to cath high yesterday morning..they were having the annual catholic camp..and i popped by to see wad was happening..i was appalled by the number of ppl who went for the camp..15 peepz..what is coming to this world..where have all the rest of the catholics in cath. high gone? have all of them gone on a holiday?
well..just came back for church and lunch..so tired now...going back to the camp later to see how things are going...and for the bbq too...darn...last night had a bbq at my cousin's place and another today..?I'm going to get cancer due to excessive intake of carbon..haha...well...at least the world won't miss me..hee hee...
my dad told to me to go register a company for myself so i can start doing some work..consultation or maybe some productions..i thought he was crazy...how am i suppose to handle that...?btw...i wouldn't be able to figure out a name by this holidays...it will take me forever..and i'm still trying to go back to jc at the same time..i hope he agrees soon and stop telling me that he'll send me overseas in the future...i seriously doubt that... well..enough for now..i feel so tired i just feel like sleeping the rest of the day away..haha...see ya soon...

~hecty~
sleepy...just so tired...

4 November 2004

Hiya!!! You ppl haven't heard from me for a long time already. i just decided to do something up for my blog first, if not i'll probably get nagged at by mikey for making things stagnant. Considering my previous post was 4 December 2003!! haha... Still thinking of what to put on this blog. Hopefully i'll find some commitment to update this regularly and not let it end up like before. If i keep it simple, i should be able to la..haha...
Have been trying to get myself into the song writing mood again so that i can get rid of the boredom. Thinking a little about whether i should try for another christmas album.haha..btw..the CH Studio should be done soon..its in its final stages now..i'm so proud of it...hopefully colin will manage to get rid of the toxic fumes that keeps making ppl go blind once ppl step into the control room..Life is kinda boring..want to go back to cjc but i encounter difficulties convincing my father...u all might call me crazy for wanting to jump schs again but i really dun see how i'm going to survive in poly...its so boring and everything there is ancient..not just the place and equipment but the lecturers too..some of them look as if they are going to collapse soon...hee hee...oops!!..i hope my lecturers dun go looking around for my blog..i heard some mcm girl got into trouble for admitting that someone helped her in her project on her blog... the lecturers was going around reading their blogs and found out..poor girl..i wonder wad happened to her...
Anw..jus realised that you all might feel that this seems more like a girl's blog..i jus realised too... but its so plain and simple..i like it..and joey will probably start telling me to search for my manhood..haha...for your info..i'm sure i have it with me...hee hee...
Looking at the way things are..i guess the EBC is falling apart...not the choir...u ppl can go find out...there's only 2 ppl left in it...haha..wad a pity...u 2 better work harder...or are the 2 of u happy to be in there....i guess mikey will be the permanant resident there..haha...
Can't wait for mikey to come back...there's lots to do...and i'll have to go back to cat. high next week onwards to teach the iMedia peepz..how fun...trying to do up the syllabus again...hopefully they dun die of boredom..haha...well...i guess thats enough for the first post...must try to get the tagboard up again..so that all of u can start congratulating me on finally updating the blog..haha...see ya..take carez..

~hecty~
Love can be so true...

When i wish upon a star :
Eagles' Hell Freezes Over DVD
Josh Groban in Concert DVD
Nokia 6230
iPod mini
Panasonic Lumix FX7
Canon/Sony Camcorder
Kurzweil PC1X
FireWire 410
Soundcraft Compact 10
new furniture for room!!!
to get back into my songwriting mood!!!!

*I dun mind cash if you can't find the stuff.hee hee...