"If this is a crush I don't think I could take the real thing" Ben Affleck-Chasing Amy

It's Been Awhile
Staind

It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high
it's been a while since I first saw you
it's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again
it's been awhile since I could call you
but everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been awhile since I could say I wasn't addicted
it's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well
it's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
but all that shit seems to disapear when I'm with you
but everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked up things again
why must I feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day
it's been awhile since I could look at myself straight
it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste
but everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high
it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry

"Everything that I've ever done has been for you." Ethan Hawk-Great Expectations

Waking Up Beside You
Stabbing Westward

I've been so alone for so long
forgotten by the world, forgotten by myself
your effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away
but I knew you would never stay
so I memorized the color of your eyes
as I lost myself inside you
I memorized the way our legs entwined
as I drifted off beside you
I miss, god I miss waking up beside you
at night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
afraid the day will come
and I'll wake up and find you gone
but you promised that you'd not abandon me
and kissed fears away
but I woke up to that day
but I memorized the way our eyes would meet
reflected in the bathroom mirror
and I memorized your naked silhouette
as you slowly brushed you hair
I miss, god I miss waking up beside you
I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts, to wake up so alone
but I'd memorized how your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
and I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
and played upon your body
I miss, god I miss waking up beside you

"You know what I'm afraid of? Seeing you on the street and having one of those artificial conversations." Julia Stiles-Down To You

Mourning
Tantric
Is there something that you're trying to say?
Don't hold back now
It's been along time since I felt this way
so don't hold back now
I puposely forgot about
loving anyone
cause I'm the only one who has
who has been stepped upon
Is there something that you're trying to say?
cause I can take it
cause I grew up a man this way
and if I'm hurt I'll shake it
I'll crawl back into my cave
that's how I'll make it
cause out of all this hurt we have beauty thus become
and beauty thus become
CHORUS In the mourning I can see the sights
no wonder I could never keep you satisfied
in the mourning I can see inside
myself and all the things that you were trying to hide REPEAT
wishing all the best for you
and now I will say goodbye
cause all the shit that we've been through
put wisdom in my eyes
so walk away
don't turn around
cause I won't be standing here
cause all the lies that I've been living through
are becoming very clear
and beauty thus become
CHORUS
then you conned me into thinking
that all I had was you
the small insinuations were
cutting me through, cutting me through
And now stand alone
stronger than before
and I'll....never go back, never go back, never go

"True friends will stab you in the front" -Oscar Wilde

I Remember
Stabbing Westward
Do you ever wonder where we would be
if we'd have tried a little harder
it seems like yesterday
we were making plans for the future
but it's been so long since I have known the truth
these dreams we've left abandoned
and I'm haunted by your face
and the memory of your kisses, sweet kisses
do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
we swore we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time
these memories slip away
the ghost pf what we were is fading
but there is no more pain
which is funny cause that night I was dying, I was dying
now I don't even recognize
the girl I swore that someday I would marry
but I can't forget her face
and I can't forget her kisses, sweet kisses
do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember always feeling so alive
do you remember?
I still can't get forget your touch
we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time
do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
or how we swore that we would never be alone
do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember?
'cause I still can't forget your touch
we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time
do you remember?
god I remember so much

Andrew W.K.
She Is Beautiful
I never knew Girls existed like you,
But now that I do,I'd really like to get to know you.
Pre-Chorus
The Girl's too Young,She don't need any better.
Its all coming back,I can feel it.
The Girl's too Young,She don't know any better.
Its all coming back,I can feel it.
Chorus
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
The Girl is Beautiful.
You're giving me moves and hints from all sides,
And when you hit like that you melt my eyes.
Pre-Chorus
The Girl's too Young,She don't need any better.
Its all coming back,I can feel it.
The Girl's too Young,She don't know any better.
Its all coming back I can feel it.
And though I never know you,I look at your face.
To tell you that I love you,Don't know what to say.
I give everything I got to the Beautiful Girl,The Only Thing I live for in the Whole Wide World.
Chorus
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
The Girl is Beautiful.
I ain't got nothing to lose,(Nothing to Lose).
gonna throw it away,and talk to you.
(She looks Good) She looks Good,(And it's True) And it's true.
The Girl is Beautiful,She is Beautiful.
I ain't got nothing to lose,(Nothing to Lose).
I'm only living one time,And I want you.(She looks Good) She looks Good,(And it's True) And it's true.
The Girl is Beautiful,She is Beautiful.
Chorus
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
Na na na na na na na na
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
Na na na na na na na na
The Girl is Beautiful.She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
Na na na na na na na na
She is Beautiful,(She is Beautiful).
Na na na na na na na na
I ain't got nothing to lose,(Nothing to Lose).
gonna throw it away,and talk to you.
(She looks Good) She looks Good,(And it's True) And it's true.
The Girl is Beautiful,She is Beautiful.
I ain't got nothing to lose,(Nothing to Lose).
And i'll never forget When I saw you.
(She looks Good) She looks Good,(And it's True) And it's true.
The Girl is Beautiful,She is Beautiful.

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