FW: The eternal optimist
Hey...this is really touching...a speech from Ronald Reagan's wife...
The Eternal Optimist
Editor's note: Before her husband's
death, Nancy Reagan wrote about her memories of him for TIME
By
NANCY REAGAN
Posted
Sunday, June 6, 2004
Ronnie always believed that
God has a plan for each of us and that we might not know what it is now, but
eventually we will.
He never took off or landed in
a plane without looking out the window and saying a silent prayer. I don't think
many people knew this. He was the eternal optimist¡Xthe glass was always half
full, not half empty.
I think his faith and his
comfort with himself accounts for that optimism. Since he felt that everything
happens for a reason, he never saw things darkly. After he was shot and we
almost lost him, he lay on his hospital bed staring at the ceiling and praying.
He told me that he realized he couldn't pray just for himself, that it wouldn't
be right, and that he also had to pray for John Hinckley. Hinckley's parents
sent him a note and he wrote a nice one back to them.
Later, Cardinal Cooke visited
Ronnie in the White House and said, "God was certainly sitting on your shoulder
that day." Ronnie replied, "Yes, I know, and I made up my mind that all the days
I have left belong to Him."
Ronnie was a very private man
but also gregarious, and he loved seeing and meeting people. After being married
to him for 52 years, I have so many memories. He was very sentimental and
romantic and tender. On my birthday, he always sent my mother flowers to thank
her for having me, and he wrote me beautiful, touching letters when we had to be
apart.
Some time ago, he went for a
walk and passed a house with roses in front. He bent over to pick one, and the
Secret Service agent reminded him it wasn't his house. He looked stricken and
said, "But I want to give it to my lady." He picked it and brought it home to
me.
You cannot talk about Ronnie
without mentioning his wonderful sense of humor. I think he could tell stories
all day without repeating himself¡Xa joy for people with him, but he also made
use of it politically. If things got a little heated and tense, he would break
the tension with a story. By the time he ended, the mood would have changed, and
they got on with the business with no rancor.
Ronnie always told his
children, "If you go into a store and feel that the clerk is being rude, stop
and think that she may have had a tough day, and put yourself in her shoes." I
remember that he told his son, "A gentleman always does the kind thing." Yes,
Ronnie could be stubborn¡Xbut always with a smile.
He was deeply guided by the
principle that the Soviet system was wrong. It made a tremendous impression when
we went to Berlin and stood on a balcony to see the other side. There was not a
soul on the street, and we thought how eerie and disturbing that was. When we
went to Checkpoint Charlie, and Ronnie was shown the line that people couldn't
cross, he took his foot and put it over the line. He felt it was important to
assert what was right. He got very stubborn and even mad when his advisers would
take out a line he really believed from a speech. It was on that trip that he
stood in front of the Berlin Wall and said, "Mr. Gorbachev, tear down this
wall!"
Ronnie felt this was his
greatest accomplishment¡Xfinding a safe ending to the cold war. And his other
great legacy, he felt, was giving our country back its optimism.
At our last Kennedy Center
Honors show, Walter Cronkite went back onstage at the end and brought out all
the cast, performers and crew to salute us. By this time, the aisles were filled
with ushers, and he gave a very touching tribute. The audience then turned,
faced us and sang Auld Lang Syne. I had dissolved into tears by that
time. But Ronnie called down, "Beats getting an Oscar." Only Ronnie could do
that.
When we were leaving the White
House for the last time and walking toward the helicopter, he turned to me with
his heartwarming grin. "Well, it's been a wonderful eight years," he said. "All
in all, not bad. Not bad at all."
MICHAEL EVANS / ZUMA PRESS
TOGETHER: The Reagans ride horses in California in 1980
I think they broke the mold when they made Ronnie. He was a man of strong
principles and integrity. He had absolutely no ego, and he was very comfortable
in his own skin; therefore, he didn't feel he ever had to prove anything to
anyone. He said what he thought and believed. He could move from being a
sportscaster to moving pictures and TV, to being Governor of the largest state
in the country for eight years and then to being President for eight years, and
somehow remain the same wonderful man. Perhaps this was helped by his strong,
unshakable religious beliefs.