09/07/05

原本應該sleep o架啦, 但因阿嫲個電視機太大聲, 我訓唔到; 跟著阿爸返家, 但就論到佢同我講人生大道理, 其實佢講得好啱, 只是我真係唔想/敢諗我的將來, 我只想試其他嘢, 或者揾份安穩我又可handle 的工, 但佢就話我會悶死, 佢話我咁諗只是我還未用心做一件事, 跟著.......一大堆大道理, 我唔知佢講得係咪全部啱, 但我想信佢見識咁多, 應該無錯. 只是佢叫我做的嘢, 暫時唔係我所想/我能力所至. 我覺得好痛苦, 唔知點做, 結果就哭了, 好彩無開燈, 唔係佢又話我咁大個女咁易喊, 又話. 不過, 佢就搞到我現在都訓唔到, 好辛苦ar! 明知一陣要開工, 還訓唔到. 唉!

今日只返上午, 其實對我而言並不是甚麼不快事, 只是因今天一早返工時遇到一件令我不快的事, 所以今天整體而言就是bad day. 我知自己技不如人, 但就算是一個能力比我強, 我累佢背好多鑊的人都唔會有今日嗰個人的反應, 我真係好唔開心, 我知道在這行, 粗口是等閒事, 但都不用時常掛在口中吧. 還要有一次是話我! 好苦呀! 我知係我小氣, 但我真是受不了嗰個人的態度! 可能是其他人比他世故, 大量吧! 我返咁耐都未試過咁受屈, 因好多時都是自己做錯, 故甘願受責, 但今次真不服囉. 一想到以後要與很多不同的人相處, 可能有很多好似佢咁, 或更甚者, 真不知如何是好. 爸爸還要我在這行待下去, 想到這裡, 不禁哭起來, 真怕自己返回Year 2 個時. 都係唔打, 訓覺算. 今日唯一高興的係我終於買到想買的"HITCH" soundtrack. 不過就用了我今日大部份人工. 但也很開心!

10/07/05

我好唔開心呀! 今日做咩都唔順, 咩都不能盡我所願, 好想哭呀! 點解我可以咁傻, 人講咩就信咩, 結果咪自己搞到自己唔開心, 有時真係想再白痴d, 咁就咩都唔要知唔要諗. 過咗去就算啦!

11/07/05

琴日傻咗, 今日正常d打日記, 其實可能係好耐無哭, 所以琴日一次過哭過夠. 我忽然覚得原來朋友比起一d我以為對我好重要的嘢來得好. 今天睇了一套我睇過的戲, 不過都是幾好笑, 可惜個ending 唔好啦, 好累呀, 點解人唔可以尊心一件事, 而不去想其他無謂嘢呢? 如果可以, 我想我可以 much more happy than now. 或許我應該知足吧, 我有好朋友, 又有好同事, 更有好上司, 最重要有疼我的父母. 我是否應該於願足意呢?!

12/07/05

我今日好充實, 因我約8:35am 俾Tina 叫醒, 其實應該係我叫她的, 但因唔知醒, 所以要她來叫我, 真唔好意思, 仲要連續兩日都咁失敗要人反過來叫自己起身, 希望聽日唔好又唔知醒啦! 好討厌咁無用的自己呀! 游泳游了one & an half hour, after bathing, Tina & I leave the swimming pool about 12:15pm, it's fun, but the worst thing is my goggles were broken at the begining. Therefore, I use nearly 20mins tried to fix it. Finally, I threw it away. Therefore, my eyes were quite uncomfortable.

Then, we went to have lunch with Mandy in 和民, the food there was fine, service was general as too many people there. Tina suggested to have photo after lunch, so we went to the "?" floor(forget which floor)to take the 貼紙相, but actually we took photo card only. Tina went to home to do revision, Mandy and I walked around Causeway Bay, we bought goggles, shampoo & condition. We finally shared 芒果糯米卷&楊枝甘露 together, sorry ar Mandy I made you fat tim ^;". Anyway, today I was quite happy, busy day can help me to stop thinking silly thing oh!!! Once again friendship is much important than anything. By the way, sorry ar Chris, I didn't phone to the book shop, but thanks for your help.

13/07/05

今日又不能在預計的時間起身啦, 不過都無遅到, 因我把約定的時間記早了, 所以還早了十分鐘, 真係要讚自己, ha... ha.... 今日茶會好無聊, 但都好, 知道原來班機都唔係預算中咁早, 枉我昨日還煩個friend 咁耐, 真唔好意思. 陪個friend 行咗成日都揾唔到佢啱的游泳衣, 好累呀! 不過, 今日最有建設就是去了唱k, 還有辦了台證, 好滿足呀.

原本飯後, 和媽咪去了睇波鞋, 其實一早係GigaSports已看中一對addidas, 可惜個價錢太貴, 最後我都係放棄了, 有點不捨, 但$480 買一對鞋, 對我而言,未免太不值了, 雖然連我媽咪都話我出少兩次街都買到, 但我就是唔捨得. 唔知呀! 可能過兩日我抽起條根就想買呢! 希望有discount啦! 唉!吝嗇鬼!

14/07/05

今日一早起身, 不過在家休到1:00pm先出門口, 原本是想在鰂魚涌圖書館借書的, 但因嗰到無, 所以就走到去中央圖書館, 點知我想借嗰本竟然俾人預約了, 明明在鰂魚涌圖書館check都仲有的, 唉! 幸好, 還借到其他有用的書. 跟著就揾了個friend去食tea, 原本是想買鞋的, 可是size 唔啱. 接著同阿媽去了太古城逛街, 可惜波鞋還是看不中. 苦! 不過, 最開心就是買到我睇中好耐的衫, 不過我覺得好肉痛, 因特價了還要件$137, 但它有貓頭鷹啊! 所以很喜歡, 也很開心. 還有, 今日個friend 介紹我去了另一間租碟舖, 那裡的碟比起我租開個間便宜一半(現在$4, 以前$8). 今日睇了"変相怪B", 個阿B如果唔發癲的時候, 都幾趣緻, 搞到我有d喜歡BB tim, anyway 都幾好睇.