06.07.2003 Sun.

尋晚其實搵完edwin 之後, 我都訓唔著...仲唔知點解....喊左出唻...或者好開心...edwin 對我咁好...感動...所以喊啦......

今朝起身發現自己訓得著...好開心呀...不過...又發惡+怪夢喇...我夢見自己唔知道自己未除con 就訓覺.....攪到起身o個時.....隻眼勁紅....仲好唔容易先除到副con 出唻添呀....幾驚呀....>.<

今朝原來真係返11點鐘choir 呀...我梗係遲左啦...我爸爸又要霸住個廁所喎.....攪到我成11點半先去到......仲要係已經飛的喎......激死....又用左 $30 呀.....>.<

練歌練到點半.....打俾edwin 啦....佢醒左lu...佢仲話今日會去同friend 去游水呀.....嘩...我都真係好想去呀......但我知道又唔關我事o架啦.....已經有dd 唔開心....我問佢咁今晚點....佢仲話佢應該會同d friend 食......唉......我即刻唔開心到冇晒野講...乜mood 都冇...之後我都冇野講lu....搭小巴搭屋企....send 左個message 俾佢話其實我今日好想見佢.....但冇計啦....唉........好唔開心...

返到屋企....我都已經唔開心到唔記得打俾edwin 話我返到....佢打唻o個時....我又態度勁差....咁係佢唔記得人地d 野喎...我去choir 又1點會o係旺角呀......我星期日就係去九龍城o架嘛......都就快半年啦.......唉......都冇心記就算喇.....

唉...我又進入頹廢狀態....乜都冇晒心機.....又掛住edwin 喎.....好後悔自己頭先用咁o既態度對佢..>.< 我就去左訓覺o勒...今日都已經唔知喊左幾多次...一諗到....掛住...但又冇得見....就想喊....>.< 冇用.....1811 佢都仲未打過唻.......唔知係咪仲嬲緊我呢....>.< 唉....

 

 

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