24.10.2003 Fri.

今日之後, 就唔洗再on duty lu....開心..... 日日對住d 死人low form 好猛.....鬧佢又覺得蹝氣...唔鬧又唔抵得....

小息.....突然好唔開心...>.< 唔知做咩唔開心o架喎....唉.....>.<

lunch 開始就心情好返dd o勒....

放學之後, o係學校無聊......梁sir 就入左唻俾SCMP o個張sunday morning post o既領取證我o勒.....

我又唔想溫書喎....所以就o係度睇下書.....無聊o勒.... 見到erica 小雨佢地溫書...但又唔多明..... 諗住過去望望睇下有咩幫到手啦.... 阿駿其實已經開始講緊俾佢地知o架喇......係我無聊行埋去o者......點知.....講唔夠兩句....小雨就唔知發現左d 乜...同erica o係度細聲講大聲笑o勒.... 我問佢地咩事....我又要聽o個陣...小雨竟然答我冇野囉.......唉....我明知佢地唔係講緊我o架.... 聽下都唔得.... 唉...... 咁我就一個人.......冇出聲地行開左..... 我都唔知我可以再做d 咩喇.....唉....心淡....

呢排同edwin 已經成日攪到我唔開心........同學之間.... 更加令我覺得唔開心......比edwin o個d ......更更唔開心.... 有時.....我都知我衰.... 將d 唔開心....combine 埋一齊......將d 脾氣發晒o係edwin 度.....所以edwin 有時會覺得我唔知做咩....咩都喊得一餐.... 我係易喊..... 我都覺得我自己太脆弱... 少少野就可以攪喊我.... 但其實點解我會咁丫.... 我覺得可能係因為其實我每日實在俾太多野.....攪到我好煩喇........讀書....又讀到傻.....一唔識就覺得自己點解可以唔識o架....好煩...好憫.....同學之間......成日都會有一d 野令我覺得都幾唔掂呀....唔講係咩啦...費事....但有時都好開心同佢地一齊喇.....^^

之後, 我去完tiolet....就提左佢地一提話夠鐘要去補習.....之後, 我就自己行左先o勒...

之後, 我就自己一個去補習....

補完習....edwin 都放左工去緊飲lu....因為今日係佢個friend 結婚擺酒呀.........我一路坐巴士...一路發呆......我估唔到edwin 會再打俾我o架.......好開心呀.... 原來佢d friend 未到呀....好開心佢覺得無聊同悶o個時...會諗起我....打俾我...同我傾偈.....我覺得對一個唔鍾意傾電話o既男朋友會做呢樣野...我已經覺得好開心喇....希望下次佢再覺得悶...o個時..都會諗起我...打俾我啦...

我聽朝仲要返學呀.....12點幾...訓.......拎左個電話陪我...因為我驚edwin 會打俾我......因為佢到12點幾....都仲係一個電話都冇呀....>.<

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