051004 mood:
wow i havent updated in exactly a month. im starting to use that xanga.com crap more. it seems i have more fans on xanga than this site. the thing i hate about using it though is that its so hard to customize. its gay oh well, ill try to well round myself in my internet postings. well since my last post on this site, i've been accepting the fact that jackie is gone. ahhh, i still miss her though. anyhoo, not dwelling on the bad, i met this awesome girl not so long ago, and.... well wish me luck guys

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041004 mood: I hope sunday will be better than this....

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040904 mood:
Well yesterday was pretty cool, went to dalt0ns bbq and had a lot of fun. uhm we got some henessy, my clutch broke, so im not driving for a while, and me hally and mike prayed for Jackie Emnas. Well yeah I'm at mikes right now its 4:18 AM....sorry 19..20 now....and uhh 21 now...geez man im going to sleep......

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040704 mood:


R.I.P.
Well I made that picture for Jackie just a second ago, but geez. I just can't belive it man, first Ben goes, now this...its not right...its not..It makes you wonder whose next. Why in God's plan did she had to suffer like this? I mean she had everything going for her: She was smart as hell, she went to a good college, she was beautiful, and she was the coolest girl that I ever met. She had every asset for the "perfect girl". What else can you ask for ? Wings maybe ? I knew she was an angel, but who knew they'd give her the job early. No matter if you knew her personally or indirectly, may we all wish you peace. There is a time and place for everything, a destination for everyone, and we all know where she is.

in the v.i.p. of club seventh heaven showing those angels whats up !!!!

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040604 mood:
I FORGOT THE I IN "OFFICIALLY" well i got a new cellphone. sooo prepare to change digits....

6298993
At&t customers are welcome to call. So call if you love me

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040404 mood:
OMG TODAY IS 040404.
LOL sorry i thought that was cool....but anyways...yeah. World Of Nations was gay because of the traditional fights with the "AZN" gangster kids that happen every year. Besides that it was awesome ! I met Rizza, O-really-not-really-but-really ORILIA, and Megan Those we're my firework buddies. Anwyays i got drunk with THE SEXINESS CREW this weekend. and that was the coolest thing ever !! and uhm KENDALL IS OFFICALLY COOL WITH ME

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031204 mood:
Man 3 hours and I'm leaving to go to the Homeland. I had so much fun hanging out with THE SEXINESS CREW. I invited Brooke to come hang out with us, and like her friend Kendall,or whatever, ruined it for me. I mean, Brooke is cool as hell man, and sexy too, but her friend was being so friggin mean to me. Prolly its because when I was gone they cracked a bunch of white jokes on her, but who knows ? But other than that,I HAD A FANTASGREAT TIME. We chylled at Aaron's and Hally's. It's like I never wanted to leave those guys, but I have no choice. Well see you guys after the break !

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031004 mood:
UGH I feel like shit.
I was talking to Dom and Aaron and I realized I am becoming "uncool". They're right. Everyone that I introduced Dom and Aaron to, talk to them more and don't talk to me anymore. It's like I'm different or something. I dont feel any different, but whatever. I guess I didn't mean much to those people anyways. Then what made me even more sad was that my mom mentioned my ex-girlfriend Kayleigh. She saw her at Firehouse when she was getting me sum food. I'm over Kayleigh, but man, I still care for her you know? She deserves everything that is good in this world, but I dont know....she has too many problems going on. I pray for that girl more than me, I'm serious. I always wish the best for her. Singleness is making me go crazy. Now that dalt0n got something good going for him, im feeling left out and getting jealous dude. He's like "Talk to Amy Supa" I'm like "I wish I wasn't scared to talk to her.". Then dalt0n said "Dont be scared. WE AINT NEVER SCARED ! Eastside!" I go "I wish I could see her out of work too. I really do." Geez man, I wish I grow some FUCKING balls and talk to her, even though I dont think I have a chance in hell. Bah ! I'm going hit up my slow jams and hopefully I see Dalt0n tomorrow to cheer me up so i can be on the good foot before I leave.

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030704 mood:
Yesterday didnt go as planned. James and I didnt hang out. Aaron was suppose to chyll with us too (or so i thought) cause i wont be here for spring break. Instead he got drunk off his ass and decides to call me when hes drunk to bring him home. I was sitting there thinking like, "wtf is he thinking". Fucking 300 ghz. Then Thu didn't IM me or called today about directions to Laura's birthday party. I really wanted to go too, but oh well I guess that was my fault for not calling her. I prolly its because we rarely talk now, i dunno it seems different. If I didnt chyll with Mike or dalt0n I would of prolly gone crazy today. LOL ! Well this Thursday I'm going to be in the Phillipines for almost 2 weeks. Im going to miss you guys <3

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030604 mood:

CONGRATZ TO

AARON AND SARAH

You're my boy blue ! Well i hope yall like the new layout. Hmm...today i might go to the mall with James and Mike, and prolly Aaron. Then imma pick up dalt0n later and hopefully Laura's birthday partything....her Quincettta (or however you spell it). Well that is if Thu gives me the directions or the actual invitation by later today...oh well.... things might not go according to plan, but I hope they do.

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030404 mood:
I added new pictures and videos. Check em' out !@!?#!

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030204 mood:
I just woke up from my 12 hour rest, but yeah, this weekend was like...HALO... Me, Aaron, Dom, Hally, and Mike played this game till the break of dawn. I swear. Friday we played Halo until Britney's dinner thing. Then sat we played Halo before and AFTER her birthday party. GOT DAMN ! I seriously dont want to see that game this weekend because me and Aaron had after game effects...Symptoms ??? He was seeing crosshair's and lil guys running around, and I was hearing the portals ringing in my ears. Its finally gone now, but yeah, NO HALO this weekend for damn sure !!! Ahhhh, well imma do some Anatomy cramming before my test......to be continued.....

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022104 mood:
Well I'm not really mad, but just dissapointed. We didnt go to SCHOOL 4 that day, and most of the sexiness crew were split up, and I didn't want to go with 30 people that I'm not really close with. Well Dalt0n was at work, Aaron was at Jordan's party, Hally was at Eliza's baby's baptismal/party thing, then me and mike was at bummin that damn mall. (tell you the truth, i hate doing that) But anyways, I met up with Aaron and Dom and we went to Mikes house and chylled there. y0 PJ if ur reading this YOURE ONE CRAZY MOtHER *shut y0 mouth*. hah ! God I hate mondays, I hate school, i hate test... test all week this week. blah bleh blue blah fuck.

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022004 mood:
Man, today we're going to the infamous SCHOOL 4. Oooo yeah, I know right ? scray huh ? But yeah yesterday was a BLAST ! I hung out with dalt0n aar0n d0m and hally and oh boy was it fun. I went to the mall for like two seconds to get some pink shoe laces, saw amy and melted inside.(you didnt just read that)ANYWAYS Then we ate at hooters, then chylled at aar0ns for a lil bit. Bah, I hope everything goes as planned today. Usually they never do. Oh yeah on more thing, Aaron if ur reading this YOU ARE NOT THE MASTER OF PILLOW FIGHTING.

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021404 mood:
the man of the day

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