This is
the first lesson only talking about the stage.
The lesson suddenly changed to a different world.
But this is not the main ideal that I got from this lesson.
What I got is I am very worry about my performance.
Each time you said ．you are very late・, and I would think ．oh! I am
too far behind・. And finally what
I have concluded is I am too far far far far behind.
What my
group have done is a schedule (better than nothing!). I don・t have any idea about my job even I don・t know
which character I will be (it・s true!). So
this lesson, I was very relaxed (in fact, it・s not) and had nothing to do.
I only listened to you and had my daydreaming.
Sometimes,
I really want to help my director. I
had nothing to do. But my director
has many jobs to do. However, I
cannot be sure that she needs help or not.
And if I give her some suggestions will she feel more confused?
I know we will have further discussion on the performance and will work
together. But should I do something
now or wait for her call?
Did I
waste a lesson or I waste my time? I
always think my time is meaningless. I
am alive just because I am not a dead people.
How to achieve a meaningful life? Or
everyone・s life is a meaningful life?