30.11.2003 Sun.

今日一起身.. 就作左miss tann o個度篇文.....都作到12點幾呀..之後, 就o係度睇雜誌...一路睇...一路有個人打俾我喎..係以前d icq friend ...我已經唔記得佢係邊個lu...講左一陣無聊野....

點幾.....打俾edwin. ....佢飲緊茶呀...我話俾佢聽我好早就起身....又作左文...又有個無聊人搵過我....佢話.....唔識就收線唔好嗲咁耐喎... 我下次會識做o架喇...

下晝...本身諗住好好地溫書o架..但....拎晒d 野出唻...一d 都溫唔入腦...唔想溫...... 打俾edwin ....edwin 話佢溫緊書..佢之前仲去左剪頭髮添呀...溫唔入腦係因為今日同edwin 講電話....硬係覺得....有d 唔自然....同平時唔同咁...

到佢4點幾5點打俾我... 佢話去篤波....同出旺角行街喎....同佢d friend....我就襯呢個時間想攪清楚.....講得清清楚楚o勒.... 原來....佢覺得我send 一大堆message 俾佢..佢越睇原來會越mung.....越唔likey o架... 佢唔講我真係唔知...佢又話我唔好咁煩....又叫我唔好再寫信俾佢..佢唔想睇喎....我話咁我都要搵一個途徑釋放出我自己d 唔開心o既情緒o架嘛...佢好想我溫書...但一唻掛住佢..二唻呢排成日俾佢鬧...鬧到我自己都失魂落魄....唔知點算.......又冇人可以俾我同佢講晒...我d 唔開心野喎....好辛苦o架嘛....講講下..我講到問題最晶結o個個位就係.... 我溫唔到書....同佢講....其實只係想佢講一d 支持我o既說話....support 下我o架咋......

佢知道之後, 態度即刻唔同晒...同返我講笑....叫我唔好再喊....喊到隻眼腫晒..唔靚咁... 我又突然笑返....但其實成日咁樣一啖砂糖一啖屎...我有時都會幾辛苦...但唔緊要啦... 之後, 我心情平靜左好多....慢慢執野.....準備再溫書....edwin 又突然打唻...同我講話..原來..佢同事.....星期四o個日....見到我地去過邊喎... 我都嚇左一跳...

之後, 我就溫左一陣英文.....因為chem 同phy 要用太多腦...我唔太想用腦....所以溫英文...

今晚2130 王喜拍o個套熱血狙擊終於做喇......都等左兩年lu... 不過...ending 又係王喜死....真係慘慘...

edwin 十點幾.....打俾我..話返緊屋企lu... 我地o既開心o既對話...又開始返lu....^^

我洗緊白白o個時...edwin 就打唻話訓覺豬lu...^^

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