07.07.2003 Mon.

尋晚7點幾...edwin 打左俾我喇....哈哈...佢o係度話我.....游緊水點聽電話呀....咁呀.....我一接到佢電話即刻好開心到彈起呀....之後, 已經有d 想喊喇......edwin 又好似知我想喊緊....o係度問我..你又喊呀...咁......咁我梗係死都話冇啦.....^^咁我又真係勁左dd o既....send 左好多message 俾佢...又打過好多次俾佢......咁我真係有d 擔心佢丫嘛..佢夜晚就同左佢d friend o係大圍食飯........

到到零晨零時...edwin 2345話佢熨完衫就會訓覺覺...我就死到要佢等埋我個message 先訓......^^因為今日係edwin 生日日呀....我梗係要第一時間send birthday message 俾佢o架啦....^^我仲o係個message 度話....之後, 每一年佢o既生日都有我同你慶祝啦.....仲問佢好唔好添.....之後, 佢打電話俾我.....第一句就係「好」..^^ 希望真係可以啦..!!!!^^ 我一定會好好珍惜edwin 你o既..!!!^^之後佢就去訓覺lu...我就好似點幾先訓呀...仲要唔多訓得著...>.<

今朝冇返學對卷而係去左準備出show........10點半要o係九龍城上車...我就約左芷婷9點半食早餐o勒...^^我出門口o個時打俾edwin...edwin 以為我要返學囉....因為佢以為個show 晏晝先開始..

之後, 好啦...o係架車上面...我同芷婷同另外一個得意妹坐啦.....跟住..我未梳辮喎...就諗住問下佢地點好啦.....咁一定又o係到攪攪震o架啦....佢地...跟住有個我同佢一d 都唔熟....甚至我係幾乎唔識o既女仔上坐車喎...係咁o係度話我咁麻煩....梳咩丫....咁喎.....剪晒佢咪唔洗梳囉..咁喎.....嘩...慶到我死呀.....不過..我好人冇鬧佢...不過...真係超級憎佢.......

之後,到左會展啦......本來話11點會rehersal 點知....等到12點..竟然叫我地食飯先...都未有得her......我同琪琪同fanny share 左一盒飯仲要食唔晒....我左幾啖咋...完全冇胃口....>.<之後, o係度坐啦....o個個女仔又o係度一行過就攪人條辮喎...咩態度呀......好好攪呀.....又唔係同你好熟.....總之就已經好憫啦...

到到兩點幾...終於可以her 喇....唱左幾次.....試左幾次d 突發會發生d 咩事...d 鏡頭都點pan之後, 我地就又出返去休息lu......我地再入返去個會場o個時...已經係4點lu.....我地入去o個陣....入去o個條路超級多記者影相囉......佢地又行行下o係o個度加速喎..真係丫....我行過o個時.....d 記者都好似仲o係度影緊我以為佢地淨係會影我地前面d細o既添.....

o個個節目...4點鐘會o係亞視直播呀..我梗係有較預錄啦......咁o岩好日唔表演...一表演就係edwin 生日.....梗要錄啦.....送俾佢做生日禮物都好呀..^^

嘩...我地一共唱左兩首歌......不過....一首頭一首尾......中間一連串頒獎.....頒到我勁勁眼訓.....不過...有時片段訪問返d 醫護人員....有兩公婆都係醫護人員唻o架喎...嘩....你知我眼淺o架啦....感動少少已經會喊....o個時...我真係睇到有d 想喊呀...但跟住迫自己諗其他野.令自己唔好喊...

5點半就完左喇.....我同芷婷同琪琪諗住搭船過尖咀唱k o既.....點知琪琪媽媽唔俾....所以琪琪就話去食元氣o勒..之後, 我覺得我都唔係好肚餓..我就冇去到.....直接搭2 號返屋企o勒....

今日edwin 生日佢同屋企人食飯飯呀....去左尖咀食呀.....

我就一個人o係屋企睇電視....叮飯食...睇書.,....我細佬食完飯又訓左....o岩o岩做緊衛斯理我又勁驚喎..攪到我熄左電視..之後我就覺得屋企好靜靜呀......好驚呀.....所以就send 左個message 俾edwin o勒....edwin 冇耐就打電話搵我....話佢都返到屋企要去沖涼lu.....我都開左部腦陪我.......到到11點半..edwin 話訓lu...佢話好支力支力呀.......

今日問返polly 話對左phy chem 同english o既卷....唉....phy 都仲係唔多合格....但有人同我講話我有機考第一.....但係....第一我係想要.....但其實可能都唔易....我唔想自己希望越大失望越大呀...同埋....其實面前仲有一個更緊要o既exam o個個叫a-level 呀.....呢排edwin 聽到我話...d 成績差...都已經差唔多日日叫住我溫書....我都真係好想聽佢話...同埋我覺得佢真係對我好好....但係我自己其實都已經俾左唔少壓力我自己....如果我見到佢都咁緊張我...我會覺得如果我考唔好...我真係會令好多人失望呀......>.< 其實好辛苦.......真係想有一日乜都唔洗理....一d 壓力都冇.....冇野需要我去諗去驚......>.<

 

 

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