Across the miles...

Across the miles if only you could read my thoughts,
I would feel your tear drops fall across my still face.
My heart would find its beat and once again I would experience that joy
of life that died inside me so many years ago.
What has taken the space of your absence I'll simply tell you this:
Memories of moments I'd only wish I could have frozen.
Love so painful, yet so necessary to go on living.
I have longed for you endlessly and the desire of wanting you
has left me so empty walking a darken path that sheds no light,
but instead it shows me the reflection of my darken soul.
My pleas continue to go unanswered
leaving me to battle with my inner spiritual-self to content.
I know you are the one that was meant to compliment my soul
and although people tell me to let go,
my heart can't free itself from the rapture of your love.
I must find the strength to break free of these shackles
that imprisoned my heart for I too have the right to find someone special
and give into love and make up for so much wasted time

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