Chapter 39

The day had came and gone and it was the morning the guys were leaving to New York. It was a long morning. We had all gone out to dinner the night before and it was nice.it was like we are our a big family now.But even family needs their own privacy so after dinner we all went our seperate ways.Lance and pam went to the park, while joey, monika, and chris just wanted to have fun so they took off to Boomers a place where there are acrades, go karts, mini golf and of course a roller coaster! Jc and aj decided to have a romantic night at his house and sat out on the balcony holding eachother watching the stars over them. Justin took me out to one of my favorite places and that was to a park with a big lake - the closets thing to the beach out in orlando. We held hands as we walked around for a bit til we found a spot.we sat at the end oa dock.Justin sitting besides me with my head on his shoulder and his arms wrapped around me. He didnt talk much knowing the mornig would come soon and wed be apart for the weekend.we just sat there looking up at the sky enjoying eachother's company taking in the night knowing we couldnt hold eachother for days.It was around two when we got back home.Of course i fell asleep out on the dock and he had to carry me.He kissed my forehead as he layed beside me in bed pulling me closer to him.I placed my hand on his chest as i took a deep breath inhaling his scent. "i'm going to miss your arms being wrapped around me  making me feel safe." i whispered with my eyes still closed."and i'm going to miss having your slender figure next to mine." he whispered back as he kissed my head and said " go to sleep i'll still be here when you wake up." "hmmm." was all i said and drifted right back to sleep.   

The next morning was what you can call a little hetic. I woke up to justin's voice " baby,it's time to get up." I turned my face towards him and whispered"do i have to?" "no you dont have to i guess ill be going to have to say goodbye to you now." "NO!!!" i shouted as i sat up quickley and for the first time oopened my eyes to see justin sitting next to me still not dressed.I hit him on is arm,"thats not funny." he just smiled,"yes it was you looked so cute." i pulled my hair into a messy bJc as iajot up and out of bed. "are you happy now, im up?" i said as i made my way to get meachotherrom the hallway closet."actuallJustinuld be much happier if i could stay in bed all day with you." he said as he came up behind me and wrapped his arms aroundorlandost kissing my neck.I dropped the towel and turned to face him."you know that can be oarangedJustinaid with a smirk on my face as he leaned down and kissed me."you know i would love tdidnt..."  " i know jusmornigu cant." i said pulling back and picking up my towel and heading to the shower and shut the door.I let a sigh of frustration out and a "grrrrrr!!!" as i took a shower.When i came out justin was dressed and all packed.I put on my adidas and some shorts and my j-lo shirt and went downstairs. Everyone was downstairs. AJ,Pam,& Monika had their bags and i showed them to their own rooms where theyd be staying for the weekend.We all went out to breakfast and the rushed to the airport.i said my goodbyes to the guys with hugs and kisses on the cheek.I hugged justin tight and kissed him a couple of times.Pam held on tight to lance and gave him a few kisses that would keep him going throughout the weekend.Monika didnt really mind so much cuz she and joey werent that serious just yet but did give him a kiss.Aj made sure that Jc would only be thinking of her this weekend. Soon enough the guys boarded their plane and were on their way while we made sure we have the best all girl weekend ever!Sure wed miss our guys but comeon we still could have a little fun no harm in that.Its not like we cant breath without them.As soon as we got back we all agreed to get some sleep and 5 am wake up call doesnt work with us so we went straight to bed.We all got up around noon and ate some lunch watched some tv adn then decided to go swimming and work on our tan.The phone rang about 1 and it was the guys letting us know they got there alright.We all had our chance to talk to our guy.It was like playing pass the phone.About 5 we were all out of the pool and changing back into our clothes.we sat in the living room thinking of a plan to surprise the guys on their release night.We finally came up with the perfect pan but we would need a little help.So i was elected to give Johnny a call and talk to him.Yay! lucky me! i thought. Pam passed me the phone and i dialed the number.On the first ring he picked up. "Johnny here." "hey Johnny its Mary listen i need to talk to you,do you have a minute?" "yea mary hold on." "ok"  He turned to look at justin at his side as justin just gave him a confused look.Why would mary call Johnny but not me??Justin thought to himself. "Ok mary im all yours now what is it you need to talk about?" "well is justin nearby or any of the guys?" "yea they are all around me getting ready for a show." " well can you get away from them for a sec?" "yea ok" "great tell when." after a few seconds Johnny answered."ok now what is it?" "well the girls and i decided to surprise the guys in the party.we came up with a great pal and we need a little help from the band." "ok what does this plan intail exactly??" "well.... we thought that we could sing some of the famous nsync song but with our own little flavor of course.We just need the band to play the sngs or put on an acustic cd version of the songs.think you can help?" he chuckled a little bit before answering back."i definetly love the idea but i need to hear them first adn then we'll work out something.I'll get you some time and i'll call you later and we'll get the plan together." "great thanks Johnny!" "no problem mary anytime.talk to you soon." "bye." and i hung up the phone to see three faces starring at me. "WELL?!?!" Pam said breaking the silence. "He liked the idea and call later." they all jumped up and screamed YES!!!!!!! "hey Johnny what was that about?Is everything ok with mary?" justin asked as Johhny rentered the guys' dressing room. "everything is fine.Just wanted to check when you have some free time so she can call you." "ohh." justin said not buying anything he just said.something is up.gotta talk to her as soon as i get a chance. justin thought to himself as he sat back in his makeup chair. The guys just looked at him and just shrugged it off.If something was wrong they would hear their cell phones going off by now.    "Ok now that we know what we want to do, we have to come up with dance moves and changes the lyrics a little bit." I said with a evil grin going across my face. " well mary you are the good one with dance steps so you can do that and we'll all pitch in with the lyrics." Aj said as she was getting paper and a pencil.I went to the wallunit and picked up the new nsync cd that was coming out tuesday."ok gilr we have two and a half days to get this together.I'll play the cd and pick two songs one will be fast and another slow song." i said turning on the cd player."well why cant we get a remix that includes every song and we'll get every song down in a fraction of its time?" we all turned to look at monika."Thats a great idea!" I said as I turned off the entertainment system."we just have to run it by Juhhny first and see if he can get someone to make it." "maybe we can just ask dave, I mean he is been apart of the crew since they started and hes a great at playing the keyboard and we can start bringing it together today so that way we have two days to get the dance moves and practice." We all loooked at pam and had a group hug."you know if we'd become a singing group Nsync would have major competition!" we all burst into laughter after i made that coment.I was soon calling dave and filling him in on our idea.He called the studio and we could start working on it.We all jumped in Justin's black escalade and i drove to the studio where we met dave and a producer, mike cronin another close friend of Nsync's and he was going to be there at the party that nght."hey dave!" i said as i walked into the studio and saw him talking to someone.I came up to him and gave him a hug."so everything is set?" i asked. "yea, mary id like you to meet mike,he's going to help us with our little project." "hi!its nice to meet you." i said as i shoke his hand and smiled."so your justin's girlfriend?" "yea that would be me!" "Justin is one lucky guy to have a girl like you."I blushed."thanks." then i heard a couple of people clear their throats behind me. "oh, im sorry i forgot to introduce the rest of the gang.Mike, dave this is Monika,Pam and Aj." i said as i pointed them out to them.They all said their hi's and then we made our way to the studio."ok guys we have work to do so why dont we listen to the cd and made some lyric adjustments." dave said as the music to the first song came on.We were bopping our heads to the song titled "POP" and before we knew it we were on the last song of the track called "Do Your Thing" "well girls now i get to play around with it and make a short version of the whole cd and while i'm doing that you can go with dave and warm up and then i'll be ready for you girls to hit the mic." "alright sounds like a plan mike." i said as we followed dave out of room and ito where the mic was where we started warming up our voices.After about an hour we were singing to the remix and dividing parts seeing who was going to sing what.After about three hours we all agreed on a break.I went outside and I flipped on my cell to see i had a couple of voicemails probably from justin no doubt.I listened to all 7 of them.I called him back. "hey baby,where have you been?" "hey , just out with the girls.why?" it wasnt all a lie i was with the girls."i just got worried when i heard you talking to johnny.Is everything ok over there?" "yea things couldnt be better.Oh wait i know how to make things better but that would mean youd have to come home." i could hear him smile on the other end."babe, you know if i had the chance i would." "i know, but it was worth a try.you cant blame a girl for tryin." we both laughed."ok well i have to get back we are going back on the air." "alright will I talk to you later?" "of course baby.kisses."  "bye.smooches." I hung up the phone and headed back inside."ok girls, if they ask we all went to the mall today and out to eat.got our stories straight?" i asked them as we got back to the room."yea." "we were together all day which is true so we arent technically lying to them." I said as everyone just smiled evily. "ok everyone ready to finish what we started?" Dave said peeking his head into the room.we all nodded as we followed him back into the room.we were finally done around 8 that night and we headed to the car and jumped in."i say we get takeout." pam said as we pulled out of the parking lot.I got a better idea i say we have it delivered too." Aj said as she rested her head on Pam's shoulder."so i guess itll be pizza tonight right?" i sasked as i pulled onto the street and headed home."that would be a yes." monika said as she starred out the window. "no wonder the guys are always tired out when they are in the studio." i said out loud and all i got was "uh huh" from everyone. it was a quiet ride home except when the phones started to ring."i guess they are at their hotel." i said as we laughed. "remeber we were at the mall and heading home." We all agreed and answered the phones.Everyone was saying their " I miss you's and Where are you?" as we puled up to the house.We all got inside and headed to the living room.I went to my room and shut the door as i talked to justin."hey baby, i got a surprise for you." "justin you know im not to fond of those." "yea i know but you're gonna love it!" "tell me!!!" "no cuz then it wouldnt be a surprise!" " I promise i wont tell." i said in my childish voice."You know how much i looove that baby voice of yours." "yea i know.so tell me already!" "nope sorry babe." "ok fine but just remember what goes around comes around.two can play at that game." i said as i layed on the bed and got comfy.I yawned and my eyes got watery."awwww! did my baby have a long day?" "you will never believe it even if i told you." "ohh i think i could try me!" "i would but im soooo tired i can barely keep my eyes opened." " ok baby you get your beauty sleep and ill talk to yo tomorrow." "k goodnight J." "sweet dreams babydoll !" 'J?" "yea?" "do me a favor?" "anything you name it." "dont hang up til i fall asleep.I just want to hear your voice and Ive been waiting all day to talk to you plus itll help me sleep better." "ok as long as you dont hang up til i fall asleep." i laughed a little."deal." "so what do you want me to talk about?" "how was your day?" "long and full of questions about everything." "ahhh. So Mr. Timberlake do you have a girlfriend?" I said in one of my deep reporter voice. "well I met up with an old friend of mine and she is an amazing person beautiful and I am very lucky to have her becuz she is the perfect girl out there and i am the envy of every guy out there." "hmmm." was all I could say cuz i was almost asleep."and I love her very much." "hmm.." My breath became more relax as i was fully asleep now. " and her name is Mary, I love you with my whole heart> Goodnight my sweet angel." He said as he stya on the phone a few more minutes then hung up. Monika came to check up on me and saw me asleep so she took my phone and hung it up and place the bed sheet over me and turned off the light.

The next day was a lot of fun.We kept playing the ccd over and over again trying to come up with dance moves for the song but since it was a remix it went by very fast. we decided to put some moves in from old songs like tearin up my heart and bye bye bye. Some of us even fell couple of times like monika and actually we all fell at one time.It was all in good fun though and had a good laugh.It was worse then an aerobics class.Now we knew how even Chris stayed fit.By the end of the day we had it down.We had practiced all day in front of a mirror making sure we had it together. Around 6 we stopped for the day and decided to go out to eat to celebrate our hard work.we all took a shower and changed into jeans and shirts.We went to Fridays and got a booth. "hey guys, I think that we are going to blow the guys away when the see us perform." " I know i cant wait to see Jc's face." Aj said as she took a zip of her drink.We were all very excited.we were all very anci for tuesday to roll around but it was only saturday night and the guys were coming home monday moeachother's we got back home we all stayed up late couldntg a moeachotheralking about the party.Sunday rolled around and i decided to cook breakfast for everyone so i got up early and made eggs, toast and pancakes.layed setting everything down on the table when i heard the door bell rang."who could be here this early in the morning.As i'mpened the door i was shocked at who I saw standinnbspere."OMG!!!!!" i said as i wrapped my arms around their neck adn kissed him on the check."How did you find me??" I said as i pushed the door opened so he could come in."Well I heard about the house and I was worried about you so I came to see if you were alright.i know it took me a wahile but I couldnt get out of work and I had to track you down.I heard from an old friend you were with justin and knowing he was in a band and they lived in orlando it didnt take me long to get an address.I'm just glad you're ok." He said as he gave me a big hug. " I miss being able to hug you and talk to you."he said as he spun me around. "Mary who was at--" Monika started to say but stopped when she saw who was at my side."Omg!!!how are you?" she said as she hugged him."im good, I see you two are still unseprateable." we laughed."yea thats us we're attached at the hip." monika said as she smiled. "well at least I know I have two great people looking after the precious thing in my life well at least one of the few." "gee thanks, I love you too." i said as i hit him on his arm."oww! I was just kidding.So whats that wonderful smell coming from the kitchen?" "i made breakfast for everyone." "oh really?" "yea you hungry??" "you know it." "do you ever change?" "nope!" he said as he headed towards the dinning room to eat." so where's Justin?I was hoping to catch up on old times." " oh well he's promoting the cd since it comes out tuesday.Ohh you have to stay til then you have to come to the party!!" I said with hope in my heart."I"ll try my best but I gotta go see if i can stay in  the hotel longer." "no!! I refuse to have you stay at a hotel!You are staying here with me!" "okok no arguing there.I just hope itll be fine with justin." "why would he mind?" "i dont know just saying." "he wouldnt have a problem with it.I'll talk to him later anyways.well i gotta get the other girls up and tell them breakfast if ready." "Girls??" "yea my friends and dont think about they are all taken by one of the guys from the band so dont try it." "who said i was going to do something?" "come on be realistic here, we both know you would." "okokok you gotta point but i'll lay off." "good i'll be back." i said as i went up the stairs and told the girls we had company and that food was ready.We all ate and hung out most of the day.I was in the kitchen getting some drinks for everyone when I heard a voicce from behind me say " so are you two going out or is he just being a big bro to you?" "excuse me?" i said turning arund to face him."hey im just looking out for you and you know that i dont want to see you hurt thats all." "yea he's my boyfriend and i know he would never intentionally hurt me.Comeon now you know him as well as me or even better since you'r a guy." "i know but i dont want to see my little sister getting hurt especially with the things that happened recently." " I know but hes not like that." Wayne helped me get the drinks and the doorbell rang."wayne did you bring anyone with you?" "no." he said as he got up after me and walked to the kitchen t get some ice as i answered the door.My day was getting better and better as i opened the door i got yelled a "SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!" it was all the guys."OMG!" i said as i jumped into justin's arms and he gave me a big kiss and hug. we walked inside and he saw wayne's back."i come home early and you have a guy over??" justin said in a tone ive never heard before."Justin its not just any guy, its my brother!!" i said a little upset. " How could he have found you after all this time?"  "I heard about the old house and was worried about my little sister so i flew back home and foundout she was with you so i figured you lived here in Orlando.It didnt take me long to track your mom down and she gave me your address."Wayne said coming up behind me."hi justin nice to see you too." Wayne said in a nasty tone."ohh hey man, I thought that she.." "was what j, lying? cheating on you??dont jump to conclusions my sister isnt that type of person.If you dont know that by now then i guess you dont know my sister." wayne cut justin off. "thats not it." "then what was it?" Justin looked down. Wayne kissed my head and said" Im glad your ok mary but i gotta go.Maybe i'll stop by before my flight back to NY.Dont ever hesitate to call me ok?heres my #.Love you." he said as he gave me a kiss on my cheek."love you too." i said giving him a hug.He walked to the front door and left. I looked at justin."you know Im glad your home early but right now i dont want to see you." "mary wait--"  "save it j i dont wanna hear it." I said as i went upstairs and closed the door.I walked out to the balcony to see a car pull out of the drive way.He blew me a kiss and i grabbed it and placed it to my heart as i blew one back and he did the same.Then i watched his car drive off.I sat there and thought about what just happened.I figured i talk to him when i was calm.I took a shower and changed.I grabbed my purse headed downstairs to see everyone was in the living room or out.I pulled out the keys to the escalde and was heading for the door when a hand rested on my arm.I turned to see Jc standing there."dont bother he beat you to it, he took off right after you went upstairs." i looked down to the floor." i know, i saw him " i said as i looked up at Jc. "i just dont know what to do and i dont wanna stay here cuz everything i see reminds me of him and i just need to et out for awhile if i dont come back i'll most likely be at a hotel with my bro." "alright just watch where you're going." I nodded as i headed out. I drove for awhile and found a park.I walked around and then at by a tree.This is so stupid.I thought to myself.The only way to get this straight is if i talk to him.I got up and walked back to the car.I took out my cell phone adn had 2 voicemails one from my brother another from justin."listen i know i screwed up but like i told you the night before i am lucky to have you and i flipped when i saw a guy there.Im going to cool off for abit then im going to find your brother and talk to him and apologize.I hope you can forgive me too.Hope to talk to you soon." Then my brother's voicemail came up."hey mary listen i dont think im going to comeover if Im not wanted there.If you wanna hangout give me a call and i'll be there.as for the party i dont think i can make it ince my flight is that morning i was supposed to leave wednesday but i changed it.Im sorry.call me later.bye ceutie." I smiled that was a nickname he gave me when i was little.I was driving and i parked outside of a movie theater.I sat there and gripped the steering wheel."damn it!!!" i shouted.why couldnt that stupid thing be avoided!ugh.i said out loud.I called justins' phone.On the third ring he picked up."hello?" "hey you." "you're still talking to me?" "yea how else are we supposed to work through this nd make up?" we both laughed."where are you?" "in front of a movie theather.you?" "making my way to a hotel where your brother is at." "good luck talking to him, he is one mad guy right now especailly when you mess with his sister." "well im gonna try and ill call you after say in an hour and meet up at the house?" "alright deal.bye." "bye." I pulled out and headed home.I just hope wayne doesnt kick your ass.I said to myself, but most likely you'll have a looooooong talk, knowing my bro you'll have a good pep talk alright.I laughed as i picture justin sitting on the chair and my bro bitting his head off. I pulled up to the house and went to the living room to fine joey,monka,and chris playing video games.I could always count on those 3 goof ball to cheer me up.AJ and Jc left and so did lance and pam.We were having dinner when justin showed up with my brother."everything is cool betwwen you guys?" i asked."yea we're cool." justin said as i hugged them both."good cuz i wouldnt want the two most important guys in my life fighting." we all went to the dinning room where we all sat and ate.After a little while justin took measide and we had our talk."mary i know you are upset with me cuz of how i reacted and i m truely sorry.I dont think you heard everything that i said last night on the phone.I told you that i thought you are an amazing person and im lucky to have you and that all guys envy me becuz of that & that I Love You with my whole heart and I dont want to lose you.You are my sanity you keep me going after i give up." my eyes were watery and he cupped my face with his hands and wipped my tears away."I Love You too!" i said as i hugged him tightly and we shared the most passionate kiss.After a few moments we went back to the group who were laughing at a joke joey made on chris.My brother spent the night on the couch and changed his flight so hed leave wednesday night.i went upstairs and had that sense of security again being in justins arms.he kissed my forehead and we feel asleep.
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