12.10.2003 Sun.

今日11點幾起身....做埋d 未做完o既功課.... 諗住晏晝+ 夜晚可以出街.....因為edwin 講...今日會陪我.... 點知....佢點幾o個時... 剪完頭髮打俾我話.....今日唔得...唔出得.....因為晏d 要同佢阿哥o個邊食飯.....>.< 我即刻down 晒...好彩我未戴con.....未吹頭o者....如果唔係....我一定會更down ...更唔開心.....

我其實真係有一陣子 冇試過咁down lar.....你唔同我出街ok......但...唔好咁遲先話我知好唔好.... 我要時間去適應...我要plan 自己d 時間o架....我早d起身 趕埋d 功課...又係為乜呀.........如果早d 話我知...我就唔洗趕啦...我還有一日時間慢慢做喇.... >.< 我唔希望我o既生活咁戲劇性o架.... 我要o既唔係大起大跌......開心....之後唔開心呀.... 唉.... 我唔開心...係因為o係一個我冇prepare o既situation 之下......攪亂晒我原來諗住今日做o既野呀.......上個禮拜...edwin 話今日同我去銅鑼灣食雪糕....佢話佢都要拎衫定唔知咩o架...我問佢...你拎衫....你係咪一齊去先....佢仲答我係o架.... 好傷心呀!!!! 所有野都係呃人o既....我真係唔開心到喊左半個鐘呀......

之後, 我就決定今日唔溫書.......hea 都唔溫書呀....我打多一次電話俾佢...佢竟然會話我煩.....我喊.....佢咩都唔講....就叫我喊完先打俾佢......女仔唻o架.....係你整喊我......點解.....會咁樣.....乙水都唔乙水就收我線呀....

我之後, 打俾佢......話佢聽今日sony o個度都有開...可以拎部機去整....佢又話遲d 先... ok la.....

我就o係一個咁唔開心o既情況之下.....用筆將我o既情緒發洩o係信紙上面......寫左一封信俾edwin.... 我好希望佢會了解我多dd.....

寫完之後.睇電視....睇東風台....一個睇完我知....佢會令我開心d o既一個台..... 真係開心返d.....

有d 支力......諗住去訓.....但點知成個腦都係edwin.....完全訓唔著....

之後, 夜晚有煙花睇呀......睇左日本同美國o既firework......日本o個d 都唔靚o既....>.<

夜晚...我10點幾11點打俾佢... 我已經唔再嬲喇....嬲唻都冇用..... 我就同佢傾左一陣....都唔阻住佢..lu......叫佢早d 訓...就收線lu.... 我問佢...聽日洗唔洗OT.....佢話未知.... 佢話得未知.....多數係要o架喇.....拿....咁我就有心理準備....佢陪唔到我啦嘛....咁我就唔會咁唔開心啦... 老公仔....明嘛.???? ^^

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