愛一個人∼真係好難嫁,第一次動心,就已經帶俾我痛苦..
我同佢..就可以講話有緣無份..返學o既第一日,我已經一眼睇中佢..同自己講,我一定要識
到佢~點知冇幾耐..(朋友介紹)我真係識到佢,我地仲好好朋友,仲有傾開電話o既習慣,好開
心..我真係好開心..因為我估唔到我可以咁快識到佢..仲要做到friend,我真係好鐘意佢~佢
可以話係我心目心o既人選~而家d朋友都好支持我..叫我一定要加油"媾"到佢返黎,做我老公
仔,我聽到當然好開心..日日返學都好開心~因為又可以見倒佢..但我只係暗戀,唔敢講俾佢
聽..佢都幾受女仔歡迎下..每當我見倒佢同d女仔玩,我就會好唔開心..好想過去煎佢一"把"
不過..只係想o者我邊會捨得>..<................我暗戀佢都有半個學期.............值
接有一次~我地全級都要做一個音樂報告..我就"襯"呢一個機會約佢...
佢都答應左~~~~~~~~~~~到左o個日喇~我同我o既朋友同佢一齊去做報告..我地做到好夜..11
點幾..你知啦~咁夜..一個女仔返屋企..冇可能o既~嘻嘻..所以o個晚佢就送左我返屋企..
o個晚我地真係玩得好開心..成條街得我地幾個~好開心......................就係呢一晚
另到我知道原來我一直都唔係單戀緊佢...........o係o個晚之後..我同佢幾乎日日傾電話
..仲要係唔想收線o個隻.............幾日後..一樣..都係佢打俾我(因為我唔會主動打俾
人)但有唔同o既就係我地o既內容..佢竟然向我示愛..我真係好開心好開心..但我冇表現出
黎..因為我唔可以咁cheap~但我o既反應就係...下?!~之後..我亦都好認真咁同佢講..我都
係愛佢..呢一個電話..真係好甜...佢講左好多佢o既o野俾我聽..我好開心,但我冇乜點出聲
,因為我太想聽佢把聲喇..我情願唔講野..俾佢講哂~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~示愛幾
日~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~都一樣..但我地連手隻都未拖過...不過我已經滿足好甜...........
佢亦都知我唔鐘意佢成日同d女仔玩..佢為我改...................................一路
我地都好甜..好開心...............
但好怪....慢慢我地冇乜點講野~大家好似都淡左咁..我好難頂..好難受..佢d朋友都已經叫
我啊嫂..啊嫂..我同佢都冇介意.....但我同佢就好似,散左咁....
我終於忍唔住..我寫左封信俾佢..問清楚佢..做乜野~~~~~~
主要我係想問~佢仲愛唔愛我..佢以前同我講既野係咪真.......................
俾信佢o個日我好緊張..俾完我就好快返屋企..等佢打俾我...................終於電話黎
喇..佢俾我既答案我都唔知應該開心完傷心..佢一直都好鐘意我..佢以前講過既每一句說話
都係真既..我好開心,但可惜o既係佢話佢而家冇鐘意人!!
唉~我真係唔知點...由o個日.我同佢一直拖拖拉拉..我真係好辛苦......一日一日咁過....
今日既我..終於可以死倒心,因為我將我o既幸福俾左另一個對我好好o既老公仔..佢好錫我
..好愛我..但我唔知道我老公仔係咪佢o既代替品.....我好對唔住佢.............

 

 

 

 

milk
16-04-2003
 
First Love
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