Untiltled
Author
: Tetsuko
(
evergreen_109@hotmail.com )
Pairing
: ken x hyde
Author's
notes:
I love
KenXHyde pairing!!! but there are no so much fics about
it (in English at least…or at least I don't find 'em *sweat
drop*) …so I wrote one^^. This is my first fic, please be
kind with it >_<. It was so hard to write it, first 'cause
my English sucks and second 'cause it's a BIT yaoi^^;; .Maybe
it was a bad idea beginning with a PWP fic, ne? Yet the
fact of being a little plotless helped me a lot . If you
like it, please send me comments!! I wanna know what do
you think>_<.
Other
notes: This
fic is set during the shoot on Niji's Pv. And if anyone
knows were I can find more fic about this pairing. Please
tell meee!!
Disclaimer:
Well the characters in this fic, are not mine, I wish they
were but NO!…and then, are they really owned by someone?
O_o…anyway, I only adapted them to my story.*shrug*
Warning:
It's YAOI, LEMON!
A
lanky figure moved constantly over the bed, entangling its
limbs with the soft, cool fabric of the sheets. He rolled
over it, again and again, trying to find a comfortable enough
position to catch his sleep. He's day was supposed to be
exhausting…after all a PV is not something you can do in
one hour. He sighed anticipating the stress he will suffer
in the morning. He looked up at the clock. It was 2 AM.
He MUST rest.
He
closed his eyes and tried to get his mind in blank, maybe
he would get bored and finally he could sleep…yet there
was a fresh memory of the night that lingered in his head,
keeping his sleep away, making his heart twist painfully.
'I love you Te-chan'
Those
words resounded in his head.
Ken
gripped the sheets tightly in anger, feeling all the tiredness
slip away his body again. Deciding there're better places
where he could get bored, he slowly and resigned get off
the bed. Definitely there were better things he could do
than being alone on his bed, torturing himself with those
dammed thoughts.
He
put on some random clothes…a pair of jeans and a really
colorful shirt. He raised an eyebrow at the latter. 'It
looks like Tetsu's…' It didn't really matter at all what
he wear since there wasn't so many people up at that inactive
hour. He didn't even bother on making his tousled hair up.
The
guitarist searched for the keys of his room and after turning
the lights off he left it walking in direction of the elevator.
As he pressed the down button on its panel he tough that
maybe a drink would calm him down.
****
The
hot sweetness of the alcohol slipped down his throat, leaving
on it a slightly burning sensation. He took the glass from
his lips. His unfocused eyes looked al it .It was empty…again.
'People says that alcohol makes you forget about your sorrows.
Maybe with another one…'
"Gimme
another" In the desolate Bar there was no sound except the
one of his barely understandable voice, distorted by his
drunken state and the bad English pronunciation all Japanese
have.
The barman looked down at him and raised an eyebrow. The
tiny-framed man was supporting himself with one elbow, extending
his other arm (with great effort, the barman noticed, which
was not estrange, considering how many time the glass had
been empty that night) to hand him the glass. Shrugging,
he took the glass from the little man's hand and served
it again, then he put it down in front of him, remembering
the oh-so-called slogan 'the client is always right'.
Hyde
took it and started to think that the alcohol as a help
in love life's problems it's just bullshit. Anyway he brought
the glass near to his lips again, wishing that if the alcohol
doesn't wash his sorrows away at least help him to pass
out, and make him forget about what was torturing him since
that night.
****
Ken
walked through the corridors of the hotel, only discerning
a few people of the cleaning staff (who's eyes where attracted
by Ken's sort of clothes). Anyway he didn't care so much
of what people would think. Probably he would never land
a foot on Germany again. He wondered why Tetsu always choose
the most estrange places to shoot their PVs. At least it
was not a desert (^^;), or an underdeveloped place (something
they had already tried). However the hotel was big and comfortable
enough to complain.
He
continued searching for the bar. When he opened the 4th
door he started to suspect he was getting lost. This was
so embarrassing! . It seemed he had bad luck in choose which
door to open, he thought . The guitarist sighed as the memory
in his mind of the night went clear…
~~~~
That
night, when he was already arranged to his room, Ken went
to Tetsu's to ask him some stuff of the band (nothing really
important). He stood in front the door, surprised to find
it partially open. It was weird; Tetsu never is the type
of being so careless.
The
silence in the halfway let him heard a voice coming from
the room. It was not Tetsu's. Ken approached his ear to
the opening and contained his breath for a moment to hear
clear. It was a deep male voice…it was Hyde's. 'What the
hell Hyde is doing in Tetsu's room at this hour?!' he though,
feeling the muscles of his jaw clench, as a jealously reaction.
But seconds later he concluded it was some stuff of the
band too. He know that being in love with Hyde don't allow
him to control Hyde's acts. Even If the vocalist knew about
the little fact of Ken's crush. Ken smiled sadly at the
though. 'Why Hyde takes so long?' He was getting impatient.
He considered on entering the room without waiting Hyde
to leave, but then retreated, he though that maybe it was
something serious. He took the lock of the door and opened
it slightly to peep his head in.
He found his two mates facing each other, too much concentrated
on their conversation to even notice him. Surprisingly (for
both Ken and Tetsu) Hyde hugged the bassist and whispered
(barely audible to Ken) those words that were still hurting
him: 'I love you, Te-chan'
Ken
left the room and stormed to his, he didn't bother in hear
Tetsu's answer
~~~~
Finally the guitarist got the courage to ask some maid where
the Bar was. The young woman laughed at his question (which
ken found overly annoying). The woman apologized, but still
chuckling she extended her arm to point with her finger
at the door that was in front of them. "There is, sir".
Ken gaped in surprise, and then he turned his head where
the woman's finger pointed. He blushed at the sight of an
enormous and colorful placard, which was printed with the
word "BAR". (^^;) He was so ashamed he forgot to talk in
English and thanked in Japanese (too much for the maid's
amusement).
The
guitarist entered the Bar feeling his cheeks burn, but he
forgot his shame in seconds at the sight of certain vocalist
sitting on a barstool who was arguing with the barman. Hyde
was obviously drunk. Just by hearing his speech, which was
a estrange mixture of slurred Japanese and English. He approached
to the vocalist, who hit his fit against the table in fury
as mumbled something incomprehensible to the barman. The
guitarist put a hand on Hyde's shoulder. The vocalist jerked
a bit in surprise then turned his head and looked up at
him "Ken-chan?"
Ken
smiled down at Hyde, and then looked at the barman "What
happened with my friend?"
"Well-
The man took an empty glass in one hand while the other
dried it up with a towel, answering arrogantly -I just advised
the sir to stop drinking"
"I
will decide that!" Hyde retorted angrily. The barman shrugged
not really understanding Hyde's slurred words. Then the
vocalist relaxed his furrowed brows and looked at Ken "what
are you doing here, anyway?"
Ken
sat on the barstool besides Hyde's. It was a stupid question,
but he though that Hyde was too much drunk to notice. "I
couldn't sleep-Ken's eyes looked down at his hands over
the table. Even if Hyde hadn't notice his presence in Tetsu's
room he felt so ashamed, he didn't dare to look at him directly-I
though that maybe a drink would help me"
Hyde
made a little acknowledgement sound, feeling identified
with his mate. "Having a bad day, ne?"
"I
think so…"
"Then-
the vocalist landed his feet on the floor supporting himself
with one arm on the table- I will leave you alone…" Hyde
waved good-bye and left the Bar… or at least he tried to.
After two steps, he went on his face to the floor.
Ken winced as he saw his friend land with a loud thud, then
he stoop up of his barstool abruptly, kneeling worriedly
besides Hyde's limb body (who was still face on the floor)
"Are you OK, ha-chan?"
"Iteee~" Ken raised Hyde by his shoulders and looked at
his reddened face "yeah, yeah…daijobu" Ken would have started
to laugh (as same as the barman) after all Hyde hadn't hurt
himself that much, but he saw a few dark lines that came
from his eyes to his chin, it was running eyeliner (he noticed
that Hyde had gone obsessed with the eyeliner). Hyde had
been crying…but why?
"You
need help, ne?"
Hyde
nodded. The guitarist helped him to get up. Then took one
of Hyde's slims arms to round his neck with it. He realized
that the difference in heights was too much (about 20 cm.^^)
so it was going to be impossible to drag Hyde into his room
that way.
Ken
looked around, and finally managed to sit Hyde on the barstool
again. Then he turned around giving his back to his friend,
who looked at him puzzled. "Put your arms on my neck, ne?"
Ken asked calmly at the vocalist, bending his knees down
a bit. Hyde blinked but did as Ken ordered. Ken lifted Hyde's
body easily, by grabbing his legs. He wondered how Hyde
could be so light with all the stuff he eats.
With
Hyde on his back, he left the Bar. The pain in his heart
went to a second place, replaced by the curiosity of knowing
what had made his beloved cry.
****
Hyde seemed to have fall asleep. He was so quiet and Ken
could feel his regular breathing against the right side
of his neck. He steeped out of the elevator, feeling the
muscles of his arms already tired by Hyde's weight. A slight
movement of Hyde's head distracted him, and then he could
feel the vocalist breath on his right ear.
"Arigatou…" The soft whisper sent shivery sensations down
the guitarist's spine.
"Nan
demo nai."
Hyde
leaned his head down again, this time letting his warm breath
tickle down Ken's ear. When they were in front of Hyde's
room, Ken dropped one of Hyde's legs, to open the door.
Hyde wrapped tightly his leg around Ken's waist
"The
Keys?"
"Its' open…"
"Baka naa…" Ken rolled his eyed. Hyde chuckled. It seems
that Hyde always forget about closing the door. The guitarist
twisted the lock and entered the dark room.
Ken
walked slowly towards Hyde's bed. When he was in front of
it, he dropped both of Hyde's legs, but the vocalist wrapped
them so tight around Ken's waist he didn't fall. Ken sighed,
deciding it was some of Hyde's bratty games. "Could you
help?" he asked a little upset. Hyde chuckled childishly
again then before unwrap his arms from Ken's neck and let
his legs slid down Ken's waist, rubbing his inner thighs
against the guitarist in the process. Ken blushed in fire-red,
feeling his blood gathering in his cheeks and his whole
body heating up.
Hyde
walked with considerable difficulty, passing by Ken's side
and sitting down the bed, in front Ken's lanky body, with
a cute yet devilish smile on his face.
"Well, now have a rest, tomorro-… " Ken started to walk
towards the door, but was stopped in his attempt to leave
by a little hand grabbing his own.
"Wait…Ken-chan, don't go"
Ken turned his head, with a bothersome expression "What
now?" For a moment he thought that maybe it was another
game, but then he got worried, maybe Hyde was not feeling
good. First, for all the alcohol he had drunk, and second
for the hard bump he had with the Bar's floor. "Are you
OK?" he asked relaxing his brows.
"Yeah,
it's just…-Hyde's eyes went to the floor -would you mind
to make me company tonight?" Surprised by Hyde's words,
Ken turned around completely. He tried to ask something.
Yet he just managed to keep his jaw agape. Feeling horribly
ashamed of being down Ken's puzzled gaze, Hyde started to
play with his own fingers nervously. The vocalist hesitated
before saying the last part. He sighed to get the courage
then he parted his rosy lips, letting a soft whisper escape
them "I-I feel alone"
Ken was even more startled than before. Maybe it was the
reason that made him cry… but why? , What happened with
Tetsu?! He cursed himself for being so impatient and for
not have waited for Tetsu's answer. Though, it was kind
of obvious now.
"Go-gomen…ore dake…" Hyde's voice distracted him from his
mental arguing.
Ken
looked down at Hyde's face. A tinge of sadness passed on
Hyde's delicate features and his cheeks were slightly pink,
his eyes kept starting at the floor. He looked so vulnerable.
The guitarist felt a warm feeling building up his chest,
probably it was his heart melting he thought.
"Ore dake…" Hyde repeated.
"Well-Ken
interrupted him-since I can't sleep, I think it's OK" he
smiled warmly.
Hyde
raised his head and looked at Ken with a hopeful smile (looking
even more childish than before) "Hounto ni?" Putting down
any hentai thoughts, he sat down on the bed besides Hyde,
patting his head "Yeah, but just tonight, ne? You know,
I'm always busy in nights." He added mock-arrogantly. Indeed
the last commentary sounded sarcastic to himself.
"Yoshi!!!"
Hyde shouted happily, throwing himself into Ken's arms,
hugging him tightly. Ken watched him and smiled fondly,
feeling his heart melting again. Hyde broke the hug. "Ne!,
it's gonna be like before, remember? When we were Indies!
We always ended up in he same bed-Hyde giggled like a child-
'cause I never let Sakura sleep and you always teased Tetsu
a lot, it was so funny, je, je anyway we never let them
sleep, ne? We always went to their room and woke them up.
I remember once, when you…" Hyde continued babbling happily.
Ken listened him silently, occasionally commenting something.
He must be patient, after all Hyde was drunk.
He wondered why he have all those contemplations with Hyde.
He smiled to himself, knowing perfectly the answer.
****
Time
seemed to have stopped. Ken lied comfortably on his back
over Hyde's bed , both of his hands were down his head.
Hyde's head was over his shoulder. Hyde continued with his
babble (a bit less coherent, affected by his tiredness)
while his little fingers played with the buttons of Ken's
shirt. Ken couldn't help to feel a bit sad. He knew that
the somehow romantic scene he was performing with Hyde was
just product of the deep friendship existent between them…mere
friendship.
The
warmth of Hyde's body felt so good against his own. It made
the moment felt so surreal for Ken , it turned him into
a dream-like state. His eyes already felt tired. He was
finally getting sleepy. He let his eyelids close slowly…
"Ken-chan!
Are you listening?"
"Mmm?
Hai…"
"I
asked 'who's that shirt?'… It looks terrible" He added chuckling.
"Sou naa…-Ken laughed lightly - it's mine, though it looks
like Tetsu's, ne?" Hyde laughed wholeheartedly.
After calming down(and with out further explanation)Hyde
put his arm over Ken's chest, resting his hand on the guitarist's
shoulder. Then he snuggled closer to him, nuzzling softly
the other's neck with his nose. Ken blushed again.
"W-what
are you…?"
Hyde
purred, ignoring him, then he wound his left leg over Ken's
belly while continued nuzzling the guitarist's neck. Ken
didn't know what to do or say, million of questions crossed
his mind. Before Ken could react, he felt Hyde sitting on
his stomach.
Hyde
looked down at him, smiling mischievously (for Ken, a smile
that resemble the one a little boy have when he's gonna
do some prank).
"Hyde…"
He wanted to ask at least one of the questions he had in
mind, but all the confusion of the moment didn't allow him
article a single word, he just managed to say the other's
name.
Hyde
chuckled, then resting his hands on Ken's shoulders, he
bent his head down, lowering his body over the guitarist's,
to kiss Ken's quivering lips. Ken opened his eyes wide,
Hyde's unexpected act left him motionless for a moment.
Then he felt Hyde's soft lips teasing his own, with tender
yet insistent caresses, felt the warmth of Hyde thighs around
his waist, felt himself hardening up, felt the desire engulfing
his body…
Ken
parted his lips, letting Hyde's tongue slip between them.
Hyde laughed victoriously against Ken's lips, as he pushed
his tongue in further. The guitarist let his hands rest
on either sides of Hyde's waist, then kissed Hyde back,
pushing his tongue against Hyde's, pleased by the soft moan
Hyde gave.
Hyde
hands traveled downwards to Ken's chest, clumsily trying
to open the buttons of his shirt. Hyde bitted down Ken's
lower lip, gently sucking from it, while his hands caressed
the taller man's already bare chest, playing lightly with
his fingertips over the guitarist nipples, feeling them
hardening at his touch. Ken moaned and arched his back,
as he felt his upper body burning against Hyde's teasing
hands. He reached out, to put his hands in both sides of
Hyde's head, entangling his fingers with the short, black
locks of Hyde's hair, pulling his head down to kiss him
eagerly.
The
guitarist slipped a hand underneath Hyde shirt, caressing
Hyde's stomach , making him shudder a little. Then he tugged
at it "Take it off…" He gasped out, taking the advantage
of a brief breath Hyde took. Hyde parted the kiss, almost
automatically, then he sat back down Ken's stomach with
a wicked smile on his glistening lips.
He
took his shirt off and Ken watched fascinated Hyde's slim
form, how the paleness of his skin was adorned by a cute
pinkish blush. "kakoii nee…" He reached out to stroke Hyde's
chest almost unconsciously, then he rubbed his palm against
Hyde nipples making the latter twist and gasp in pleasure.
Hyde
bent his head down again, this time his breathing was more
quick and eyes were darker, clouded with desire. Ken noticed
that they seemed to be distant even if Hyde was looking
at him. Hyde drop a series of butterfly's kisses all over
Ken's face, feeling Ken's rapid and hot breathing tickle
his cheeks.
Hyde
went lower kissing Ken's neck, licking it slowly towards
his collarbone. Ken's fingers were tangled convulsively
with Hyde's hair again, his breathing becoming into brief
shaking moans. As Hyde went lower, he rubbed himself against
Ken's trapped erection, making him thrust his hips up to
make the contact clear. Hyde went even lower to press his
lips against Ken's right nipple , while his fingers teased
the other. Ken let his eyes shut firmly and opened his mouth,
gasping for air as he felt Hyde's mouth kissing all the
way down to his stomach leaving a hot, wet path from his
chest to it.
Suddenly
Hyde stopped any *attention* to Ken. He raised his body
and kneeled between the guitarist's legs, letting the dawn's
cold breeze pass over Ken's heated skin. Ken shuddered,
then opening his eyes he propped his head up, supporting
himself with his elbows, looking puzzled at Hyde.
Hyde
looked down at him, smiling evilly, then bowed his head
down to kiss Ken's lower stomach, running his tongue over
the guitarist's navel. "Ahh…" Ken moaned again and threw
his head backwards , while thrusting his hips up and encouraging
Hyde to go on.
Ken
closed his eyes again, all he could do was heard his rapid
breathing and the sound of the zip being pulled down. He
gulped in anticipation. He felt Hyde tugging at his jeans,
so he raised his hips from the bed and let Hyde pull them
down together with his boxers. He gasped as the soft fabric
rubbed against the most sensitive parts of his body.
He
was already naked, laying on the bed, his skin covered with
sweat. Ken pinched his lower lip between his teeth , waiting
for Hyde's next act. The seconds passed and Hyde didn't
even say a word. He though that maybe Hyde had already passed
out (Indeed he wondered why he didn't pass out when he was
still drinking … as he usually do, Ken remembered amusedly).
Ken opened his eyes slowly (for umpteenth time in that night)
and found Hyde fighting and cursing at the button of his
own pants, as they refused to be unfastened "Shimatta…".
"Baka naa" Ken repeated his earlier, little insult. Though,
this time Ken's voice had a rather husky tone. Chuckling
fondly at Hyde's silly acts, he sat down in front of him.
Pushing Hyde's clumsy hands away he helped him to unfasten
his pants. He pulled them down and looked surprised… he
didn't find any underwear. He looked up at Hyde with a mischievous
smile "no underwear?" Hyde stuck his tongue out at Ken in
cute, childishly way. Then before Ken could react, Hyde
was strongly pinning him down the bed by his shoulders.
Ken
felt the warmth of Hyde's inner-thighs against his waist
again, as he straddled him, then felt the warmth of Hyde's
entire body over his, as pressed his lips firmly against
Ken's, kissing him until they went complete out of breath
"You got a problem with that?" Hyde asked, his lips still
lightly pressed against Ken's, his voice hoarse with desire.
Hyde
didn't wait for Ken's answer, he sat down again, and then
supporting himself with both of his palms over Ken's chest
he placed himself over Ken's erect member. Ken gasped, he
wanted to enter Hyde in that very moment but he let Hyde
manipulate him(even if he was accustomed in being the one
who manipulate the other's). Anyway he was far to care about
that in that specify moment…
Hyde lowered himself on Ken's erection slowly. He closed
his eyelids together so tight it hurt. He could feel Ken's
hands desperately caressing his back and heard Ken's husky
voice repeating his name again and again. A pained smile
crossed his face for a fraction of minute. Then Hyde started
to move regularly, increasing the speed almost imperceptible.
Sounds
of erratic breathing filled the dark room. Ken felt the
pleasure overwhelming his body, he closed his eyes and started
moving along with Hyde, slightly thrusting his hips up.
The
movements of Hyde's hips became faster. He sat down harder
each time, as the urgency in his body demanded. He threw
his head backwards as he felt Ken's member enter further
in his body, he dug his nails in Ken's chest, whimpering
moans escaped his lips.
The
guitarist opened his eyes slowly only to find Hyde's beautiful
face contorted in both pain and ecstasy. He reached out
to touch his flawless cheek, running his fingers over the
smooth skin of the most precious thing he had ever seen,
something he had always wished to have and now his dream
was finally becoming true…
Ken
slipped his hand down Hyde's body and took his neglected
erection in his hand, moving his fingers up and down, slowly
becoming faster every second. Hyde fidgeted and screamed
out in pleasure, moving faster than ever before, making
Ken moan louder.
Ken felt Hyde's muscles tense around him as he came, coating
the guitarist fingers with a warm liquid, moaning violently
as spasms of pleasure shook his petite body. Despite of
his orgasm, Hyde continued moving his hips slightly, as
the other thrust deep into him.
Ken
thrust as deep as he could for the last time and finally
he came, making Hyde shudder, who fell forward exhausted,
resting his face between ken's bare shoulder and neck. Moaning
desperately, he stroked Hyde's hair, both of them still
fighting to regain their breaths.
Ken
pulled out of Hyde and lifted the limp body off him and
put it carefully over the wrinkled sheets, placing it close
by his side. The guitarist pressed his palm against Hyde's
cheek and snuggled closer, all the love he feel towards
him overflowed his body, as he saw the beautiful man close
to fall asleep with an angelic smile on his soft lips.
"I love you, Hyde" He said in a soft whisper, with his heart
in his hand
"I
love you too, Tet-chan"
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^o^
Finally Owari daaaa!!! I finished the damn thing (it took
me a whole week!! I'm so f*king slowww!!!!>_< ) Yeah, yeah
I know… I'm such a bitch for ending the fic this way, but
I couldn't think on any other nor a happy one*sighs*. It
was this ending or otherwise I would make Hyde take a gun
out from under the pillow and kill Ken, so you choose^^
And, no! I don't hate Ken(if you're thinking that) I'm not
sure if I'm gonna to write more(school starts in a week>_<