i'm disappointed in myself again, you know,/ it's always something/ that i just had to let go but you were the one thing/ i wanted to do right in this world/ it's just the tv/ cigarettes and a bed and some cheap, soft drugs/ to keep me in my head/ that stop me from beggin' you to overlook my sins/ and if i could change this day/ i would/ and if i could make you stay/ i would/ i would/ i always wanted to have this wild exciting life / i thought i'd never, ever stop to check the price/ but you were the one thing/ i thought i could stay straight for/ and it's not a bad thing to be loose and hard and free so i/ understand why you have to leave but i'd do anything/ to find the better part of me/ for you/ and if i could change my ways/ i would/ and if i could make you stay/ i would/ i would/ i'm disappointed in myself again, you know/ it's always something that i just had to let go / but you were the one thing/ i wanted to do right/ in this world