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iseTi Cveulebrivi xalxi, rogoric me da joni varT, iSviaTad Tu miscems Tavs uflebas zafxulis gasatareblad Zveli saxli iqiraos.

romantikis mwvervalebs rom veziaroT romelime koloniis sacxovrebelSi, memkvidreobiT miRebul mamulsa, an moCvenebebian saxlSi unda vicxovroT, magram amis bedi vin mogvca?!

Tumca minda siamayiT aRvniSno rom raRac ucnauri mainc aqvs am saxls.

maSin ratom Rirda aseTi iafi, an amden xans aq ratom aravin cxovrobda?

rogorc mosalodneli iyo, joni damcinis.

joni zedmetad praqtikulia. araseriozulad aRiqvams rwmenasac da crurwmenasac da yovelTvis dascinis yvelas, visac odnav mainc sjeravs iseTi ramis, rasac garegnuli saxe ar gaaCnia, ver igrZnob da ver dainaxav.

joni eqimia da SeiZleba, (amas araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar vetyodi cocxal arsebas, magram es ubralod erTi furcelia, romelic did Svrebas hgvris Cems gonebas) es erT-erTi mizezicaa, rom gamojanmrTeleba sakmaod gamiZnelda.

saqme imaSia rom ar sjeravs avad rom var. ras vizamT?

ra vqna Tu sakmaod warmatebuli eqimi da Tanac Cemi sakuTari qmari, yvelas, naTesavebsa Tu megobrebs umtkicebs, rom es mxolod droebiTi nerviuli depresia, isterikisadmi midrekileba da meti araferia?!

Cemi Zmac warmatebuli eqimia da isic igives amtkicebs.

xoda, viReb am fosfatebs Tu fosfitebs, rac hqviaT, aTasgvar matonizirebel saSualebas, sufTa haerze vvarjiSob, vmogzaurob da sanam mTlianad ar gamovjanmrTeldebi sastikad mekrZaleba `muSaoba~.

piradad me maT azrs ar viziareb.

me vfiqrob, rom CemTvis Sesaferisi samuSao, bevri cvlilebebiTa da siaxleebiT Zalian wamadgeboda.

Tumca maTTan verafers gaxdebi!

miuxedavad maTi winaaRmdegobisa, cotaxans mainc vwerdi, magram es saqmianoba marTla mRlida _ an malulad unda mewera an mTel rig winaaRdegobebs wavwydomodi.

zogjer vfiqrob, Cems mdgomareobaSi ufro naklebi winaaRmdegoba, xalxTan urTierTobis meti saSualeba daAAmeti mxardaWera rom mqonoda. . . joni meubneba, rom Cemi mdgomareobis Sesaxeb fiqri yvelaze cudad moqmedebs Cemze, mec vaRiareb, rom fiqris Semdeg Tavs yovelTvis cudad vgrZnob.

Aase rom, Sevwyvet Cems Sesaxeb saubars da saxlis Sesaxeb visaubreb.…

umSvenieresi adgilia! saxli gzidan moSorebiT dgas marto, soflidan erTi sami miliT mainc iqneba daSorebuli. Robeebi, kedlebi da kliteebiani alayafi, mebaReebisa da msaxurTaTvis calke gamoyofili patara saxlebi, Zalian magonebs im inglisur saxlebs, romelTa Sesaxebac bevri wamikiTxavs.

Tanac Zalian `gemrieli~ baRi aqvs. aseTi baRi arasdros minaxavs. farTe, Crdiliani, bilikebis gayolebaze dawyobili xis yuTebiT da grZeli, vaziT dafaruli skamebiani talavariT.

adre saTburebic yofila, magram axla yvela dangreulia.

vfiqrob raRac kanonTan dakavSirebuli problemebi hqondaT pirveli da meore rigis memkvidreebs. swored amitom iyo saxli wlebis manZilze carieli.

samwuxaroa, rom Cemi imedebi ar gamarTlda moCvenebebian saxlTan dakavSirebiT, magram raRac ucnauri mainc sWirs am saxls _ amas vgrZnob...

erT mTvarian Rames amis Sesaxeb jonsac vuTxari, magram jonma miTxra, rom rasac me vgrZnobdi orpiri qari iyo da fanjara daxura.

zogjer, vatyob, rom jonze umizezod vbrazdebi. AaseTi mgrZnobiare arasdros vyofilvar. albaT esec Cemi nervuli mdgomareobis bralia.

joni meubneba rom ase sakuTar Tavze kontrols saerTod davkargav, ase rom vcdilob jonis TandaswrebiT mainc aviyvano Tavi xelSi. es yvelaferi Zalian mRlis.

Cveni oTaxi saerTod ar momwons. mindoda pirvel sarTulze gavCerebuliyaviT, im oTaxSi, romelic verandaze gadis da romlis Zvelmoduri, mSvenieri CiTis fardebiT damSvenebuli fanjrebi vardebSia Cafluli. jons amis gagonebac ar unda.

miTxra, rom oTaxs mxolod erTi fanjara aqvs, arc adgilia ori sawolisTvis da arc sxva oTaxia axlos, TviTon iq rom daiZinos.

Zalian yuradRebiani da mosiyvarulea. gansazRvruli mimarTulebis gareSe yurebasac ki mikrZalavs.

dReSi yoveli saaTi mkacrad gansazRvruli maqvs; joni mTel sazrunavs Tavis Tavze iRebs, Cemi mxridan ki didi umadurebaa mis yuradRebas ufro metad rom ar vafaseb.

ambobs, rom aq mxolod da mxolod Cemi gulisTvis Camovida, rac SeiZleba ukeT rom davisveno da didxans viyo sufTa haerze. `Seni varjiSebis intensivoba Sens fizikur Zalazea damokidebuli, kveba, garkveulwilad _ madaze, magram sufTa haeri yovelTvis ganusazRvreli raodenobiT SegiZlia miiRo.~ swored amitom gavCerdiT bolo sarTulze bavSvebis oTaxSi.

am did, haeriT savse oTaxs TiTqmis mTlianad uWiravs zeda sarTuli. yvela mxares fanjrebi aqvs, saidanac uxvad Semodis mzis siTbo da sufTa haeri. Tavidan albaT bavSvebis oTaxi iyo, radgan yvela fanjaras gisosi aqvs, Semdeg ki saTamaSo da sportuli darbazi, kedlebze rgolebisa da sxva savarjiSo mowyobilobebis nawilebia SemorCenili.

saRebavis da Spaleris mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, aq vaJTa skolis saklaso oTaxic SeiZleba yofiliyo. Cemi sawolis Tavze, im simaRlemde sadamdec me SemiZlia avwvde da oTaxis meore mxares, qvemoT, Spaleri sakmaod did farTobzea axeuli. aseTi saSineli Spaleri arasdros minaxavs. raRac, grZeli, Wreli naxatiT, romelic mxatvrobis yvela aspeqtSi codavs.

saocrad mosawyenia yvelafer amis yureba, magram Spaleri ise provokaciulad gamoiyureba, rom gaRizianebs, mis Seswavlas mainc iwyeb da Tu Tvals am koWl, bundovan xazebs gaayoleb, dainaxav, rom yvela es xazi Zalian male Tavs moiklavs, TaviT gadaeSveba kuTxeebidan da Tavs gaugonar winaaRmdegobaSi gainadgurebs.

sazizRari feri aqvs am Spalers, TiTqmis autaneli, bundovani, ukve gaWuWyianebuli, mzisgan gaxunebuli yviTeli feri. zog adgilas mkrTali stafilosferi, zogan ki saSineli gogirdisferi feri adevs.

EeWvic ar mepareba, rom bavSvebi am Spalers ubralod ver itandnen. mec SemzizRdeboda aq didxans rom mecxovra.

joni modis, es yvelaferi unda Sevinaxo. ver itans, Tundac erT sityvas rom vwer.

ukve ori kviraa, rac aq varT da im pirveli dRis Semdeg aRarafris dawera momdomebia.

Aaxla am saSinel oTaxSi, fanjarasTan vzivar da xels aravin miSlis, SemiZlia imdeni vwero, ramdenic gamixardeba da ramdensac SevZleb.

joni mTeli dRe ar aris saxlSi. zogjer ki, Tu SemTxveva seriozulia, Ramec ar brundeba.

Mmixaria, Cemi SemTxveva ar aris seriozuli!

magram es nervebTan dakavSirebuli problemebi Zalian cudad moqmedebs Cemze.

jonma ar icis rogor vitanjebi. icis rom tanjvis mizezi ar maqvs da es misTvis sakmarisia.

ra Tqma unda mxolod da mxolod nerviuli moSlilobaa da Zalian vwuxvar Cemze dakisrebuli yvela movaleoba rom daviviwye.

adre jonisTvis namdvili Sveba viyavi, CemTan isvenebda da Tavs yovelTvis kargad grZnobda, axla ki piriqiT, mZime tvirTad viqeci.

aravin damijerebs Tu vityvi, rom im mcire raRaceebis keTebac ki, risi gakeTebac SemiZlia, _ Cacma, garToba da gankargulebebis gacema, CemTvis saocrad Znelia.

MgamimarTla rom meri kargad uvlis bavSvs. rom icodeT ra sayvareli bavSvia!

Tumca masTan yofna mainc ar SemiZlia. saocrad moqmedebs nervebze.

memgoni jons mTeli cxovrebis manZilze arasdros unerviulia. rom icodeT rogor damcinis am Spaleris gamo!

Tavidan TiTqos axali Spaleris gakvrasac ki apirebda, magram mere gadaifiqra, radgan misi azriT, Spalers nebas vaZlev damamarcxos, nervuli pacientisTvis ki, joni fiqrobs, araferia imaze uaresi, sakuTar warmosaxvebs misces gasaqani.

miTxra, rom Spaleri romc Seecvala, Semdeg Cveni masiuri sawoli, gisosebiani fanjrebi, kibis dasawyisSi WiSkari da kidev sxva raRaceebi Semawuxebda.

_ es adgili marTla mogixda da Tan namdvilad ar minda sami Tvis gulisTvis am saxlSi rame SevcvaloT.

_ maSin qvemoT CavideT. Zalian kargi oTaxebia.

joni momexvia da patara bati miwoda. Tan miTxra, rom Cemi gulisTvis sardafSic Cavidoda, kedlebs Selesavda da Sesaferisad momiwyobda.

Tumca joni marTalia sawolTan, fanjrebTan da sxva nivTebTan dakavSirebiT.

principSi, am oTaxze ufro haeriT savse da komfortul oTaxs verc inatrebs kaci. ase rom, ar vapireb joni ubralo axirebisTvis Sevawuxo.

es didi oTaxi TiTqmis momwons kidec, Tu im saSinel Spalers ar CavTvliT.

oTaxisEerTi fanjridan baRi Cans, idumali, Crdiliani xeivniT, Zvelmoduri, mxiarulferebiani yvavilebiT, buCqebiT da javariani xeebiT.

meore fanjridan yures lamazi xedi iSleba da patara navmisadgomi Cans, romelic mamuls ekuTvnis. saocrad lamazi gza midis Cveni saxlidan am navmisadgomamde da yovelTvis warmovidgen xolme am uamrav bilikebze da xeivanSi moseirne xalxs, magram jonma gamafrTxila, Cems warmosaxvebs gasaqani ar mivce. misi azriT, nerviuli sisustis dros Cemma warmosaxvis unarma da aTasi ambebis gamogonebis niWma, SeiZleba saocar warmosaxvebamde mimiyvanos. amitom aucileblad unda vakontrolo warmosaxvis mimdinareobis procesi. vcdilob davujero.

zogjer vfiqrob, wera mainc rom SemeZlos, ideebis zewolisgan gamaTavisuflebda da Svebas momgvrida.

Tumca vgrZnob rom Zalian viRlebi, rodesac weras vcdilob.

Znelia megobrebis rCevebis, maTTan urTierTobis gareSe muSaoba. joni ambobs rom, roca gamovjanmrTeldebi Cems biZaSvil henrisa da julias movipatiJebT; axla ki am mxiarul adamianebTan Cems yofnas urCevnia baliSis qveS anTebuli SuSxuna damidos.

amis Sesaxeb aRar unda vifiqro. iseTi SegrZneba maqvs TiTqos am Spalerma icodes ra cud gavlenas axdens Cemze.

ramdenime adgilas erTidaigive naxati meordeba _ TiTqos viRacis gadatexili kiseria da ori amozneqili Tvali giyurebs zemodan_qvemoT.

nervebs miSlis am Spaleris siTavxede. yvelgan aris, zemoT da qvemoT, oTaxis kuTxeebSi, da is uazro, umetyvelo Tvalebic yvelganaa. erT adgilas Spaleris ori gadanaWeri erTmaneTs ar emTxveva da Tvalebi am xazs miyveba, erTi Tvali ufro zemoT, vidre meore.

arasdros minaxavs aseTi metyveli usulo sagani, Tumca Cven yvelam kargad viciT ramden rames gamoxataven isini. bavSvobaSi RamiT Tvalgaxelili viweqi da carieli kedlebisa da ubralo avejis yurebiT bevrad ufro metad verTobodi, ufro meti SiSis grZnoba meufleboda vidre bavSvebis umravlesobas saTamaSoebis maRaziaSi.

maxsovs rogori keTili naoWebi hqonda Cvens sawer magidas da maxsovs erTi savarZeli, romelic yovelTvis megobrad mimaCnda.

vgrZnobdi rom Tu sxva nivTebi Zalian uxeSad momeCvenebodnen yovelTvis SemeZlo im savarZelSi Cavmxtariyavi da Tavi usafrTxod megrZno.

am oTaxis aveji ar aris cudi, magram erTmaneTs ar Seefereba, radgan nivTebis amotana qveda sarTulebidan mogvixda. albaT rodesac oTaxi saTamaSo oTaxad gadakeTda, yvelaferi rac sabavSvo oTaxSi idga, gaitanes. marTla araferi minaxavs iseTi, rogoric es bavSvebismier gaoxrebuli oTaxia.

rogorc ukve vTqvi, Spaleri zog adgilas axeulia, arada kedels Zalian mWidrod ekvris da mis asaxevad Spaleris siZulvilTan erTad bavSvebs didi moTmineba unda hqonodaT.

iataki dafxaWnilia, zog adgilas kedlebidan baTqaSia amoCiCqnili da Cveni uzarmazari, mZime sawolic (erTaderTi rac am oTxaSi dagvxvda) omebgamovlils gavs.

Tumca araferi manaRvlebs Spaleris garda.

jonis da modis, saocari gogoa, Zalian kargad mepyroba. ar minda daminaxos, rom vwer.

kargi da Zalian mondomebuli diasaxlisia, diasaxlisobaze ukeTesi profesia arc warmoudgenia. memgoni misi azriT swored weram gamxada avad.

weras misi wasvlis Semdeg gavagrZeleb. jenis danaxva oTaxis fanjrebidanac SemiZlia.

erTi fanjridan daxveuli, Crdiliani gza Cans. meore sofels gadahyurebs. lamazi sofelia, maRali Telis xeebiT da xaverdovani mdeloebiT.

am Spalers kidev erTi sxva saxis, dafaruli naxati aqvs, romelic kidev ufro metad gamaRizianebelia imitom rom mxolod gansazRvrul sinaTleze Cans da isic Zalian bundovnad.

Tumca im adgilebSi, romlebic jer ar gaxunebula, da mzec ise ar anaTebs, vxedav ucnaur, gamomwvev, uformo figuras, romelic wina, yvelasTvis dasanaxi naxatebis ukan, gatrunuli imaleba.

jonis da ukve kibeebze amodis.

oTxma ivlisma Caiara! stumrebi wavidnen me ki ubralod Ronemixdili var. jonis azriT xalxTan urTierToba wamadgeboda, amitom mxolod deda, neli da bavSvebi davpatiJeT erTi kviriT.

ra Tqma unda, me araferi gamikeTebia. axla yvelafers jeni uvlis.

magram mainc Zalian daviRale.

joni meubneba, rom Tu ufro swrafad ar wava Cemi gamojanmrTelebis procesi, Semodgomaze vea miCelTan (vea miCeli (silas vea miCeli (1829-1914) – nevrologi, romelmac fsiqonevroziT daavadebulTaTvis `dasvenebiT mkurnalobis~ meTodi SemoiRo) gamagzavnis samkurnalod.

me ar minda wasvla. Cemi erTi megobari mkurnalobda masTan da miTxra, rom vea miCeli jonis da Cemi Zmis msgavsi da cotaTi kidev ufro uaresi vinmea.

Tanac Zalian damRleli iqneba ase Sors wasvla.

vgrZnob, rom TandaTan xelis ganZrevac ki mezareba da fxukiani da buzRuna vxdebi.

TiTqmis mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi umizezod vtiri.

ra Tqma unda, maSin ara, roca CemTan joni, an sxva vinmea. mxolod maSin, roca marto var.

am bolo dros ki Zalian xSirad var marto. jons Zalian mniSvnelovani SemTxvevebi aqvs da TiTqmis mTel dros qalaqSi atarebs. jeni ki, roca vTxov, yovelTvis marto mtovebs.

ase rom, xan baRSi vseirnob, xan Cvens mSvenier xeivanSi, xan saxlis karebTan vzivar vardebis qveS, yvelaze did dros ki mainc am oTaxSi vatareb, sawolSi.

Spaleris miuxedavad am oTaxs SeveCvie, Tumca SeiZleba swored mis gamoc momwons es oTaxi.

Spaleri gonebaSi Camisaxlda.

vwevar am uzarmazar, uZrav sawolze (memgoni es sawoli iatakze lursmnebiT aris miWedebuli), da Spaleris naxats saaTobiT vakvirdebi. es erTgvari varjiSia. magaliTad, Tvalierebas qvevidan viwyeb sadac Spaleri xeluxlebelia da ukve meaTased visaxav miznad am uazro naxazs gavyve, raTa raRac daskvnamde mivide.

dizainSi kargad ver verkvevi, magram vici, rom es Spaleri arc sxivuri, arc cvalebadi, arc gameorebiTi, arc simetriuli da arc sxva CemTvis nacnobi principiT ar aris Sesrulebuli.

ra Tqma unda, is sxvadasxva gadanaWrebze meordeba, magram sxvagan arsad.

erTi SexedviT Spaleris yvela nawili sul marto dgas. es gafarToebuli xazebi da naxatebi raRaciT gayalbebul romaneskas magonebs. xazebi TavbrusxveviT adian da Camodian am gancalkevebiT mdgar sulelur svetebSi.

Tumca, meores mxriv, es xazebi erTmaneTs diagonalurad uerTdeba, zogierTi talRasaviT gareT gamococebuli xazi saSineli sanaxavia da Zalian magonebs zRvis wyalmcenareebs.

TviTon naxati horizontaluria da Zalian viRlebi, roca vcdilob masSi rame gavarCio.

frizTan Spaleris erT-erTi naWeri horizontaluradaa gakruli da saocrad exameba mTel am gaugebrobas.

oTaxis erT kuTxeSi Spaleri TiTqmis xeluxlebelia da roca saRamos mze pirdapir anaTebs, maSin mgoni mainc vxedav Spaleris sxivur stils. es usasruli groteskuli naxati erTad grovdeba, centrs ikeTebs da Semdeg TaviT eSveba aqeT-iqiT, aTasi mimarTulebiT.

Zalian mRlis es dakvirveba. mgoni cotas wavuZineb.

ar vici ratom vwer yvelafer amas.

ar minda wera.

ubralod ar SemiZlia.

joni amas sisuleled miiCnevda, magram unda davwero yvelaferi, rasac vgrZnob da vfiqrob. wera Svebas mgvris.

Tumca, wera ise miWirs rom, TandaTanobiT es ufro metad mawuxebs, vidre mexmareba.

Zalian gavzarmacdi. did dros vatareb sawolSi. joni meubneba, rom suliT ar unda davece. virTevzas RviZlis zeTi da sxva matonizirebeli saSualebebi momitana, ludze, Rvinoze da um xorcze rom aRaraferi vTqvaT.

Cemi Zvirfasi joni! Zalian vuyvarvar da ver itans rodesac Tavs cudad vgrZnob. amas winaT masTan seriozuli saubari mqonda, vTxove Cems biZaSvil henrisa da juliasTan stumrad gaveSvi.

magram jonma miTxra rom wasvla ar SemeZlo da maT saxlamde romc mimeRwia fexze dgomas veRar SevZlebdi. me ki saqme kidev ufro gavifuWe imiT, rom saubris damTavrebamde cxare cremliT vtirodi.

am bolo dros, xSirad, sworad azrovnebac ki miWirs, esec, vfiqrob, nerviuli sisustis bralia.

jonma xeli momxvia, xelSi ayvanili amomiyvana zemoT da loginSi Camawvina. Semdeg iqve ijda da wigns manamde mikiTxavda, sanam amanac ar damRala.

jonma miTxra, rom me misTvis erTaderTi, yvelaze Zvirfasi qali var, CemTan Tavs yvelaze kargad grZnobs da amis gamo mainc unda gamovjanmrTelde.

jonis azriT amaSi Cemive Tavis meti veravin damexmareba. nebisyofa unda gamoviCino, Tavis kontroli SevZlo da raRac uazro warmosaxvebs yuradReba ar mivaqcio.

erTaderTi is mamSvidebs, rom bavSvi janmrTeladaa da bednieria. isic mixaria, rom am oTaxSi ar aris, am saSinel SpalerTan.

Cven rom ar dagvekavebina es oTaxi, aq pataras daawvendnen. kidev kargi! Svils, aseT patara, Zvirfas arsebas, am oTxaSi arafris didebiT gavaCerebdi.

amaze adre arasdros mifiqria, magram kidev kargi jonma aq me damawvina. me xom yvelafers ufro advilad avitan vidre patara.

ra Tqma unda, Spaleris Sesaxeb maT aRarafers veubnebi _ amisTvis metismetad Wkviani var _ Tumca Spalers yovelTvis vakvirdebi.

SpalerSi iseTi rameebi imaleba rac Cems metma aravin icis da arc arasdros ecodineba.

gareTa naxatis SigniT myofi bundovani formebi yoveldRiurad ufro da ufro naTeli xdeba.

is formebi ar icvleba, magram Zalian mravalricxovania.

TiTqos qalia, romelic ixreba da naxatis ukan dacocavs. sulac ar momwons es ambavi. mainteresebs _ amaze fiqrs viwyeb _ netav jonma am oTaxidan sadme wamiyvanos.

miZneldeba jonTan Cems Tavze laparaki imitom, rom is Zalian Wkviania da Tan Zalian vuyvarvar.

Tumca wuxel mainc vcade.

mTvaris Suqi mTlianad anaTebs xolme Cvens oTaxs, TiTqmis iseve, rogorc mze.

zogjer ver vitan am Suqs. Zalian nela moZraobs da xan erTi fanjridan Semodis xan meoredan.

jons eZina da misi gaRviZeba ar mindoda, amitom Cumad viweqi da mTvaris Suqs ise vakvirdebodi Spaleris uswormasworo zedapirze, manam, sanam tanSi Jruantelma ar damiara.

is fermkrTali figura, Spaleris ukana mxares, TiTqos mTlian naxats azanzarebda, TiTqos gareT undoda gamosvla.

frTxilad avdeqi da Spalerisken wavedi, rom menaxa da megrZno marTla moZraobda Tu ara. ukan rom davbrundi, joni gaRviZebuli damxvda.

`ra moxda, Zvirfaso?~ _ mkiTxa _ `ase nu dadixar, gacivdebi~

vifiqre, rom Sesaferisi dro iyo salaparakod. vuTxari rom aq veranairad ver movmjobindebodi da Zalian mindoda aqedan waveyvane.

`magram qiras vada sam TveSi gadis, manamde xom ar wavalT?! saxlSi remonti jer ar damTavrebula, qalaqidan Sors wasvla ki jer ar SemiZlia. rame safrTxe rom gemuqebodes, ra Tqma unda wagiyvandi, magram axla marTla ukeT xar, Zvirfaso, miuxedavad imisa, amas grZnob TuUara. me eqimi var da vici. feric mogivida, madac, bevrad ufro mSvidad var~.

`wonaSi saerTod ar momimatia, piriqiT~ _vTqvi me _ `saRamoobiT, roca Sen aq xar, SeiZleba ufro ukeTesi mada mqondes vidre adre, magram dilaobiT, aq rom ar xar, arafris Wama ar minda~.

`RmerTo, daifare Cemi patara~, Tqva da gulSi Camikra. `avadmyofoba mxolod maszea damokidebuli. modi, axla daviZinoT da amaze xval vilaparakoT~

`diliT ar waxval?~ _ vkiTxe moRuSulma.

`ar SemiZlia, Zvirfaso. mxolod sami kvira darCa da mere, sanam jeni saxls sabolood mogvimzadebs, Cven patara mogzauroba movawyoT. marTla ukeT xar!~

`SeiZleba garegnulad ki~_ daviwye me, magram maSinve gavCerdi, imitom rom joni sawolze wamojda da iseTi mkacri, sayveduriT aRsavse saxiT momaCerda, rom veRaraferi vTqvi.

`Zvirfaso~ _ Tqva man _`Cemi, Cveni Svilis da Seni Tavis gulisTvis gTxov, es fiqri erTi wamiTac aRar gaivlo TavSi. Sennairi adamianisTvis es yvelaze saxifaToa. araswori da suleluri warmodgenaa. me xom eqimi var, ratom ar mendobi?!~

ra Tqma unda, amis Sesaxeb aRaraferi miTqvams. jons egona rom meZina, magram me didi xnis ganmavlobaSi viweqi da vcdilobdi mivmxvdariyavi, Spaleris wina da ukana naxati erTad moZraobda Tu cal-calke.

dRis Suqze am Spaleris naxats ise aklia yvelanairi Tanamimdevruloba da ise ar emorCileba dizainis arcerT kanons, rom es normaluri gonebisTvis gamaRizianebelia.

TviTon feric iseTi damalulia, iseTi cvalebadia, rom saSinlad vbrazdebi. magram naxati _ naxatis atana ar maqvs.

sakmarisia ifiqro rom mTlianad Seiswavle, rom yiraze gadadis, silas gawnis, Zirs gagdebs, Semdeg fexebiT gTelavs. es yvelaferi koSmars gavs.

gareTa naxati gamokveTili arabeskia, raRaciT sokos magonebs, warmoidgineT Sxamiani sokoebi Spaleris SeerTebis adgilebSi, am sokoebis usasrulo alya, TiTqos naxatis usasrulo xveulebSi iylortebian da ikvirtebian _ namdvilad raRac amdagvaria.

zogjer.

am Spaleris kidev erTi damaxasiaTebeli niSani is aris, rom sinaTlis cvlilebasTan erTad icvleba, magram amas Cems garda veravin amCnevs.

roca mze aRmosavleTis fanjridan Semodis, pirveli, grZeli sxivis SemosvlisTanave viwyeb yurebas, magram naxati daujereblad swrafad icvleba.

ai, yovelTvis ratom vuyureb am Spalers.

mTvaris Suqze _ roca mTvariani Ramea, mTvare mTeli Rame anaTebs am oTaxs _ verc ki vcnob, sul sxva Spaleri mgonia.

RamiT, nebismier Suqze, bindis dros, sanTlis, lamfis Suqze da yvelaze uaresi, mTvaris Suqze, wina naxati icvleba _ gisosebad gadaiqceva da mis ukan qalia, romelic Zalian cxadad Cans.

didi xani ver vxvdebodi ra Canda mTavari naxatis ukan, ra exata meore naxatze, magram axla darwmunebuli var, rom es qalia.

dRis Suqze qali gaCerebulia. memgoni es naxati aiZulebs iyos ase Cumad. iseTi sainteresoa, SemiZlia mTeli saaTis ganmavlobaSi Cumad vadevno Tvali.

axla kidev ufro did dros vatareb loginSi. joni ambobs, rom Zili kargia da rac SeiZleba didxans unda viZino.

yoveli Wamis Semdeg erTi saaTiT mainc masvenebda da amiT loginSi wolas mimaCvia.

es ki Zalian cudi Cvevaa, imitom rom, mainc ar viZineb.

amis gamo tyuilis Tqma miwevs, amaT xom ver vetyvi rom ar mZinavs?!

saqme imaSia, rom am bolo dros joni cota maSinebs.

zogjer Zalian ucnauria, xSirad jenic amoucnobi meCveneba.

zogjer vfiqrob, mecnieruli varaudis doneze, iqneb es Spaleris bralia!

jons Cumad vuTvalTvalebdi da ise, viTom raRacisTvis Sevedi oTaxSi. ramdenjerme gamoviWire Spalers rom akvirdeboda. erTxel jenisac wavaswari, xeliT exeboda.

jenim ar icoda oTaxSi rom viyavi da rodesac Cumad, Zalian Cumad vkiTxe, mainc ras uyurebda ase dakvirvebiT, ise Semotrialda TiTqos parvaze waaswres da mkiTxa ratom SevaSine.

mere miTxra, rom es Spaleri yvelafers alaqavebda, Cemi da jonis tansacmelze sul yviTeli laqebi iyo da mTxova ufro frTxilad vyofiliyaviT.

TiTqos damajereblad JRers, magram me vici rom naxats swavlobda, Tumca, ra Tqma unda, Cems meti am Spalers veravin amoxsnis.

cxovreba ufro metad saintereso gaxda. raRacis molodini, raRacaze dakvirveba Zalian mexmareba. am bolo dros ufro mets vWam da ufro mSvidad var.

jons Zalian uxaria Cems gamojanmrTelebas rom xedavs. amas winaT ixumra, rom Cemi Spaleris miuxedavad mainc jan_RoniT var savse.

mec siciliT vupasuxe. ra Tqma unda jonisTvis ar miTqvams, rom es swored Spaleris damsaxurebaa _ damcinebda. SeiZleba Cemi aqedan wayvanac ki moendomebina.

me ki oTaxis datoveba manamde ar minda, sanam Spaleris saidumlos bolomde ar amovxsni. erTi kvira dagvrCa da mgoni es dro sakmarisi iqneba.

Tavs namdvilad ukeT vgrZnob!

marTalia Rame didxans ar mZinavs, Spalers vuyureb, movlenebis ganviTarebas vakvirdebi, magram dRis ganmavlobaSi mZinavs sakmarisad.

dilaobiT dakvirveba rTuli da damRlelia.

sokoebs yovelTvis axali ylortebi aqvT da maT garSemo yviTeli feric icvleba. ylortebis daTvla ar SemiZlia, miuxedavad imisa, rom amas sindisierad vcdilobdi.

es Spaleri yvelaze saocari yviTeli feria! yvelaferi maxsendeba rac yviTeli minaxavs _ magram maxsendeba ara mSvenieri sakaraqeebi, aramed Zveli, gafuWebuli, WuWyiani yviTeli nivTebi.

kidev aris raRaca _ suni! es suni me maSinve SevniSne am oTaxSi rom SemovediT, magram sufTa haerze da mzeze Zalian saSinlad ar momeCvena. axla erTi kviraa wvims da nislia da miuxedavad imisa fanjrebi daxurulia Tu Riaa es suni mainc aq aris.

TiTqmis mTels saxls moedo.

vxedav rogor dafrinavs sasadilo oTaxSi, rogor gatrunula SemosasvlelSi, rogor imaleba sastumro oTaxSi, rogor wevs Cems molodinSi kibeebze.

TmebSi mafrindeba.

maSinac ki, saseirnod roca mivdivar, Tavs Tu moulodnelad Semovabruneb _ iqvea es sunic.

Tan raRac nacnobi surnelia, saaTobiT vcdilob gavarkvio risi suni aqvs.

Tavidan cudi ar aris. TiTqos Zalian nazic ki, magram miuxedavad amisa, jer arasdros migrZvnia aseTi gamZle suni.

aseT nestian amindSi ki saerTod saSinelebaa. RamiT viRviZeb da vxedav rogor kidia Cems Tavze.

Tavidan Zalian miSlida xels. saxlis dawvazec ki vfiqrobdi. ramenairad am sunamde rom mimeRwia.

magram axla SeveCvie. erTaderTi, rasac mivxvdi is aris, rom am suns Spaleris feri aqvs. yviTeli suni.

kedelze erTi saintereso xazia, qvemoT, iatakTan iwyeba da zolad gasdevs mTel oTaxs. yvela avejis ukan midis, garda sawolisa. raRacnairi grZeli, swori xazia, TiTqos Tavidan da Tavidan usvamdnen.

sainteresoa vin da rogor daxaza es xazi, an ratom. garSemo, garSemo midis _ garSemo, garSemo _ Tavbru mexveva!

bolosdabolos raRaca mainc aRmovaCine.

Rameebis ganmavlobaSi Spaleris cvlilebaze dakvirvebiT, rogorc iqna misi saidumlo gavige.

wina naxati namdvilad moZraobs! mas ukan damaluli qali amoZravebs!

zogjer vfiqrob, rom Spaleris ukan ara erTi, aramed ramdenime qalia, zogjer vfiqrob, rom mxolod erTia, Zalian swrafad dacocavs, swored amitom inZreva wina naxati.

ganaTebul adgilebSi qali Cerdeba, bnel adgilebSi ki gisosebs kidebs xels da mTeli ZaliT anjRrevs.

yovelTvis cdilobs am gisosebisgan Tavi gaiTavisuflos. Tumca es naxati ise gaxrCobs, rom iqedan gamosvlas veravin SeZlebs. albaT amitomac aqvs amdeni Tavi.

isini SigniT Sedian, naxati axrCobT, Tavdayira ayenebs maT da Tvalebic amitom uTeTrdebaT.

es Tavebi rom daefaraT, an saerTodac moecilebinaT, aseTi cudi Sesaxedi ar iqneboda.

memgoni is qali dilaobiT gareT gamodis.

da saidumlod getyviT kidec ratom vfiqrob ase _ me vnaxe!

Cemi oTaxis yvela fanjridan vxedav!

es is qalia, me vici, imitom rom yovelTvis dacocavs. qalebis umravlesoba ki dilaobiT ar dacocavs.

Crdilovan xeivanSi aRma_daRma dacocavs. vxedav vazis bnel talavarSi, baRSi.

vxedav xeebis qveS gawolil grZel gzazec, xolo roca romelime etli gamoivlis, vxedav rogor imaleba mayvlis buCqebSi.

me sulac ar vadanaSauleb mas. albaT Zalian Seuracxmyofelia, rodesac diliT mcocavs wagaswrebs vinme.

me yovelTvis vketav kars, rodesac dilaobiT davcocav. Rame amis gakeTeba ar SemiZlia, Torem joni raRacas ieWvebs.

joni ki am bolo dros cota ucnauri meCveneba da misi gaRizianeba ar minda. kargi iqneboda sxva oTaxSi gadasuliyo! Tanac ar minda is qali RamiT Cems garda vinmem gamoiyvanos.

mainteresebs mis danaxvas yvela fanjridan erTdroulad Tu SevZleb.

magram rogor swrafadac ar unda mivbrunde, is mxolod erTi fanjridan Cans.

miuxedavad imisa, rom sul Tvals vadevneb, is albaT ufro swrafad dacocavs vidre me vbrundebi. ramdenjerme vuyure mis cocvas gaSlil mindorze, qariani amindis RrubeliviT swrafia.

ra iqneboda es zeviTa naxati rom mocileboda qveda naxats, unda vcado, nel_nela.

kidev aRmovaCine erTi saintereso raRac, magram axla amaze arafers getyviT, xalxs metismetad ar unda endo.

qaRaldis mosaSoreblad mxolod ori dReEmrCeba, magram mgoni joni raRacas amCnevs. misi mzera ar momwons.

gavigone rogor dausva jenis ramdenime profesionaluri SekiTxva, jenim Zalian kargad dauxasiaTa Cemi mdgomareoba.

uTxra rom dRisiT bevri meZina.

jonma icis, rom Rame kargad ar mZinavs.

mec mkiTxa raRaceebi Tan Tavs maCvenebda, TiTqos Zalian vuyvarvar da zrunavs Cemze.

TiTqos simarTles ver vxvdebode!

sulac ar makvirvebs jonis qceva, ukve sami Tvea am Spaleris qveS Zinavs.

marTalia is mxolod me mainteresebs, magram jonisa da jenizec iqonia gavlena.

bolo dRea, magram absoluturad sakmarisia. joni am Rames qalaqSi rCeba da saRamomde ar iqneba.

jenis Cems oTaxSi undoda daZineba, eSmaki, magram me vuTxari rom marto ukeT daviZinebdi.

Wkvianuri iyo, Tumca ra Tqma unda marto arAvyofilvar. rogorc ki mTvare amovida da im ubedurma qalma cocva daiwyo, avdeqi da misaxmareblad mivirbine.

me vxevdi, is anjRrevda, is xevda, me vanjRrevdi. dilisTvis uzarmazari naWeri avaxieT

TiTqmis naxevar oTaxSi, Cemi Tavis simaRlemde.

roca mze amovida da am saSinelma naxatma Cveulebisamebr, dacinva damiwyo, gadavwyvite rom am saqmes dRes aucileblad movrCebodi.

xval mivdivarT da mTeli aveji isev qvemoT CaaqvT, winandeburad rom daawyon.

jenim kedels gaocebiT Sexeda, me ki mxiarulad vuTxari, rom ubralod javri amoviyare am sazizRar nivTze.

jenis gaecina da miTxra, rom saqmes TviTonac mixedavda, me rom ar davRliliyavi.

bolosdabolos Tavi mainc gasca!

magram me aq var da am Spalers xels Cems meti aravin axlebs.

jenis Cemi oTaxidan gayvana undoda, magram vuTxari, rom axla iq iseTi simSvide da sicariele iyo, rom cotas isev wavuZinebdi. vTxove arc sadilisTvis Sevewuxebine da Sevpirdi, rom roca gaviRviZebdi, aucileblad davuZaxebdi.

ase rom aRarc jenia, aRarc mosamsaxureebi, aRarc nivTebi. mxolod es uzarmazari, iatakze lursmnebiT miWedebuli sawoliRa darCa Tavisi tilos matrasiT.

dRes qvemoT daviZinebT da xval naviT wavalT saxlSi.

es oTaxi isev rom dacarielda Zalian momwons.

rogor yvelaferi gaufuWebiaT am bavSvebs.

SeiZleba iTqvas mTeli sawoli daRrRnilia.

Tumca, saqmes unda Sevudge.

kari Cavkete da gasaRebi fanjridan gadavagde.

gareT gasvla ar minda da miTumetes ar minda jonis mosvlamde vinme Semovides.

minda gavaoco.

oTaxSi Tokic maqvs, romelic jenimac ki ver SeniSna. is qali Tu gareT gamova da gaqcevas daapirebs, davabam.

Tumca damaviwyda, rom maRalze ise ver mivwvdebi rameze Tu ar davdeqi.

am sawols Zvrasac ver vuzam.

misi aweva da miCoCeba vcade, magram amaod. ise gavbrazdi, rom erT-erT kuTxeSi patara naglejic ki movaWame. kbilebi saSinlad metkina.

sadamdec mivwvdi mTlianad avaglije. xelebze mewebeba, magram es naxats moswons kidec. yvela es naxatis marwuxebSi moqceuli Tavebi, gamoberili Tvalebi da sokoebi ubralod damcinian.

ukve imdenad var gabrazebuli rom sasowarkveTilebaSi Cavvardi. kargi iqneboda fanjridan gadavmxtariyavi, magram gisosebia da cdac ki ar Rirs.

amas arc vizamdi. ara, ra Tqma unda. Zalian kargad vici, rom aseTi nabiji Seuferebeli da gaugebaria.

fanjridan gaxedvac ki ar minda _ gareT imdeni mcocavi qali Cans da ise swrafad dacocaven. . .

sainteresoa isinic Tu CemsaviT Spaleridan gamoZvrnen.

me Zalian kargad var dabmuli Cemsmierve damaluli TokiT. ara, gzaze veras didebiT ver gamiyvanen.

mgoni RamiT isev am naxatis ukan unda SevZvre da es cota ar iyos Znelia.

rom icodeT ra sasiamovnoa am SesaniSnav oTaxSi yofna da cocva.

ar minda gareT gasvla. gareT ar gaval. im SemTxvevaSic ki, Tu amas jeni mTxovs.

gareT miwaze momiwevs xoxva, gareT yvelaferi mwvanea da ara yviTeli.

aq ise rbilad davcocav iatakze. Tan Cemi mxaric kargad Cajda kedlis xazSi, gza rom ar davkargo.

joni movida!

araferi gamogiva, kars ver gaaReb!

yviris da abraxunebs!

jenis uyviris najaxi moitanos.

sircxvilia aseTi mSvenieri karis gatexva.

`jon, Zvirfaso~ _ nazi xmiT veubnebi _ `gasaRebi qvemoTaa, wina kibesTan, mravalZarRvas foTlebis qveS~

joni cotaxniT gaCumda

Semdeg wynarad miTxra: `gaaReE karebi, Zvirfaso~

`ar SemiZlia~ _ vambob me _ `gasaRebi qvemoTaa, mravalZarRvas foTlebis qveS.~ Semdeg igive ramdenjerme, Zalian nela da wynarad gavimeore, imdenjer, rom joni gasaRebis mosaZebnad Cavida. ra Tqma unda ipova kidec da oTaxSi Semovida. karebSi gaSeSda.

`ra xdeba?~ _ daiyvira _ `ras akeTeb?~

me cocvas vagrZelebdi, mxolod mxars iqiT vuyurebdi jons.

`rogorc iqna gamovedi~ _ vTqvi me _ `Seni da jenis miuxedavad. TiTqmis mTlianad avaglije Spaleri ukan rom aRar CamsvaT~