26.05.2003 Mon.

今朝遲左好多起身呀....攪到要搭的的返學呀....>.< 因為今朝要早返去on duty....尋晚....同edwin 傾左一陣電話...之後, 佢話要執野聽日返學..我以為佢執完會打俾我o架嘛.....等到11點8....覺得唔對路我就打左去搵佢o勒....原來佢已經訓左lu......攪到我仲等左一陣添...>.< 算啦....之後, 我都訓左lu....

今朝看o個班form 2 都好乖..唔洗我鬧人......之後, 閱讀堂...睇經濟日報副刊喎.....睇到有幾篇都幾正o架.....scan 上唻先得......中文堂....阿sir 終於派測左好耐o既測驗卷喇......56.5 分呀....唔知算唔算高分呢...^^ 嘻嘻.....小息on duty 喎.....順手俾左我媽媽星期六幫我o係quarrey bay o個邊拎o既OM o既野俾阿立..叫佢幫我手俾返訂左o個d 同學同阿sir......看form 3 o個時, d form 3 明明要轉課室..我嗌左好幾次都冇人理我喎....之後, 尹副校o岩o岩又o係門口喎......佢聽到我嗌極佢地都冇反應...就叫左佢地成班企起身.....叫我扣佢地秩序分....之後, 就叫我走o勒...佢就係咁鬧佢地o勒.....唉....都叫左佢地o架啦.....>.<

之後, 上左兩堂C.A. 嘩....宜家教緊visual fox pro 真係勁勁悶呀...>.< 跟住o個堂英文喎...硬係覺得miss chan 唔多掂....一份past paper 呀o個d...可以"dump" 成個月都未做晒.....以前...一個cycle 就要攪掂一年o既past paper o架喇...真係超級唔得.....第二個小息...班人算係好左少少啦.....不過...都係好曳..唉......

之後, 上左三堂phy lab o既堂....做experiment 喎....阿sir 話份worksheet 要落堂之前交喎....我咪拿拿聲做囉....橫掂我做唔做個experiment 都大約知個result o架喇...哈哈....點知我做緊o既時候...阿gil 就過左唻同我傾偈喎.....佢話....「我諗成班都係得你一個做緊o架喇...哈哈......其他人好似瀾泥咁o係度hea 」咁喎....佢都未講完....阿駿...狗糧...o個d 已經睇緊我份野喇...之後, 我坐o個張台就有勁多人圍住左lu......我隔離應該有adrian 啦...狗糧啦...阿力啦.....jonathan 啦..阿杰啦...總之好多好多人..唔係好熟o既kevin 都過左唻傾左兩句....攪到阿sir 都望住晒...之後, 原來阿sir 會俾model answer o架喎.....真係丫...都唔知佢地之前咁勤力唻做咩....傻瓜唻o既...哈哈....

放左學...我就同阿polly 同erica 去左學校後面間椰林閣食lunch o勒.....食完lunch...我就返屋企o勒...^^ edwin 今晚要返學學呀....

今晚有好睇電視睇呀....pearl 8:55pm 做oliver's twist 呀....係一個鬼佬整野食o架....睇見好似好好味咁o架...^^ 下個星期話會整chocolate tiramisu 添呀....一定好好味呀!!!^^

2351o岩o岩同edwin 傾完電話...本身第一次..我唔記得自己要講乜....去完toilet 之後, 又俾我諗到喎......我再打佢手提...已經熄左喇...之後, 打佢屋企.....我就講晒我要講o既野...唔知點解.....突然覺得自己好阻掟呀.....>.< 佢熄電話...即係就訓咁滯...我仲要打多次...好似好阻掟咁...>.< 唉....可能我就係咁唔識做人掛.......>.< 唔開心!! 頭先又好似淨係得我係咁講....佢好似求其應下我咁.....好單向呀......可能佢會話...喂...咁我平時都唔係點講野o架啦......係......佢無疑係冇錯....但係....我都會有少少情緒o架嘛....唉...不過...唔緊要啦...聽朝訓醒就會冇事....宜家o既我...已經比以前o既我....樂觀左好多好多.....依然會心痛....會個心「拿」住「拿」住...但已經唔再咁易就喊.....以前...可以我以最直接o既方式去表達內心o既感受....宜家只係轉左一個方式....忍住忍住.....以前對住乜野都可以發脾四o既我.....宜家面對住一個我係咁鍾意o既人....明明係好想發脾四...但都好努力好努力咁去忍...唔發嬲...我已經比以前進步左...叻左好多o架喇...... 如果日日都可以開開心心就好lu.....可能係我一直期望高啦.....所以少少唔如意就唔開心......係時候乜都唔諗...簡簡單單咁享受每一個明天喇! good night 喇...親愛的edwin! 聽日就會冇事.....心情去返normal...tune 返o岩個台....就會好好o架喇!

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